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OT 8 Section 3 buttons [otco-l] OT 8 Section 3 buttonsTommy Thompson (otco-l@fza.org)Wed, 21 Jun 2000 02:16:56 -0700
Date: Wed, 21 Jun 2000 02:16:56 -0700 From: Tommy Thompson <pthorn1@pacbell.net> Subject: [otco-l] OT 8 Section 3 buttons To: otco-l@fza.org Message-id: <39508808.5BCBDE6E@pacbell.net> Sender: owner-otco-l@fza.org Reply-To: otco-l@fza.org cog: Some places are unsafe because others "know-about" them. Example, counterfeiting money as duplication, and safe where others not know, unsafe where they do. Overts may have only the know about as a basic. And a missed wh has so much charge because it restims the almost found out, the 'Know-about' of others. A thetan can have an overt of location. lower level duplication itself may be an overt. (counterfeiting, mocking). Restim of these type overts would cause a beig to seek to avoid the position again, and result in less of his own beingness, that of duplication. He would forget his identiy as a copying unit because of the ow. The charge would be too far back on the track for him to as is. The lower level awareness conditions of source harmonic (mocking, etc) are overts. This would increase the decay of the spiral proportioal to the beings ability to be cause. Increased responsibility would simply be increased magnitude of overt. One would have to lie about his identity in order to maintain position in a safe location. If these prior overts were charged enough, he would also even lie to himself to escape the charge. Possibly the dynamics themselves are only gradients of classifications of lie. Matter, clasess of, are simply gradients of lie vs isness. The factors seem to be full of holes. The lie of "god is source" enables a thetan to hold his own position with out being attacked. However, the lie is itself a further overt both on oneself as a discrete identity, and oneself as the source of all identies. A covert attempt to leave this untentable position would necessitate erasure, or not-is of the original position, resulting in total loss of memory concerning it. Havingness is an expression of source. Loss of havingness would restim the chain of failed purps to hold a location. This would explain the terrible grief sometimes felt at the death of a loved one. It is a much higher level of charge than simple arcx. It is the loss of position associated with ones own identity that is restimulated. A being sometimes will postulate himself out of existance and cause the body to die even, confronted with the death of a loved one. It is simply the restimulated charge from the earlier loss of position along the dwindling spiral. -- Session 2 tuesday Restarted process, massive headache. realized that it was because of havingess, too much mass gone out and not enough in. Mocked up 8 anchors, shoved in body's head. slight releif. Rapdly graduated to Mack trucks, oceanliners, moons, planets, and suns as anchor points and shoved them into body. Releif much greater, havingness still low. Started avalanches of massive objects pouring into the body. Much improvement. Graduated to black holes of infinite mass, more improvement. Took one black hole and turned it white. MAN OH MAN! Booom, this cascade of things, objects, thetans, worlds, universes, and all manner of stuff came RUSHING out of it. Blew me away! I just kept it white, and the outflow continued for about 20 minutes, and I shoved it all into the body. Headache dissappeared, and I shot up the tone scale. :) I realized that I was continuing the process over the protest of the ge/body/cellular/theta line. Going by the data that the ge runs on sacricifices, I started mocking up sacrifices for it. MAN! They got sucked up as soon as I could mock one up. Pretty soon I am mocking up some of the most blood thirsty sacrifices you could imagine in huge huge quantaties, and they get sucked almost as fast as I could create them. Finally it became satiated, and I ended the process. time: approx 15 minutes. Tone level again made a giant leap. Apparently as long as one has a body, some concern needs to be taken for its welfare. As careful as I am of not upsetting other beings with my processing along the dynamics, I was just kicking the shit out of the body. lol. I should have realized I was tearing it apart with those huge ta changes in such a short time. I approximate about 120 divisions today alone. lol. Poor dam thing. I really chewed it up, and didnt really even notice. lol. Piss on it anyway :). I dont think I need a can holder anymore anyway. lol. And its getting to be a real pain in the ass to drag around and feed. Back to process: Ran faster and faster. Much easier to locate places safe/unsafe to dup from. Ran all sorts of religious viewpoints about locations out. Symbols themselves for location started showing up. Money showed up and ran out, admiration, and a whole bunch of past track stuff. Finally track opened up again, and I discovered this black/white section. Pure electronics. people looked kind of like a cartoon of a lightening bolt with a sort of a face. Very heavy incidents of moving off of locations, or potential. Electronics are simply potential anyway. One voltage compared to the other is a difference of potential. Many overts of backing off of potential locations showed up and ran out. Started running moving off of a position of consideration. Apparently there was a postulate universe prior to that one. No space, no time no dimensions at all. Pure consideration. The electrical universe, or loop got all straight and seems to be flat. Lots more cognitions, but am unable to verbalize them any more. they were prior to symbols. Anyway, ended session. vvvgis. Unconcerned about getting better or getting worse. I seem to be moving by moving the world around me again. I used to think that when I was a kid. Was very natural. Dont know what the state is, but I am certain it is stable. I personally seem to have no mass at all, and very easy to move things under me instead of moving myself from one place to the other with beams. Very strange. Very comfortable feeling. Kind of like I am home again. tommy tommythompson@freewwweb.net pthorn1@pacbell.net http://www.fza.org Freezone America http://wwp.mirabilis.com/232039 (icq pager)
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