A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra) : Volume 2

Volume 2

VOLUME 2
PROLOGUE

EXM - 30

Definition: Closing Terminals. Closing terminals means moving in on something that makes you mad and trying to destroy or change it. The answer to anything you don't like is to make more of it and place greater space between you and it. This was the action of total responsibility you used to create the thing in the first place. The way to vanish unwanted conditions is to recreate the original conditions of their creation.

I have included a list of Free Zone Ports for fantasy lovers.

I know some of you are opposed to anonymous postings. Ah, well that is what GPMs are all about, goals and opposition goals, dungeons and dragons.

First I would like to commend Nick Papadakis at mintaka for his strong stand in our defense. I will try not to abuse the privilege he has afforded me. Adult fantasy has a long standing position in American society and the right of authors to write under a Pen Name and Pen Address has long been established.

Those who are more interested in identifying posters than they are in the safety of the poster, really don't want the poster to post at all.

If at any time Nick wishes me to stop posting to this list via mintaka, all he has to do is say so on the list and I will get the message. I will not violate his wishes.

If anyone would like to inform Nick@ghoti.lcs.mit.edu of this note please do so. Perhaps the owner of the list would be so kind?

Secondly I would call for anyone in the Free Zone to set up an anonymous FTP site for archiving all of alt.religion.scientology postings.

Thirdly I would call for someone in the Free Zone to set up another list alt.religion.scientology.freezone expressly for the purpose of disseminating Scientology and posting Tech. This list should have an anonymous posting ability similar to alt.sex.bondage.

Lastly it is obvious that like the Klingons who must lower their cloaking shields to interact with anybody, I endanger myself every time I post. If you feel that the material I have been giving you is of worth, you should consider archiving it personally and giving it via private e-mail to new members looking to create a free and workable Scientology. Although my postings are copyrighted, you can freely distribute them by any means to other people who might be interested in Scientology whether it be in the Church or the Free Zone.

The Free Zone depends on free communication. Any effort to stop communication or endanger those who are willing to communicate is a direct opposition to the goals of the Free Zone and a Free Earth.

You want to go OT don't you? Well there is the Church if that route works for you. FOR MANY IT WILL. The price they charge however is a closed mouth and an empty pocket book.

For the rest of you, you will have to take some responsibility to insure that others like yourselves find out about OT and start that journey as soon as possible. The more of you walking on that road and the more communication there is between you about it, the easier it will be for each of you to get across.

Earth needs OT's more than it needs anything else in the universe.

Some people consider it the height of arrogance to think that anything you might write or say could be of any worth to anyone. Well what I write has helped me, that is not only why it got written but also how it got written, for often the flow of cognition after a session is directed best to a terminal.

All I can say is that my own material has been of worth to me, and I pass it on to you as I would want you to pass on to me what you have learned in your journey upward. Not only truths found, but also how you found those truths, your Tech.

Because it will be a while before I am willing to reveal myself publicly, those of you who find value in what I have said might take it upon yourselves to make sure others get to see the material too, to see if they find any value also.

If this is arrogance about my own writings or self importance then so be it.

Those who are concerned about the size of my ego, probably wish they had one. Any OT as wide as the sky will tell you that.

I only write what I wish someone else had written for me as a child. Then perhaps I would not have had to suffer so, for life before Truth was an unimaginable Hell on Earth.

Electra

THE FREE ZONE

EXM - 31

The Free Zone is a huge sprawling loosely connected system of Independent Scientologists, those who were either once part of the Church and left or were booted out, and those who came into Scientology through contact with the Free Zone.

It is rare that someone enters Scientology through the Free Zone and then goes on to become a good Churchie. And until recently very few people left the Church for the Free Zone unless they were kicked out, mainly because most Churchies and raw public don't have any idea that the Free Zone exists.

Until the advent of computers and large computer networks it was unlikely that Churchies or anyone would find out about the Free Zone. But almost everyone these days has a computer account somewhere with access to usenet, and so the potential for people finding out about Scientology and the Free Zone has gone up enormously.

This is possibly one of the greatest dangers to the Church that exists today, and at the same time it is a blessing because even Free Zoners do not want to destroy the Church, they want to reform it, and that takes many many people applying workable Scientology to themselves and others so that they can confront the monster that has grown out of control, in the hands left in power, in the wake of L. Ron Hubbard's existence here on Earth.

There are always questions concerning the quality of the Free Zone. Questions like is the full Bridge available on both the auditing and training sides, and how do I contact these people to get services?

When the Church went through its purges in the late '70s and early '80s, all of the high level technical wizards left the Church. These were the people who worked side by side with Ron developing the Tech in the first place. Ron had a case you know, just like you and me, and he had lots and lots of people researching the tech and trying it out on him during his entire tenure on Earth. Although Ron makes it look like he did all the research and made all the discoveries, he was more the head guinea pig for new auditing techniques rather than the head research scientist.

In fact Ron was one of the world's worst auditors, and was one of the world's worst C/S's. It turns out he was also the world's worst PC. Three strikes and you're out.

It was his devoted team of Class XII Auditors and C/S's that held the technical fort in place.

However he owned the show. This did not make for an ideal scene for the Tech to grow in and be applied. When the PC is a spoiled brat and exercises more control over the session than the auditor or C/S, then, BY RON'S OWN TAPES, NO AUDITING TAKES PLACE.

Of course neither Ron nor any of his auditors ever listened to his tapes so Ron got away with murder so to speak and his case was never handled. For an OT, a HUGE being like LRH was, this could only have been disastrous.

The point is the tech was not developed by Ron alone. It was developed in conjunction with a number of others, such as Roos, Mayo, Filbert and others ALL OF WHOM WERE PURGED OR LEFT. Probably the only person actually responsible for the tech still remaining in the Church after the early 80's was Ron himself.

Thus the question of just how much tech exists in the Free Zone is an unqualified ALL OF IT AND MORE since no further useful research was done in the Church after the High Techies were kicked out. My opinion.

The problem is FINDING the Free Zone. Its safe solution has been to go underground. The Church is bent on destroying it with legal suits and who knows what else. I would never want to charge the Church of Scientology with murder or conspiracy to commit murder. I would leave that to the dead in their next lives. That Filbert had a gun held to his head, speaks strongly of days that are better left in the past.

Many MANY people in the Free Zone are original Scientologists, people who came into the science with the beginning of Dianetics in 1951 and earlier. They are now quite old, in their 70's and 80's preparing to take off for their next life. Their technical expertise can not be understated as most of them worked directly under Ron during the earlier saner years, and their own case states are as OT as you could want. They often have more auditing hours under their belts than you can count. They are not some green trainee just in off the streets like you are bound to get at the Church.

Such people are often still auditing. But very quietly. They do not take out adds in newspapers and they do not display large neon signs to attract the RTC, SS Division.

They work alone which means that if you go to get auditing from them you won't find a huge organization built up around them. There will no Ethics Officer, no Registrar, no Director of Training, no Director of Processing, no C/S and no bullshit. Just you and an OT trying to help you go clear.

Other Free Zoners, especially those with a lot of money from personally successful business lives, have become more organized with places of their own where you can get on course and do your training and processing much as it was in the Church. Often these people have had to change the names and words of Scientology Tech so as to sidestep the copyright hold that the RTC has on your Bank and the other terms of Scientology. There is one group in California that has changed EVERYTHING. But its all there, communication, problems, overts and withholds, upsets, and fixed conditions etc. couched in different terms, terms more acceptable to the lay public and college students. They still use E-meters, usually Free Zone meters not of Church design, and they still have all the OT levels all under a different name.

E-meters they call GSR Meters, or Galvanic Skin Response Meters.

Other people have totally struck out on their own creating whole new schemes and Bridges you can walk on. Whether they work or not is open to question and the only way to find out is to go talk to them and their preclears to see if it is for you. There is very much a Free market in the Free Zone, with lots of advertising and hype and promises. People charge for what they do, just like the Church does, but it is usually VERY reasonable. In my estimation most of these off shoots are started by people who themselves have gone OT either in the Church or in the Free Zone, and they just cognited along the way that there was a faster and better way to do it.

For example there is a new group offering something called Dianasis originated by Irene Mumford who spent most of her life doing research into higher level GPM's. They claim a very fast route to full OT, not to mention a head free of headaches.

Another group is Star's Edge founded by Harry Palmer offering what they call the Avatar Rundown.

You gotta talk to the people who have partaken in such activities to find out if it is for you. There is nothing like a rave PC to bring you more business, and nothing like a sour PC to turn all the people away from your enterprise for ever more. PC's never forgive someone taking their money and giving them NCG, No Case Gain. Something the Church is the world's leading expert at. So if you are going to audit someone, make damn sure you produce some significant wins.

When all we had was the Church, PC's put up with endless bad auditing because they had no place else to go. They kept all their hatred and frustration inside and went to the examiners after each session with a smile on their faces and an ARC Break F/N in their hearts which the Examiner would pass as a well done session.

There is nothing more beautiful to behold than a true Floating Needle. There is nothing more interesting to behold than a true Rock Slam. The Church has routinely been passing Rock Slams and ARC Break F/N's as Floating Needles for years, so its product has been quietly crazy PC's.

Almost everyone in the Free Zone knows everyone else in the Free Zone, although they may not have much contact with each other. Free Zoner's tend to be loners and intense competitors. There is a certain amount of bad blood between them at times, mainly they are still bickering over whether Ron was right or not. If someone would just get their damn withhold's cleaned up, this would all stop.

Yes, this will happen one day, because I personally am going to do it.

Thus do not expect to get a totally glowing recommendation about any particular Free Zoner from any other Free Zoner. ASK THEIR PC's if you really want to know for sure.

So the question remains, how to get into the Free Zone.

Well if you give your Ethics officer the finger the next time you are in his office, you will be in it.

Your next step is to make contact with as many Free Zoners as you can in order to apply the Emergency Formula, which is to PROMOTE. You need to tell them that you are there, and you need them to tell you who they are, what they are doing and WHO ELSE IS AROUND. They ALL know other Free Zoners. First you find out about them, and then you find out about who else they know. If by any chance they won't tell you, forget them as their intentions are not pure.

Almost all Free Zoners have something of theirs that you can read, ranging from advertising hype about their services, to entire writups of the Bridge they propose to walk with you across. Ask for everything they are willing to give you and read it all. Don't be dismayed if someone balks at giving you high level material, they are just going to have to dig you out of your freak out. But be careful of people who want you to pay up front before you know what will be run, and who make you sign agreements to keep secret their tech after it has been run. That's just a withhold, usually for financial reasons.

Its a Free Market in the Free Zone, you are BOUND to run into a few bums. If you apply the above formula you will quickly know more Free Zoners than you can handle and you should be able to quickly determine how to go about taking your next step up the Bridge. It doesn't matter if it is the TriBorough Bridge or the Golden Gate Bridge. They all go from H'yar to Th'ar, get it?

However some are faster, some are safer, some are more thorough, some are cheaper. You will find quite a range of options.

Its sort of like communism. Just a while back Russia had one of everything, one kind of car etc., because it was all made by the state and sucked rocks. Now there is a proliferation of many different kinds of exactly the same thing, because that is what capitalism is all about. Before, you spent all day long looking for one piece of Bread and when you found it it looked just like every other piece of Bread you had ever seen, and was inedible. Now there is Bread everywhere, but they all look different because they are all made by different people, but they are mostly all very good.

The Free Zone is a spiritual capitalism like you would not believe. And as with any Free Market, prices mainly come down over time and quality goes up, as the scale of economies and competition begin to take hold.

The Free Zone is also a lot like usenet itself. There are all these machines out there, all these communication terminals, and every machine knows and is connected to a number of other machines which know and are connected to others machines that may or may not know about the first one. Its a network. Thus when you post something to one machine, it gets swapped with others who pass it on to others. In this way your posting oozes out across the known universe until everyone has a copy of it.

Entering the Free Zone is like posting to one of these machines, you are entering it from one place, but each place knows others places which know other places and if you extend yourself out along all these communication lines you will eventually come to know all the Free Zoners there are, and you will have more friends than you know what to do with.

Not to mention a walkable Bridge.

And you know, LRH just might be on the other side of that Bridge, with a big smile, waiting for you to shake your hand.

Electra

FREE ZONE PORTS

EXM - 32

The following is a short list of addresses that will gain you direct access to the Free Zone. I would reiterate that the entire Bridge exists in the field, not only because Churchies inside the Church are constantly leaking anything they can find to the field but also because all the true Research Techies are in the field anyhow reinventing it and improving it.

There is a story about one guy who went OT VIII in the Church and decided this stuff was so good that it had to be made widely available, so he delivered the material to the Free Zone.

Clear evidence that OT VIII's are being made in the Church.

So don't fret about the Free Zone, it is much bigger than the Church, much more powerful, and much more diffuse so that it can not as easily be attacked.

We welcome you aboard if you should so chose to join us, and you are welcome at any time to go back to the Church. And not just to dismantle it but to help it survive on the path to wisdom.

One word of warning, try to keep straight who your friends are. I know personally of one person who left the Church for the Free Zone and then decided to go back to the Church. While with the Church for the second time she turned in everyone she had had communication with in the Free Zone. THEN she left the Church again and wanted to come back to the Free Zone. Last I heard she went OT IV in the Free Zone. We are forgiving and follow the spirit of the Tech as well as the letter of the Tech, but come on guys, let's not strain the friendship.

If you have any interest in the Church, JOIN IT FIRST. THEN come to the Free Zone if you find the Church is not for you. No body likes a traitor, but they really don't like a YO-YO!

The first address is for Bob Ross who is an old time Scientologist who worked under Ron in the early years. He is an OT looking for serious people to help clear the planet. He is the American distributor for IVY, a world wide Free Zone publication where many OT's post their articles and many groups advertise their services. $1.00 will get you a free copy of IVY and the subscription is $25 a year. If you write him and give him your phone number he will probably be happy to call you back. He is real OLD, so don't wear him down with silliness. He is also a Tech researcher and has his own books and technical bulletins.

The address listed is not where he lives, this is to place some separation between him and the RTC, SP Division. He visits this mailbox twice a month, so there may be a small delay in him contacting you. Write him an intelligent letter explaining your entire situation and he will get back to you.

Bob Ross, PO 1413, Riverside CA 92502

The other distributors for IVY are as follows.

Antony A Phillips, Postbox 78, DK-2800 Lyngby, Denmark Anne Donaldson, 8 Huxley Drive, Bramhall, Stockport, Cheshire SK72PH, GB-England Tibor Poortenaar, Galhoeke 2, NL-9211 RG Kortehemmen, Holland Manuela Spittel, Hauptstrasse 70, D-1000 Berlin 41, Germany Editor of IVY, Henrik Dragsdahl, Postbox 78, DK-2800 Lyngby, Denmark.

They are looking for submissions and help.

The next address is for Free Spirit magazine. Again this is filled with OT postings and postings from ex members of the Church who know what really happened during the days of the purge.

Free Spirit, PO 6772, Santa Rosa, CA 95406

The next address is for Sarge Gerbode's group in California. He has been working with David Mayo to produce a new form of the Tech more acceptable to college students without all the Scientology Jargon. They are very well organized and very well backed with a number of centers world wide. They would love to hear from you.

Metapsychology Center, Gerald French, 431 Burgess Drive, Menlo Park, CA 94025

If you need to contact David Mayo, he can be reached through this address. He is very tied up at the moment fighting the Church in a court battle which will decide the fate of this planet for the next 1000 years.

The HERETIC is a high Tech mag funded by the people who put it out. 'The Heretic is back in business after a 2 year hiatus. If we have lost you from our mailing list contact us at,

The Heretic, 191 Harder Road, Suite 94, Hayward, CA 94544'

Remember each address is an opening port to the Free Zone. From there you will find many more addresses and communication lines.

The NON EXISTENCE formula is

     1.) Find a communication line.
     2.) Make yourself known.
     3.) Discover what is needed or wanted.
     4.) Do, produce and/or present it.

Do it.

Electra

A FEW NOTES ABOUT LRH (1)
BY O.J. ROOS, HOLLAND (2)

EXM - 33

Editor's Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.

Over the years I have had much contact with LRH, mainly on Auditing Technical matters, especially in the Saint Hill UK and in the Sea Org days.

Early 1966 I had originated and set up one of the first 'OT Projects', the LRH Finance Committee, to establish the exact amount owed to LRH by Scientology. The final amount, he said, he 'forgave' the church.

The true amount owed was not all that much but he added several millions on the price, being 'the cost and goodwill of Saint Hill'. The 'forgiving' was a grand PR gesture. He personally never paid a cent towards SHUK.

LRH as Teacher

He had a near total memory for details of places, names, events, etc. His tremendous ability to recall details was phenomenal.

His knowledge of and his willingness to explain data, in this case the points of energy flow, later seen in financial policy, was inexhaustible.

He explained the movement of people and the flow of moneys through businesses in a combination which outlined the ideal flow lines in any organized endeavor. This scheme, originally laid out on cardboard in his own handwriting, later became known as the Organization Board. He explained its background, where it came from, its flow lines, etc., in order to clarify the cohesion of auditing technology and organizational policy.

To go into this in detail would be too lengthy. Organizationally, when correctly applied, it built me very successful businesses. He was always a Researcher and Teacher, a Relay Point of Information!

He, like I, often worked at night and used to wander around Saint Hill and later on the Flagship at late hours and would discuss matters of Tech and Policy. He was most anxious in his wishes to truly be duplicated and went to any lengths to have this happen.

In recent years I have heard him being accused of "authoritarianism", and though this was the case, in my experience he always, in his own way, had great care in his efforts to get the Tech correctly applied. In his Solo Research of the Upper Levels and with his Research Auditors he was very exact and strict indeed in his Training and C/Sing, but he would spend any amount of effort to bring genuine understanding. Even when I was running the practical training of the Flag top auditors, he would come and supervise and personally train myself in the art of training!

LRH was an entirely different person when dealing with, talking about, and explaining points of technology or policy, especially when he was speaking on a one to one basis.

He was then different in that he was relaxed, and keyed out. He even went to the point of calling me to his bedroom to have a person he himself trained to talk to, to enable him to sort things out for himself.

Especially on technical matters he wanted to be sure to be duplicated.

As mentioned in my letter to Antony, he was completely different when keyed out. We all are, but not many have as much to be keyed out of.

LRH as auditor

Also when being audited by him, he created a space which was safe beyond belief. Especially in the days of work on "OT Abilities", like levitation, exteriorisation from the physical universe (in the early days of the then OT 8 and upward on Flag in early 1968) he was a completely different man.

This was no "hidden data", but such personal lectures gave quite another insight in the materials covered, especially as he gave many examples out of his personal (very long) experience to clarify the points made. The worth of these talks was inexpressible in terms of material value.

LRH as research C/S

When he suddenly wanted further Testing/Research Auditing done into specific phenomena, the basic causes of them as well as the correct ways to handle them, were looked for and established. When LRH was on the trail of something in his research he never left off until he discovered, isolated, analysed and found ways to handle what he was after. Although this put quite a lot of strain on him and his body as well as on the few auditors who participated in this work I have never known him to stop until the point had been fully handled! This has been the way in which he worked for as long as I have known him. For example, years before the Sea Org a terminal cancer case on the Clearing Course had to be gotten through as major research project. She was on this Solo Course way ahead of myself (the auditor), which did not exactly make for easy auditing. His C/Sing got her through! John McMaster (the world's first clear) had the pleasure of verifying her Clear State, after which she immediately left the body. (In the old days Clears did not just attest, but we were subjected to a series of tests. We had to be able to produce certain E-meter phenomena at will, we had to be able to demonstrate certain theta abilities.)

The auditing of this pc was done under LRH daily supervision briefing, showing not only the exactness he was capable of but even more his care.

She was a very old friend of his from the 1950 days and he successfully did everything he could do to get her before her death to the state of Clear. I had to actually audit her through the Clearing Course.

Very early OT Practical Research started in the mid sixties with the OT 2 Project Whole Track Recall, with myself as In Charge. We were briefed by LRH. This was a Mission to Ireland which had to do with special sections of OT 2. The briefing he gave was painstakingly accurate. The activity was top secret, we had to depart and return without mentioning our destination or purpose to anyone.

The Mission was auditing technically a success, showing, as it did, the validity of Whole Track Recall. He was searching for (and found!) practical uses of this data in daily life. A few years later some of the auditing data was used for his "Mission into Time" in the Mediterranean.

In those years his Solo Research, and his supervision of the research work done by his auditors, was done on the same lines of the unbelievable precision he later worked at instilling into Class X to XII trainees in the days when he still personally supervised their training on Flag.

LRH as supervisor

The original Class VIII course was the true beginning of this precision. It was enforced by throwing students who had goofed (and that was each and every one of us somewhere along the line!) overboard. This was, especially for non swimmers, at times a horrifying experience. At later stage, when C/Sing some of the pc folders of students who had had this happen to them, it proved to have been absolutely terrifying. The ship was very high to be thrown off of! When I became Flag C/S I stopped this Practice, because I couldn't see the use of doing it, even though I had continued the Practice when Flag C/S until I discovered what it had done to some auditors. However, LRH had said that "we can make top auditors in 3 weeks" and "therefore we could". Completely absurd, but that was the law!

It made auditing totally unsafe, broke many well will- ing auditors, and ruined a lot of well intentioned stu- dents. He then, in September 1968 in the first Class VIII course continued the "quickies" which had been first introduced together with the F/N in SHUK in 1966, which led to high incomes, low results. His insistence on precision in auditing technology (he called it the Standard) was something which really characterized LRH, yet at the same time there always was the need to make money, money, money, and, I'm afraid to say, technical integrity was sacrificed on the altar of money! The sacrifice of technical integrity and the skill of trainee auditors on the altar of the quick buck was one of the major causes of the later often alleged "short com- ings" of the Tech.

This became very real to me after, as Flag C/S, having C/Sed many folders from the orgs under LRH supervision on Flag. The money attitude just mentioned spread into organizations all having to have "up statistics", mainly consisting of money. In view of the above it is also very clear WHY a lot of work turned out the way it did. When money (income from students and pc's) is the great statistic, unintended overt production runs rife. This was very often well justified and lied about, I may add. LRH wrote that none of the pc's ever left Flag without being exterior with full perception. This was patently untrue!

In pure auditing technology he was just LRH! In this area he had a quality of just knowing, a certainty he al- ways sought to pass on to those who worked with him directly on these lines and this is something hard to relay in words. If one could describe experiencing coexisting knowingness, that would be it with this man.

This, however, only happened with the few who were around him for long enough to master the data under his supervision. The many overboards I could take in my stride as I was fortunate enough to be a good swimmer. From my own personal experience I can say that mistakes made in upper level research really hurt in mind and body. LRH must have been hit severely with his already much older body, and with every process ever developed (usually wrongly) run on him, especially in the old days, prior to the modern data governing the techniques of overrun, rehabilitation and listing & null- ing.

The "creaks" (a horrible sensation of one's back and spinal cord being twisted out of place) turned on by misaligning and wrongly running GPM's, once put me into doctor's hands in Las Palmas, when working on OT II-III research. It nearly killed him with his much older body and I ended up with severe eye injuries. John McMaster, another research auditor broke his foot in experiments of levitation, and I suffered horrendous chest and head somatics when running control procedures over long distances.

There have been many of such instances and incidents. He was not the Source of the data, it has always been there, he was not even the Source of the way out and through, but he was the relay point who found and communicated this route for others to duplicate. Especially research auditing was not an "easy way" for him, his body, or his research auditors, but he, and thereby we, got through! The even later work on more advanced OT levels became progressively tougher.

Running GPM's is a procedure which was extensively used in the '60's. It handled Goals and contained lots of listing procedures. As the modern rules of listing were not known back then, many auditing mistakes of severe nature occurred. (author's footnote)

Otto J. Roos

(1) Amended as per 11.11.90 request from Antony Phillips on 16.11.90. (Editors Note) The first article I received from Otto, I felt could just has well appeared in Source, with full church censorship in force. As I felt that our readers were entitled to 'all the facts' (see data series) and not to have possible outpoints suppressed, I wrote to Otto asking for a more free article and this is the result. It later turned out that there was a misunderstanding, and Otto thought that I had said that our readers could not confront anything negative on Ron. [return]

(2) Otto J. Roos came into Scientology in the late 1950's and became fully trained as an auditor. He later went to Saint Hill (England) where he became a Class VII Power auditor and worked under LRH C/S as Case Officer SH. In 1967 he went to the "Sea Project", as the Sea Org was called in its early beginnings, trained under LRH on the Flag VII Course, and became Flag VIII C/S. He was among the first Class IX to XII auditors under LRH C/S. He then became the Flag XII C/S. After also having completed the FEBC (Flag Executive Briefing Course), LRH appointed him as Class XII Tech Flub Catch and Control Officer (W/W) to supervise the application of the Tech. He also worked as Research Auditor on the OT levels and the Advanced X to XII data. After personal disagreements with LRH he was 'thrown out' of the Sea Org. He arrived back in Europe with $100, and huge 'free loader debt' to the organization which he paid while building up a world wide network of businesses. Apart from his own ability, he ascribes his results to his understanding and use of the Ethics, Tech, Policy and Admin data, and upon what he learned from the personal contact he had, working directly under and with Ron for many years. Ed. [return]

L. RON HUBBARD, MAN OR MORE THAN A MAN?
BY BOB ROSS (1)

EXM - 34

Editor's Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.

I read the article in Astounding Stories in May 1950. This was a very exciting article but I was not sure it was not a hoax, so I looked in the phone book and found that the Hermitage House Publishing company actually existed. I called them and they said the book was being published. I immediately got on a subway train and went to their offices where I found other people also trying to get the book. But, it wasn't yet off the presses. I left money, to get my copy and got mine on May 9, 1950.

A few months later I saw a demonstration by an Elizabeth student, of putting a young woman through a dental extraction under gas, this made many things in the book more real to me. I also audited and was audited. In December of 1950 I went to Israel with 50 copies of DMSMH. That got me in touch with many people and Dianetics got going in Israel.

I decided after two years and 4,000 hours of auditing that Dianetics worked but that my expertise and knowledge left much to be desired. I had achieved one medical "miracle" by getting a woman (Emmy) walking who had been bedridden for five years, and who had been given up by three medical specialists, an internist, a surgeon, and a psychiatrist. It took 2,000 hours over a period of 2 years (I could do it a lot faster today). She did not dance, but she walked for five years after that.

Past Lives, Psychiatrists

In November 1950, a month before I left New York for Israel I was told in a whisper, in a corner, as a deep dark secret, that if you ran dianetics long enough you ran into past deaths. At that time, one would become outcast from the psychological community for talking about such things. Freud, himself, didn't even acknowledge the actuality of recalling life in the womb (Prenatal engrams). He called them "fantasies of life in the womb." Jung spoke not of memories of past lives, but of archetypes. To actually consider that people lived before was simply not acceptable at that time. Today Past Life Regression Therapy is a recognized sub branch of Psychological counselling, though not by everybody.

I once used creative processing on a teenager, who years later in college went to a psychologist for help and recognized what he was asking her to do. He admitted to her that he had learned this from Scientology. Two years later one of my Israeli pc's had gotten back to before conception and experienced going through a "wall of colors" to enter the ovum. A few days later she was listening as I ran her mother on HER mother's death (The girl had been three-years old when her grandmother died). When I completed mother's session, I saw the girl lying with arms folded across her chest in the "death valence" position. I asked her, with a snap of the fingers, Who's dead?" thinking that she had gone into grandmother's valence.

"I am." She replied. I asked three times and got the same answer each time. I then took her into another room and ran that past death. Then I directed her to run the intervening time up to present time. She ran directly into a between lives implant with "God" commanding her to forget. It was not until 1963, eleven years later, when I was at St. Hill, that I heard Ron describe a somewhat similar between-lives incident. I knew then with great certainty that Ron had not made these things up but had run into them with pcs and on his own track.

Lack of Public Acknowledgement of LRH

Even though there is no public acknowledgement of LRH by the psychological community, every Psychologist and psychiatrist had a copy of Dianetics hidden on his bookshelf. As more and more people recalled life in the womb and past lives, it became OK to talk about such things. After-Death experiences, for example, became respectable. Then medical researchers, without mentioning Dianetics, proved that what was said in operating rooms was recorded by patients and so could affect them. The Primal Scream by Janov is easily recognized as coming from Dianetics. Berne's Games People Play puts one in mind of Service Facsimiles. And, so on.

Pictures Of The Future

In 1954 I visited Wing Angell in Chicago. Wing told me that he had seen Ron's picture of the future of Scientology. I was unable to confront that at that time, so I ignored it. In 1964, ten years later, I met Wing again, this time at S.H. I reminded him of my visit and asked him what he had seen. He immediately had a compulsive outflow in which he told me that he had seen Ron's mental picture of every future gain, loss, and advance in Scientology. And, that he had seen each of these come to pass since I had last seen him in 1954. This included seeing the raid by the FDA on the Founding Church in Washington, D.C. about 1959, five years before it occurred.

About 1960 in Tucson Arizona I heard from another auditor about a pc who after running many past life incidents ran a future track incident of a fatal car crash. The auditor said that he asked the pc if he could alter that incident. The pc was able to slow down his car going up a hill enough to avoid a fatal collision at the top of that hill with a car coming out of a hidden side road. Five years later, the pc recognized the hill, slowed down, and avoided hitting the car that came out of that hidden side road at the top of the hill.

Communicating With Ron

Like all graduates from S.H. I had the privilege, in 1964, of an hour with Ron before leaving. He said, "Ask me anything you want." I asked him how he had arrived at the decisions he had made with regard to South Africa when Peter Greene was denounced (I think about 1960). He said, "I lacked detailed information and when I lack detailed information I take broad measures." In that instance his broad measure was to replace all the executives. He also said "When I chop heads off, I later sew them back on. This isn't always noticed."

I remember in the 1960's Ron made some changes in the tech which seemed at the moment as though they were only for the purpose of getting more money out of people. It took me two years to recognize the technical validity of that change.

I remember on the 18th A.C.C. I wrote a note to Ron about my course pc. Shortly afterward Ron issued a broad public announcement in Ability magazine saying that he was making a change in research direction because of a letter he had received from Bob Ross. That reference and another both appear in the Red Volumes.

Ron's Physical Appearance

I have seen Ron many times. Once I was standing in front of 1810 19th St., N.W. when he came barrelling up the steps of 1812 past a group of students about 15 feet away from me. He seemed shorter than most of them, about 5'6" or 7". I saw him very clearly another time toward the end of an after Congress party, about 1960. I went up to him to say "Good Night," and noticed that he was so tall (about 7' or 2.13 Meters) that my outstretched hand would barely have reached the top o his head. I took his hand, to shake hands and noticed that his hand was extremely large and that I could see the pores of his skin as though under a magnifying glass.

At Saint Hill I saw him often on the grounds, where he talked occasionally with students. I met and spoke to him once as he was being picked up by his chauffeur at the East Grinstead Public Library. He seemed to me to be having some trouble physically getting into the car. I went over to him to say "Hello." I had just come back after taking a week's unauthorized leave to go to Paris. He said to me, "I told them you would be back." I saw him again at a performance of a Gilbert and Sullivan Operetta starring Jenny Edmunds, course supervisor and Reg Sharpe's girl friend. Ron was standing surrounded by many students and was a full head taller than most of them.

Missed Withholds

To me one of the most important and least predicted discoveries of Scientology was the discovery of the anatomy and effects of the missed withhold. It took 13 years to discover it and of all things in Scientology it remains perhaps the hardest to explain to a psychologist. Ron could be acclaimed a genius on that one point alone.

Ron's plans For The Church

Having failed to ask Wing Angell for what else he had seen in Ron's plans for the future of Scientology (that had not yet taken place as of 1964) I have had to guess at what they might have been, based upon what has occurred since. When people left the church in droves in 1982-85 I came to the conclusion that Ron had planned it that way.

I am convinced that the church would have gotten far bigger than it has, if Ron had not set things up to keep it relatively small and weak, to prevent it from totally dominating the planet. As the church exists today, it serves to spread knowledge through books into society. It remains relatively small because as people come up tone and become more capable they become able to recognize the lies and suppression that the church uses. I have been asked for my view on why the church went sour and whether this had any connection to LRH. Some people, of course, think it went sour because Ron became paranoid. However, in 1954 on the Philadelphia Doctorate Course Ron spoke of the possibility of a Church of Scientology developing and turning into a monster which should be destroyed.

My opinion is that he set it up to self destruct. I deduce this from the following policies known or inferred which he put into place.

Keys To Church Self Destruction

1) Taking non-auditor's on staff. I personally know people on staff who were highly unethical, did not have the goals of an auditor and didn't know that auditing works. I am sure that some of these were infiltrated agents of the FBI, the Army, the Navy, the CIA, the U.S.S.R., the Mafia and no doubt others. I feel that I myself, was driven out of the church by false reports and out-ethics actions by persons who were afraid that I would see what they were doing. However, as early as 1956 I had heard that the most capable auditors never seemed to last on staff. At that time, I decided that Ron wanted them out in society spreading the tech.

2) The "No Verbal Data" Policy Letter. This eliminated the line of tradition which made up for errors and things left out of the course materials, Ron had stated earlier (ca. 1956) that this line of tradition was necessary for the proper transmission of the tech. If some one had heard all the tapes there might be no gap, but who has? You might say that the materials were somewhat booby trapped. Without the tradition line to clear things up if someone stole the materials (for example the Russians) they would not be able to use them for lack of the verbal tradition. This was also evident in DMSMH itself. I saw immediately in 1950 that as written the book would turn off establishment types who would not even read it or take it seriously and this turned out to be the case. Only mavericks and science-fiction fans took the book seriously at first.

3) I infer that Ron set up Miscavige to drive out competent staff, all at one time. Ron is known to drop little comments to willing ears. Also, what Miscavige did was completely contrary to the Ethics P/Ls which I learned 100% star rate, as the first E/O (Ethics Officer) in NY in 1965.

Ethics policies (1965) also state that people who left or were declared would not be readmitted to Scientology if they became part of a group declared suppressive, until such time as that group was disbanded or destroyed. That way, every person who became disaffected and left or was declared, was persuaded to remain out of contact with other disaffected people for fear of being considered part of a suppressive group.

That is why I came to the conclusion that Ron had set it up to "drive fledglings out of the comfortable nest" of the Orgs and into society. Driving most of the capable people out of the Orgs also provided a more diffuse target for real planetary suppressives to shoot at, as they were no longer all in one place in the Church. It could be said, however, that planetary suppressives have been attacking the field to prevent the spread of Scientology via the church of Scientology itself.

4) I infer that Ron set Miscavige up to destroy the mission network and kill the goose that laid the golden eggs, for the apparent purpose of pulling money out of the Church into LRH's private accounts. He made it seem reasonable as part of legitimizing the transfer of copyrights to the RTC.

5) I have heard reports by and of people who were contacted theta- wise by Ron and told to leave the church and set up various underground and successor projects and organizations. This included a report that Ron had told some people at Saint Hill theta-wise of the FBI raid before it occurred.

6) I knew an ex-member of EST who told me that Werner Erhardt at first sent his graduates forty or fifty at a time to the nearest Org for more help and training, but Ron gave orders to reject them. This kept them relatively uncontaminated with Scientology and weakened the church. Werner had been trying to expand the church by a different kind of mission action.

Man Or More?

I used to dream of achieving a cleared planet, and wondered what I would do after that had been achieved. After all, I thought, if each clear could clear just two other people every year the world would be clear in fifty years or so. I was not alone in feeling so confident.

I can well remember a meeting of my dianetics group in Tel Aviv in 1951, we were very seriously discussing what kind of government we should create for the cleared planet we all expected in the near future.

What would I do next after the planet was cleared? I imagined arriving as a full OT on another planet, alone or as part of a team and considered how to go about it without making it obvious that the tech I was teaching was from off-planet, and without myself being worshipped. I decided that it might take a few thousand years, coming back time after time as one prophet or teacher or another to give pieces of tech, so that it would then seem to be a logical development from local philosophy and religion.

The stories I've heard that "prove" that Ron couldn't be what he obviously was, could only be believed by people who don't know that the tech works, or that OT is possible. The more I hear such stories the more amazed I am that Ron accomplished what he did, supposing those stories were true.

I choose to think that Ron was on the side of the angels, appearances to the contrary. He said in the course of a lecture 1963-64 while I was at Saint Hill that being worshipped would prevent people from thinking that they could achieve OT abilities themselves. I choose to think that he has deliberately made himself appear to be a very fallible, money-hungry, human being lusting for power over others.

Recently I heard a story from the days when he was hiding in Clearwater, so that he wouldn't be subpoenaed. While coming back from Tampa, they were passed on the highway by a Police Car with flashing lights and siren. LRH crouched on the floor under a blanket or coat to not be seen and then when they got back to their hideout, he hid under the bed. It took an hour for his aide (Laurel Sullivan I think ) to coax him out. When I heard this I laughed and thought how well he was dramatizing his "humanity". I could imagine doing that myself as a high powered OT clearing a planet while appearing human.

How would you do it?

Well, that's my view of LRH.

Bob Ross

(1) B. Robert Ross (B. for Bernard) H.S.S. Cl VI (1964), Founding Scientologist, 1950 born 4/30/21 Bachelor of Electrical Engineering, 1944, Licensed Professional Engineer, N.Y. State, U.S.A. 1947, Servo systems Engineer, E-Meters designer. Old timer May 1950, brought Dn to Israel 1951, Led Dn group 1951-3, HCA/HPA D.C. 1957, 18th ACC, 21st ACC, Briefing course D.C. under Dick and Jan Halpem 1961, SHSBC (18 months) 1963-4, Full Cl VI auditor trained to run R6 on PCs. (Knowledgeable on running GPMs by R3M2), Staff member NY Org '65-7, D of T, Diseem Sec, Distrib Sec, E/O, Review Auditor, Cram Off, Qual Sec, Staff D.C. Org 1976. Author, lecturer, auditor, engineer. [return]

IVy

DANGEROUS COMMUNICATION

EXM - 35
ca. 1992

It is appalling that Scientology is the hottest subject on the planet, and yet we have here a list totally devoted to discussing it and so little communication of any worth goes down on it.

You know why don't you? Because in the presence of SUPPRESSION communication does not take place. The basic thing that CAN be suppressed, the basic thing the suppressive WANTS to suppress is COMMUNICATION and BEING THERE. YOU BEING THERE and COMMUNICATING.

The suppressive wants you to NOT BE so that you will NOT COMMUNICATE.

Communication takes place on all 4 planes of existence, physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. These correspond to Body, Heart, Mind and Soul of early Christianity and Effort, Emotion, Thought and Cause of early Scientology.

Communication defined as widely as possible is anything moving from a cause point to an effect point. It can be ideas, words, feelings, or even direct cause itself. It can also be bullets which are a very low level physical communication sent in anger.

LRH has said that communication is the most dangerous thing there is. You can kill with communications (lies), you can ruin people's lives, you can enslave them, imprison them, you can incite entire populations to riot and revenge with communication. In the presence of communication NOTHING is safe, neither good guys nor bad guys.

Only in the presence of TRUTH is anyone safe, and even then its only the good guys, so communication is always dangerous to SOMEONE.

A long time ago Thetans could communicate directly via the transference of cause directly to effect. If they had an idea and they wanted you to peruse it, they would just have the idea that you had the idea too, and you would.

You can still do this, if you dare.

As things came down from the stratospheric heights of the tone scale, communications were sent with more and more vias on them, until finally people could only talk using physical means of symbolization such as bodies and mouths and air waves or light waves and any other form of matter, energy, space and time ((MEST)).

Long since have thetans forgotten that they are Spirit, which is another word for CAUSE, and that the easiest thing in the world is for two causes to communicate to each other without having to go through all these lower level effects like MEST.

At the very lowest level, you know a PhD academic know-it-all with children, it seems that MEST is cause itself, that MEST MADE US and not that we made MEST, and so it is only natural that people use MEST to communicate with because they know it is cause.

They know instinctively, that which is not cause can not communicate, and that which is cause can communicate very well. The problem then is what they have come to consider cause, MEST and not themselves.

This inversion that thetans are sitting in has resulted in the rather humorous situation of something that is ALIVE, himself, desperately trying to communicate to others like himself through something that is DEAD, MEST. And then he wonders why there is death, separation and loneliness.

You can only communicate as far as your transceiver can broadcast or receive. A thetan high up on the tone scale, in his native state, can communicate across forever. A body is stopped by the nearest wall of matter, energy, space and time.

This is the source of sorrow and last good byes.

It is basically all an inability to communicate because MEST is limited and you aren't. MEST just can't keep up with your desire to know everyone forever.

Thank God its all a dream, right?

As usual our fall from Grace to the present pillory and stockade of our lives did not happen over night. It was a long and arduous route filled with many miscalculated decisions, turning points, and forks in the road. At each step thetans could have made the right decision but instead chose to make the wrong decision. At first it was intentional, and then, also intentional, it became unintentional.

At the top thetans were able to keep straight the fact that MEST has space and time (dream though it may be) and that thetans themselves were looker-on-ers. Thetans have a position in such a universe only to the degree that they are presently looking at the universe from that apparent position.

Thetans could change their viewpoint instantly and easily and they could thus be anywhere they wanted to be just by wanting to be there, and they could project their cause from that point of view as if they were 'really there'. They could also project their cause from ANYWHERE ELSE they wanted because looking FROM a viewpoint did not mean they WERE AT that viewpoint. So they could look from one viewpoint and originate causes from another.

Such actions were hard on the local inhabitants who had already degraded down to being bodies and using MEST to send all their communications. An all powerful 'nothing' that could move around and do things from anywhere at will was not part of their national security agenda, especially if it wasn't on their payroll.

Because a thetan could originate a causation from anywhere regardless of 'where he really was', he was able to originate a communication from anywhere too. Thus even after thetans started taking on localized forms to better interact with the local population, they were still able to originate a communication to anyone from someplace very far removed from where 'they were'.

In other words thetan A could send a message to person B originating at point C. If point C happened to be where thetan D was sitting, person B would think the thing came from thetan D. This eventually caused no end of mischief and alarm and great efforts were taken to suppress such behavior.

People became absolutely paranoid about communication because no one could be sure where anything was coming from, and even when they knew WHERE it was coming from, they could not be sure WHO was originating it. "Yes I know that communication there came from where I am sitting officer sir, but really it was originated by that scoundrel over there, really. (Sweet smile.)"

Since communications could kill or ruin entire civilizations it became a great worry to everyone that all communications should be traceable to their true originators.

Thus came to be one of the greatest turning points in the history of this universe, and decisions were made that led to the eventual graveyard society you see around you where people don't even know anymore that there is something they aren't talking about.

The solution of course was that all communications should be tagged with the true originator of that communication. If someone was caught trying to send a free communication with out proper identification on it they were punished terribly, or their friends were.

After a while no one was allowed to BE anywhere or LOOK from anywhere but where his own body was because his body acted as an ID tag for who he was, and it also delineated what he was allowed to see and know, and most especially no one was allowed to originate a communication from anywhere other than from his body. Thus thetans became fixed to one location that could move only as well as the body could move, and they were limited to a one source point communication line.

Where thetans were once talking to each other using the stars as telephones, they were now paying taxes and going to war. At least everyone knew who their friends were and who had said what.

You see the idea behind this was very simple. Although communication could help, communication could also HARM. People were very afraid of CRIMINAL communications, those that were used to HARM others who were otherwise being good citizens and playing by the rules.

With free communication lines that were not tagged, anyone could say anything to anyone and no one could know who said it. The criminals had a heyday with this. They were very hard to catch, and they often got others into trouble for their own actions. And no one could trace them.

It was a forger's heaven. Or nightmare depending on how you look at it. Because what came of this was a graveyard for free speech.

It was soon considered too dangerous to let free communication lines exist and what ever advantage such free lines might have had, they were way out weighed by the dangers of not being able to hunt down and punish the criminals who would abuse the right of free speech.

The criminals were responsible for our condition, right? They HAD to be tagged.

So ALL communication lines had to have an ID tag on them. This became one of the most complex subjects known to man, this making sure that every communication could be traced back to its sender. Your present sojourn in impending carrion is just part of the 'final solution'. I mean imagine the job of taking a universe full of thetans who could communicate from anywhere to anywhere and get them all to agree to be only one place at a time and never communicate from anywhere but there and make sure their signature was on all such communications.

The POLICE FORCE that this spawned was incredible. Of course these policemen didn't actually PRODUCE anything marketable, so they had to be paid out of the citizen's pockets. And so was born taxes.

Now as I said there was a great turning point when the people of the universe or a local area made these decisions about tagging every communication line with its sender's ID. What got overlooked in the ensuing demise was the mistake that had been made, and the short sightedness of their 'safe solution' to the problem of free untagged criminal communications.

It is true that tagging all communications made it much harder for criminals to originate criminal communications.

So they joined the police force.

Who would police the police?

Who would govern the governors?

So where before you had a wild frontier free-for-all, now you had a highly concentrated organization of Corruption, Temptation and Seduction owning and controlling the masses of basically good people, with laws in place to tax the good people at the point of a gun, to feed and take care of the criminals in the police force and the government it served.

Criminals no longer needed to break the laws. They MADE the laws.

It is true that when everyone has a free and untagged communication line some people will use those lines for criminal purposes. But just so, good citizens can use those same free and untagged lines to EXPOSE the criminals without fear of retribution. On the surface it looks like the criminals might be harder to catch, but once they are caught, they can't trace back and take retribution on those that blew the whistle on them.

On the other hand if every communication line is tagged, the criminals will still use them to do their dirty work, but good citizens will never dare to expose them because the criminal will always know who turned them in and will take his revenge in good time.

The good citizen is much more afraid of the criminal than the criminal is of the good citizen, which is why people made this stupid mistake in the first place. Putting ID tags on all communication lines would have worked, if all the criminals hadn't just become communication line policemen! No one foresaw this one little stupidity.

EXCEPT THE CRIMINALS!

Tagging communication lines with ID's was a CRIMINAL's IDEA! The good people let the criminals help them with their fear of criminals!

Now that the police force, which is armed to the teeth with guns and taxes, is in total command of the communication lines and EVERYONE is tagged, the criminals can NEVER be caught because they protect their own, and anyone who dares to tattle on them will get traced and eliminated immediately.

So this is the story of the society you see around you. Its a very simple story. People just didn't want you to say what you could say. The good people didn't want the criminals to communicate, and the criminals didn't want the good people to communicate.

Then the criminals had a bright idea, tag all communication lines and charge the good people for the service.

Now the end result is that only the criminals can talk and you get to pay them to do it.

And that is Sweet Justice.

Electra

CAN WE EVER BE FRIENDS?

EXM - 36 ca. 1992

You know Scientology was not built by the work of one man alone. It was a team effort, between L. Ron Hubbard and all of his fellow researchers and OT's. The RELIGION idolized the one man, the work was done by many. Thus it might be said that Scientology has many founding fathers, people who gave their lives and time so that Earth might be free.

Do you really think that all the founding fathers of Scientology are SP's except one?

The Church is monomaniacal on the subject of Squirrels, people practicing Scientology outside of the financial purview of the Church.

The idea that someone might make a buck selling relief and freedom, or that someone might be able to do it better than them, makes the Church squirm in its grave. It just can't sleep at night knowing that someone might pocket a single penny with out giving them their cut.

It's fine that the work is the work of L. Ron Hubbard, but unfortunately that work happens to pertain to my own personal Eternal Freedom. Thus there is a copyright conflict here, one that I must resolve by taking command of my own personal Eternity even if I must use the work of another.

((Electra is confusing the content of the work and the specific written manifestation of the work. The second belongs to LRH, the first belongs to everyone.))

Besides as Ron has said a million times in tapes the Church has never listened to and wouldn't sell if it had, he never taught us anything we did not already know, because everything he was teaching us was AGREED to by us at the beginning of time to be the way the game was going to proceed and eventually end.

He said very clearly, that if it were something new he was teaching us, then he would have no right to teach it to us and it would not work anyhow. LRH had some concept of Total Responsibility even if the Church doesn't know how to spell the words.

Ron was probably the greatest man ever to live just because he saw that we were all totally responsible not only for our own conditions but also for HIS! Thus his greatness was our personal gift to him and to ourselves.

To then turn this greatness into a money grubbing, copyrightable legal ownership of wisdom that actually was created by and thus belongs to everyone is as far below evil as you can get and still be walking around.

NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO TELL ME HOW TO GO CLEAR. I WILL DIE TO DEFEND MY RIGHT TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS ABOUT MY OWN ETERNITY. MY PERSONAL INTEGRITY IS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN MY IMMEDIATE LIFE.

Not to mention more important than acceptance by the Churchies and L. Ron Hubbard who taught this to me.

The only thing important to the Church is money.

Is it suppressive to want to go clear with out somebody else's permission? Is it suppressive to leave a group that prohibits you from going clear by using the Tech incorrectly or by refusing or being unable to learn how to use it correctly? Is it suppressive to want to go clear FOR FREE as long as you do all the work?

Is it suppressive to want to go clear even if everyone else is going to Hell? Is it sensible to go to Hell so that everyone else can go Clear?

Is it sensible that there should be this huge conflict between the first and third dynamics?

Is it suppressive to audit for free?

Is it suppressive to share your findings and cognitions for free?

Is it suppressive to let others win with the Tech?

Is it suppressive to charge for your services and not pay the Church its tithe? Is it suppressive to undercut the prices charged by the Church?

How would you like someone to tell you 'you can't go in session today no matter how much you need to because you haven't paid us enough money!'

Is it suppressive to speak your mind?

By putting their attention on Free Zoners as SP's the Church is taking their member's attention off the true planetary SP's that are destroying our future and in so doing, are committing a High Crime of Excellence.

They are also falling directly into the hands of the true planetary SP's and helping them towards their goal of world conquest through annihilation.

Did you know there are people on this Earth who actually think that the way to make money and take control is to START a nuclear war and pick up the pieces afterwards? THESE are the true SP's. Are they now practicing Scientology, helping people go Clear in the Free Zone?

Have you ever read Ron's bulletins on the THIRD PARTY LAW? It says that it always takes a third undisclosed party to start a conflict between two other parties.

Who the hell is making you hate Free Zoners? Has your Church become a mouthpiece for the Merchants of Chaos and Fear?

Do you honestly think you are going to go Clear if the Free Zone folds? Do you think that you will survive another 10 years without the Free Zone holding world wide peace in place while the Church parades its Arrogance, Vanity and Conceit?

Do you want to be the mouthpiece of the Planetary SPs?

Was every OT that left the Church an SP? Was every Techie who struck out to build a better Bridge on his own an SP? Do you think these people would be suppressive to the Church if the Church were not suppressive to them? Do you think these people would not share their data and discoveries freely with the Church if the Church would admit to their existence and value?

Do you think the Church would be better off if all the OT's that have left the Church were suddenly to vanish off the face of the Earth to some Hell that served them right?

How would you feel if you found out that the Church thought that the way to make the most money was to weaken the tech, so as to extend your stay in auditing and make sure you never got what you really wanted out of auditing lest you just end cycle on it?

How would you feel if you found out that the Church considered the survival of their group more important than your own personal advancement, and even that ANY preclear's advancement was in the end detrimental to the survival of the group?

Do Clear OT's hang out in groups?

Do they charge a buck?

Would the Church die if it admitted it was wrong?

Would you?

Do you think the Church has any other reason to suppress the Free Zone than a desire for FINANCIAL MONOPOLY?

What the hell ever happened to free market competition and the American Way?

Did it go Clear?

Would Churchies be out of a job if someone competent were allowed to audit?

Is a Full OT a threat to the Church? Would it be a danger to pull someone's last withhold lest they turn around and pull yours?

Does the Church really want to Clear the Planet, or do they want CONTROL? Can one justify Controlling in order to Clear the Planet? Can one justify Clearing the Planet in order to Control?

Can one justify abandoning Clearing the Planet to get and maintain Control?

How would you feel if you found out the Church did not want to Clear the Planet because it didn't want people strong enough to revolt against its money grubbing ways?

How would you feel if you found out the Church actually planned to NOT Clear the Planet so that it could grab and maintain control as a governing Elite?

Why does someone who has devoted their entire life to Scientology and the Church, one day decide to up and leave? How can someone do their entire Grades and OT levels and then after being fully certified on both sides of the Bridge decide it is time to go?

Overts? And the Church could not pull them?

If the top tech terminals have overts and leave, what lilly-white- do-nothings are left in the Church when the top techies go or are kicked out?

How many old time Scientologists are still in the Church?

How many people who were in their 20's in 1950 and who picked up Book One on Day One, are still in the Church? Look around you, what is the average age of the people you see? Has Scientology become a Young Turk's religion?

Where are the Old Ones? Are they all gone? Are all of these Old Timers SP's? Every last one of them?

Where is Volney Mathieson who was so admired in 1950 only to be denounced in 1961? Who is sourcing these things?

Do you know who John McMaster is? He was the world's first Clear. Did you know he left the Church in disgust in the early 70's? Did you know he was responsible for discovering the Power Processes and the R6 Bank and gave it to Ron to put his name on it?

How long can you continue to deny that the way up the Scientology Bridge is the way out of the Church for so many OT's?

How long can you continue to fabricate the data to make yourself feel comfortable?

Is everyone who points out that your toilet is overflowing with managerial and technical sewage an SP?

There is a wealth of data in the Free Zone. Wouldn't you like to know what other OT's are saying about how to go up the Bridge? OT's who went up the Standard Bridge FIRST and went on to build a better Bridge?

Aren't you tired of hearing just one voice?

Did it ever occur to you that LRH and the Free Zone OTs are in cahoots to bring Scientology to the planet and the Church with its arrogance, vanity and conceit, is just one of their many pan determined games?

Don't you think it is strange that the Church is promoting strife between brothers, between members of the Church and other Free Zoners? You know all we want to do is practice Scientology, to raise ARC and awareness on this planet so that it provides us all a fun game to play. Do you really think that by attacking and harassing those who wish to practice Scientology alone, the Church is doing anything more than protecting its own FINANCIAL MONOPOLY on the Tech, a Tech that stopped growing the day LRH died?

You know, LRH himself said that nothing can stay stagnant and survive. It either must expand or die. How can the Church expand if the Tech stays the same forever more?

Who has the Tech Hat for the planet while Ron is away dealing with his new body?

Do you really believe that Ron can come back and take over the Church again. What proof will he bear that he is LRH? You think Churchies have the confront to withstand PROOF of anything OT? You think the new LRH will be accepted by everyone? You think maybe the Church would split in half, with the high ones able to know the new Ron, and the low ones leaving in disgust to continue the one true religion without him? You think the Church would survive Ron coming back in a new body and trying to take control?

How many pretenders to the throne will there be, before, during and after? Whose word will you take that someone really is Ron in a new body. Miscavige?

Do you ever call David Miscavige, David Miscarriage behind his back?

Do you know what Miscarriage of Justice means?

Do you really believe that the last word about your own case has been said?

Do you really feel that the Tech is complete enough for YOU? Do you really feel that the Tech is complete enough to handle the entire planet? Do you KNOW this for a fact or are you merely TOLD this until you can't stand sound any more?

Are you REALLY REALLY REALLY making all the case gain you ever wanted, or are you just caught on a wave of enthusiasm and dreams about how it ought to be?

Have you attained Awareness of Truth and The Way to Personal Freedom? Do you feel some discomfort at having declared this state?

((Did you declare attaining Awareness of Truth and The Way to Personal Freedom a long long time ago, and now feel the whole thing was kind of silly?))

Do you know The Way, but feel you can not walk it because you do not have 100 billion dollars and 5 OT's with a crane to carry you across the Bridge?

How much should Life Repair cost?

Did they find your Life Ruin?

Did they repair it?

Did it ruin you financially?

What would it take to repair your Ruin?

Getting your money back?

Has your net worth gone down in Scientology?

What is the expected return on your investment?

Have you ever attested to a state of release that was less than you had dreamed for? Has your entire trip across the Bridge been less than you dreamed it would be?

What would happen if everyone were making gains beyond their wildest dreams?

What would happen if your C/S didn't wear eyeglasses, smoke cigarettes and drink coffee?

What would happen if your Grade IV C/S actually admitted he was wrong and didn't know what he was doing?

How would you feel if you were kicked out of the HGC for getting off other people's withholds, namely what your C/S was up to during World War II?

Was your C/S hell bent on missing a withhold on you? Why?

What withhold were you hell bent on missing on him? Why?

How long can you continue to be gung ho about going Clear if you never go Clear? Are you going Clear fast enough? How fast is fast enough? Is there enough money in the world to ensure you will go Clear? How fast COULD you go Clear if you had all the Tech on the planet on your side, and not just the Church's financial offerings?

If you found out that the Church was spending millions to 'protect the Tech' when its true motivations was protecting its own pocketbooks, how would you feel? Would you be outraged? Would you have the balls to do anything about it?

If you found out that the Church was diluting the Tech so that more people would have to pay more money to attain the same state how would you feel?

If you knew that the Church was refusing to research and look into new and better rundowns available in the field, how would you feel?

Was Ron Hubbard the best man in the world?

If you found out that the Church had purposefully mistuned the Mark VI and VII E-meters to extend NOTS auditing beyond its usual duration to bring more money into the Church, and to make SURE no one ever got powerful enough to ever DO anything about the Corruption, Temptation and Seduction in the Church, how would you feel?

Would you like to know exactly how an E-meter worked, and how to fix them and especially how to TUNE them for maximum performance? Do think this is all really hard, complex and mysterious? Do think it would be immoral to know how an E-meter worked or what was inside? Who benefits from your feeling this way?

Have you ever wanted to be a Techie, but are stuck in the quagmire of administrative posts that the Church is choking on?

Did it take you 3 days to get a sec check? When you got the sec check, did they miss the Withhold?

Have you ever wanted to leave the Church to practice the Tech on your own, but you were afraid you would be kicked out of Scientology forever with no friends, no Tech, no upper levels, no group, and no Eternity?

((Did you ever figure you would do your lower levels alone because no one else could help you with them, and then once clear you would apply for readmittance into the Church and do your amends so you could do your upper levels with them and still be part of the OT group you had always dreamed about?))

Have you ever worried about your upper levels? Has anyone ever threatened to withhold them from you? Do you know what a BT/C (Body Thetan/Cluster) is?

Are you withholding another being or cluster of beings?

Have you ever entertained the thought that by leaving the Church you were ENTERING Scientology?

Who blew who? Did you blow the Church, or did the Church blow you? When you didn't come into work one morning was it because your 'office' and 'post' had moved to another location, like your house?

Have you ever entertained the thought that coming into work to the Church in the morning was blowing your true post.

Did the Church make a self determined change for the worse in the 1960's? 1970's? 1980's? 1990's?

Do you work for the Church merely because it gives you license to dramatize or act out harmful acts on others? Do you work for the Church solely because you like to kill, betray, terrorize, steal, punish, hurt, wreck or harm? Do you enjoy your "007 license to kill"?

Are you in the Church even though you do not believe that Scientology works? Is it just a job to you? Is the Tech all a Crock? Has no one ever Cleared HELP on you?

Have you never cleared help on another?

Has ANYONE ANY WHERE EVER CLEARED HELP?

Do you not know what it means to clear help?

Have you never audited anyone to a win?

Have you never made case gain, or produced case gain on another?

Do you not know what TA action is? Do you not believe in it?

Has the Church given you fair exchange for your love and devotion and honesty? Have you been treated in good faith? Does the Church consider you expendable on the altar of the greater good?

If everyone won, would the Church lose? Is the Church winning by making sure no one wins?

Is it one for all and all for one?

Or is it one for all and all for none?

Would your group sacrifice itself to save you?

Should a group sacrifice itself for you? In an Eternal Game can the group afford to lose one individual forever?

Is the survival of the group more important than the survival of the individual? Will the group continue after all the individuals are gone? Does the group source the individual, or does the individual source the group? Are these questions too stupid to ask? Does anyone need to have them asked?

What is the source of your loyalty? Need?

Are others devoted to you as you are to them? For how long? Until your pocketbook runs dry?

What would happen if people started throwing away their eye glasses in session?

What would happen if they all stopped smoking tomorrow?

Has anyone ever attained a flat Drug Rundown in the Church?

Does anyone in the Church WANT anyone to attain a flat Drug Rundown? Why not?

Do you consider that doing a comprehensive Drug Rundown means running down all your drugs and doing them comprehensively?

Does it ever cross your mind the reason why Scientologists smoke is because they are all debased self justifying drug addicts with the personal integrity of a cow pie?

Are you able to get through the day without coffee in the morning, nicotine and caffeine during the day, alcohol in the night and aspirin to smooth over the pain?

Do you smoke because you WANT to?

Do you have a body because you WANT to?

Does the Church invest in the stocks of Drug Companies? Chock Full O' Nuts, Maxwell, R. J. Reynolds, Budweiser, Bayer?

Why is the Church ALWAYS under suppression from the world at large?

Why is the 'why' always something other than themselves?

Something other than their own intentions.

Do birds fly?

Does garbage stink?

Would having a first and second dynamic of quality be considered an act of defiance by the Church?

The Church is a Cathedral of Pain.

A marriage of

Corruption, Temptation and Seduction and Arrogance, Vanity and Conceit.

This marriage can not last forever.

The Church can be salvaged, but not as long as it attacks its friends like a rabid dog and guards its financial interests over the Eternal well being of those who loved it and served it so.

We WILL be free. If the Church wishes to join that freedom it can mend its ways. The door is always open, if only a crack. The Church should listen well to the voices of the Free Zone.

As for the Churchies, we care more for them than their own damn Church does.

Ron will not be pleased when he comes back and I assure you there will be hell to pay.

I personally intend to be there on that day.

Electra

THE FOUR FLOWS OF SCIENTOLOGY

EXM - 37 ca. 1992

Standard Scientology admits to 4 or 5 flows of action when it comes to analyzing what is in the Reactive Mind or Bank as they call it.

Your basic engram is a moment of someone or something doing something violent to you, sufficiently so as to cause pain and some measure of momentary or long term unconsciousness.

A secondary is a severe moment of loss such as the death of a parent or loss of a friend. These depend for their force on the underlying engrams that get restimulated during such incidents. Thus when people finally get around to crying out their secondaries during session, they are almost always followed by strong and bizarre pains that come from the underlying engrams also erasing.

Thus underlying the sorrows occasioned by the death of loved ones or even your own death, lie actual death engrams of times you died in the past. Thus the saddest being around, the true live once die once 'mortal', is suffering the pain of untold numbers of past deaths, not only that were caused to him, but also that he caused to others and to himself.

As stated in DMSMH, secondaries or severe sorrows, are caused by death, departures and reversals. A reversal is when someone who used to be your friend turns against you. Secondaries are also caused by reversals of fortune, failures in the pursuit of Basic Purposes. Departures are any form of separation that takes place between two people that want to be together. What is left out is when you are NOT separated from someone you WANT to be separated from. This too is a secondary. Departures can also be from places, things and times.

It should also be noted that much of the charge that builds up on a person on the subject of death does so long before the death actually takes place. Just being aware of death, knowing that death will happen someday, is enough to charge people up to the hilt. Thus when you are running this stuff out of a person in auditing, don't just look for the losses that the pc HAS suffered, look also for the losses that the pc WILL suffer and is not crying about. The saddest day for the pc is not the day his father died, but the day he realized his father WOULD die.

Life becomes one long secondary from that moment on.

Primarily secondaries are caused by INJUSTICE, be it from your parents, the people around you or the physical universe and the nature of things. You are all aware of the feeling called 'the flash of injustice'. It's that moment when you know you have been had or ripped off, and that it is extremely unfair but you can't do anything about it. THIS is what brings the being to restimulate his underlying engrams. Thus the child quickly develops a whole litany of symptoms that are passed off as physical or biological causes.

Sore throats, nausea, stuffed noses, watery noses, fevers, chronic infections, sneezing, hayfever, itchy eyes, pimples, being 'all choked up', asthma, suffocation, anoxia, 'can't breath', hiccoughs, coughs, headaches, stomach aches, ear aches, cavities, tonsillitis, appendicitis, arthritis, sore joints, warts, crooked teeth and eye glasses. These are all the result of long gone whole track engrams being put into play by the child due to the rage and frustration that the child feels over his mortal existence and the fact that his parents won't let him audit them.

Each of these things can be caused by natural injuries or sicknesses, but when they are, they form an engram that can then be brought into full restimulation by the child in a later life for the purpose of dealing with his parents or environment. Most of what passes for childhood illness is psychosomatic, intentional restimulation of bygone death engrams, and indeed people continue to get sick for the rest of their lives, rather on schedule every year with the flu and colds etc, because no one ever audited them out of the REASON they got sick as a child in the first place in this life. They were PISSED man!

There can also be a small complication here. If you are walking down the street and you fall and cut your face open on some glass, that's an engram. When the doctors shoot you full of novocain or uses some other global anesthetic, that is more engram. When they sew you up with needle and thread, that is more engram. When you wake up you 'don't remember it', but it is still there.

This is a nice clean engram. In Dianetic reverie, if the person has the confront, they can run out the unconsciousness of this engram, then the pain, then all the perceptics and finally have a clean analytical memory left where before there was unapproachable, unrememberable danger. That's why they could not remember it before it was run out, the memory was too dangerous containing pain and unconsciousness in it.

After they run it out, they can remember every word said, every action taken even while they were out cold, and they won't be influenced by the hypnotic suggestion power of the words and phrases said to them during their out cold period.

But take a more insidious example. A Child goes to the dentist and has 3 cavities. Now the Child has these cavities because he wants to kill someone by biting their face off. His whole teeth system will be rotting out from suppressed rage and regret. He is already in a massively restimulated state, THAT'S WHY HE HAS CAVITIES. His body is rotting from the inside out.

Then some doctor who ought to know better, shoots his mouth full of novocain, his gums full of cotton, drills away at the teeth and then fills them with poisonous amalgam. Not to mention the X-rays taken before the surgery. And not to mention the cleaning that takes place usually after the surgery.

And then of course there is the Oh so delicious squirt of Lavoris at the end of the whole thing, giving the child a pleasure moment at the very end of the engram where he is sure to sit for the rest of time, wondering what the hell THAT stuff was! This guarantees of course that the engram will never run out on its own as you need to contact the BEGINNING of the engram to start its erasure.

Now this poor kid is in total rage and fear and overwhelm. But he already was before he entered the dentist's office. Thus the dental engram is laid in on top of an underlying whole track restimulation that makes the dental engram look pale by comparison. Thus when the being goes to run out the dental engram he gets nowhere. That's because engrams don't erase unless you take them earlier similar back to basic. But in this case the underlying whole track overwhelm goes earlier similar back to the beginning of time, probably longer ago than the child has numbers to count. Further the incidents are of such fury, such overwhelm that the child can not possibly handle it unless his parents have handled it too. It is his parents that are causing him to put it into restimulation in the first place.

If the parents were to stop their mortal foolishness, the child would come back uptone to liking life again, the seething hate and desire to murder would cool off, and the whole track stuff would key out. The child would no longer get cavities, and those he had would be accessible to easy Dianetic Reverie.

((I think she means the dental incidents of drilling and filling them.))

LRH was able to run these things out of people because HE had whole track confront. Most present day auditors pansy around with this material, thus you find OT's going to the dentist for a root canal. Good job and well done.

Dentists of course would be put out of business if anyone ever really started giving this material any real thought. I mean if children actually LIKED their parents and life as a whole, what would the dentist do? No more crooked teeth, no more rotting teeth, no more endless plaque to scrape off. No more biological work arounds like flouride and toothpaste.

So if you don't like dentists and want to put them out of business by all means take up Dianetics, but just remember lest you get frustrated, that dental engrams lie on top of earlier much more intense whole track material which is already in full blown restimulation long before the dental engram comes into being. Thus they are hard as hell to run out as long as the being is ducking into the safety of his 'one and only mortal life'.

Anyway, these things that happen to you, getting hurt, having loved ones taken away from you etc. form the first flow in the Bank. This flow 1 as it is called is the main point of interest in Book One, and total concentration on it to the exclusion of others is probably the main reason for the failure of Book One to produce the claimed results.

What is wrong with you is not what has been done to you.

Clearly you can also cause engrams and secondaries to others, and even to yourself, and from the Child's point of view his Parents are wreaking havoc on EACH OTHER all the time.

So these different flows are all in the Bank and they all need to be run out as there is as much charge on what you did to others as what they did to you. And the day daddy killed mommy and hung her head up in your closet to dry is probably still pretty much on your mind.

So the 5 flows are as follows:

     Flow 1:  What others did to you.
     Flow 2:  What you did to others.
     Flow 3:  What others did to others.
     Flow 4:  What you did to yourself.
     Flow 5:  What others did to themselves.

Standard Scientology tends to leave out that last flow, but what my mommy did to herself was a sight to behold and I never would have gotten over it without learning something about erasing charge in the mind and taking full responsibility for all flows as my own. Thus all flows are important to run.

Running out what you did to others, erases the DEDs and OVERTS. Running out what others did to you, erases the DEDEXs and MOTIVATORS. Running out what others did to others and what others did to themselves, erases your sympathy for them based on your own misdeeds. Running out what you did to yourself restores your willingness to indulge in all 5 flows again.

Willingness to indulge in life is a matter of Aesthetics after all, even if it is in part the Aesthetics of Horror.

Regaining this sense of Aesthetics about Life as a Whole is what Dianetic auditing is all about.

The problem with this standard Scientology set up is that it leaves out the fact that there is an added complexity in the first two flows, what others did to you, and what you did to others.

You can run

     Flow 1: 'What your mother did to you as a child' and
 
     Flow 2: 'What you did to your mother as a child'

FOREVER and not reduce one erg of charge in your Bank. This probably accounts for the failure of the rest of Scientology to produce the promised gains in a constant and spectacular fashion.

This is because what your mother did to you is not balanced by what you did to your mother, and in fact each of these flows is only one half of a pair of flows, both sides of which need to be run thoroughly in order to erase.

Thus by running only flow 1 and flow 2 of standard Scientology you are leaving BOTH FLOWS ONLY HALF RUN and they will both jam and refuse to run any further. At which point the PC has a dial wide ARC Break F/N which is passed as a well done session. When asked for a success story the PC will usually say, 'Thank GOD that's over, I think I will attest to how good I feel that I no longer have to run these stupid processes!'

So let's get this right and you will have those wins everyone has been promising you and you will see that Scientology works and why the Church is so crazy.

     Flow 1: What your Mother did to you as a Child in this life,
                        is balanced by a
     Flow 2: What you did to your Child as a Mother in a past life.
 
     Flow 2: What you did to a Mother as a Child in this life,
                        is balanced by a
     Flow 1: What a Child did to you as a Mother in a past life.

Burn this in Stone.

You see by running only what was done to you as a Child and what you did as a Child, you are only running YOU AS A CHILD even if you take it earlier similar into past lives. You are not touching YOU AS A MOTHER which is after all what got you into such hot water as a Child in this life in the first place.

You can't run only one half of two balanced flows and expect to win. You will die of boredom. If you want to see real electricity run off your case, if you want to find out what your mother really did to you in this life, you will have to go back to the beginning of time and find what you did to a Child as a Mother the first time you ever did it.

You can't remember what your mother did to you in this life, because you KNOW DAMN INTIMATELY WELL EXACTLY WHAT SHE DID because you did it yourself long ago and that's why you can't remember either of the two events.

If you can't remember some part of this life, there is some part of a past life that you also can't remember, because they are forgotten together.

If you can't remember any part of a past life, there is some part of this life that you can't remember too for exactly the same reason, because they are forgotten together.

Now there is another small matter here, which is the male female aspect of thetans in bodies. Thetans get stuck INTO things because they are unwilling to be OTHER things. They are being REPELLED INTO their body because of their unwillingness to be anything else in the universe. Thus the screaming need to find a new body once the present body dies and the thetan is evicted.

The primary thing thetans in male bodies are unwilling to be is female bodies. The primary thing thetans in female bodies are unwilling to be is male bodies. These unwillingnesses change over time, thus beings can and do take on bodies of each different sex over the span of many lives. But they may have RUNS of being male, and runs of being female. When they get sick of one, they take on the other.

If they want to HAVE a female, they will take on BEING male because that way they get to have a female mate. Once they get sick of HAVING female mates, they take on BEING a female body so they can take up HAVING a male mate.

The proper way to HAVE something is to BE it, that's how you made it in the first place. LATER you separate from it to look at it, and so you eventually come down to merely owning, protecting, controlling, and hiding it which is what most people consider HAVING.

But in this screwy universe, it is considered that the way to have something is to NOT be it, and then to own and control it.

This is why men are such bastards at owning and controlling women, its because they can't imagine BEING a woman. What a joke, eh?

The problem is once in a body there is little cognizance of ever having been in the opposite sex, thus one half of their whole track is lost to them.

This is all the more dangerous given the fact that they have come down to being a male because they are unwilling to be a female and visa versa. Thus being a male has come to be a safe solution to not having to admit you were ever a female. Thus they do not WANT to remember that other half of their whole track.

For example, let's say someone is a male and has a female child. He abuses this female child terribly for one reason or another, or maybe he just doesn't do too good a job of taking care of her and she dies a horrible lonely death, or maybe she was an accident and he resented her existence all along.

When he dies, he will regret how he treated the little girl. He will be unwilling to be a father or even a male again lest he harm another little girl, but he WILL want to be a little girl to HELP AND PROTECT AND MAKE UP FOR what he did as a father. He figures he can help HIS little girl by BEING a little girl and helping her against all the bad fathers out there.

So he becomes a female. But he is being a female because of all of his overts AGAINST FEMALES AS A MALE. Thus to exteriorize him from his female body it is imperative to run what he did as a male. Specifically what he did as a father to a little girl.

He won't dare let go of being a female body as long as he is still trying to make up for his unconfessed regret of having hurt a female body as a father. Deadly obvious.

It's one thing to have a body, it's quite another to not be able to get out of it and to have no memory of ever having been anything else.

So if he walks into session one day with his female body, and you audit 'what did your father do to you' and 'what did you do to your father', you will mess this little girl up but good, because you will be missing every withhold in her book and NEVER EVER get her out of her body and self determined again. What's WRONG with her is not what her father did to her, its not what she did to her father, its what she did AS A FATHER to a little girl just like her in a past life.

You run that out and she will pop out of her body pretty as you please and go back to being able to be either male or female or BOTH at the same time!

You see if you run out WHY THEY ENTERED A BODY IN THE FIRST PLACE AND ARE HOLDING ON SO HARD YOU WILL GET THEM OUT. If you only audit what went on DURING their sojourn in a body, you will miss the boat.

We are not really trying to put down Standard Scientology here. If you ask some guy for 5000 hours 'What have you done?' he will waste the first 4999 hours telling you about him and his parents, or about him as his girl friends, or ANYTHING but him and his child when he was first a parent.

In that last hour, he will tell you the truth and some auditing will take place, but the guy will be broke and out after your blood. Why not just audit him where he needs it when he first walks in?

He's pissed at his mother? He WAS a mother!

She's pissed at her father? She WAS a father!

He can't remember what he did as a mother in a past life? He can't remember what his mother did to him in this life either!

((He will CLAIM he remembers all the horrible things his mother did to him, but he will never touch upon the real withheld motivator.))

She can't remember what she did as a father in a past life? She can't remember what her father did to her in this life either!

The hard part now is forming exactly the right question. If you ask some people 'What have you done' they will tell you about robbing banks, hitting their children, punching out their girl friends, murdering their step mothers etc. But this is all very low level physical plane overt action. The real pain comes in when people hurt each other on the emotional, mental and spiritual planes.

It can be a little hard to conceive how someone could hurt another on the mental or spiritual planes, and your PC will often draw a blank to such questions. But with a little prodding and direction your PC will soon see what was done to him on those planes and will quickly see what he did to others in past lives.

For example mental deprivation is a common overt parents commit against their kids, and refusing to allow a child to exercise any responsibility is a common spiritual overt in the same families. It is up here that the real pain happens.

Get the physical murders and attempted murders and wanted murders off the person first, but then get the emotional, mental and spiritual murders too. Torture, Murder, Enslavement and Imprisonment are the basic overt acts on all four planes along with Criminal Theft, Deprivation, Isolation and Desolation.

Torture is enforced being.

Murder is inhibited being.

Enslavement is enforced work.

Imprisonment is inhibited work.

And of course don't forget the ATTEMPTED DONES and the WISHING OFFS because they count as the real thing.

The following are some sample questions that could be formed using the expanded 8 flow system we have been discussing above.

You should use your experience and cognition during auditing itself to come up with other items and terminals to run.

(1) How have you ruined the ability of a Child as a Parent in a past life?
(2) How has a Parent ruined an ability of yours as a Child in this life?

(3) How has a Child ruined an ability of yours as a Parent in a past life?
(4) How have you ruined the ability of a Parent as a Child in this life?

(5) How has another Parent ruined the ability of another Child in any life?
(6) How has another Child ruined the ability of another Parent in any life?

(7) How have you ruined an ability of your own as a Parent in a past life?
(8) How have you ruined an ability of your own as a Child in this life?

(1) What contract have you broken with a Child as a Parent in a past life?
(2) What contract has a Parent broken with you as a Child in this life?

(3) What contract has a Child broken with you as a Parent in a past life?
(4) What contract have you broken with a Parent as a Child in this life?

(5) What contract has another Parent broken with another Child in any life?
(6) What contract has another Child broken with another Parent in any life?

(7) What contract have you broken with yourself as a Parent in a past life?
(8) What contract have you broken with yourself as a Child in this life?

(1) How have you made a Child wrong as a Parent in a past life?
(2) How has a Parent made you wrong as a Child in this life?

(3) How has a Child made you wrong as a Parent in a past life?
(4) How have you made a Parent wrong as a Child in this life?

(5) How has another Parent made another Child wrong in any life?
(6) How has another Child made another Parent wrong in any life?

(7) How have you made yourself wrong as a Parent in a past life?
(8) How have you made yourself wrong as a Child in this life?

Instead of 'made wrong' you can use 'made guilty', 'made succumb', or 'dominated'.

When auditing guilt you can use

     1.) Who are you trying to make guilty?
     2.) What are you trying to make them guilty of?
     3.) How are you trying to make them guilty?
     4.) Why are you trying to make them guilty?

Of course you can expand these questions out to the 8 flows of Parent and Child or what ever terminal pair you are running.

You can also take things earlier similar. For example, once you have found what a Parent did to you as a Child in this life, you can ask if there was an earlier similar life when another Parent did the same thing to you as a Child in that earlier life. These go back in chains to the beginning of time.

Any time you find a major item on any one of the 8 flows, by all means take it back as far as you can.

Just remember that auditing what a Parent did to you as a Child will never resolve your case no matter how many zillions of light years you take it back, because it's what you did AS a Parent to a Child that's making all that horrible stuff they did to you stick to you forever.

It's what you did to a Child as a Parent that made you take over a Child's body in the first place.

One last point. The reason that we concentrate on you as a Child in this life and you as a Parent in a past life is because by the time you become a Parent in this life you have already gone through being a Child in this life. What you do as a Parent in this life to your children will set you up for what will stick to you as a Child in your next life should it happen to you.

Getting better, making case gain, is mainly a matter of confession and admitting you are wrong. Many people in this life who have already become Parents are often already knee deep in having had children out of season and for the wrong reason, and so it is very unlikely that they will be able to admit they are wrong about anything. Thus they are inaccessible to spiritual gain.

They have a vested interest in making themselves right lest they have to tell the kids their existence is an error of magnitude.

Some people feel that they would die if they ever had to admit they were wrong. They LOVE becoming parents. Then they can say, well if I died the kids would have no one to take care of them, so I mustn't die no matter what, so I don't have to admit I am wrong. They do it 'for the kids'. If the kids have done this same thing to THEIR kids in past lives, then they become solid with hate and regret. Hate for their parents in this life, and regret for their kids in a past life.

Auditing can be very damaging to some couples since many of them should never have been together in the first place. They are Bank Mates rather than Soul Mates. When you start auditing them, they realize their mistake and fly apart. If they have children they will be unable to admit their mistake for this lifetime, and they will make you wrong as an Auditor and continue on their path to destruction.

Thus taking on Parents as PCs or even talking to them about Scientology can be really asking for it.

And for Heaven's sakes, watch out if you are planning to audit their kids!

On the other hand if two people really SHOULD be together, then auditing is a real joy for them, and they can often CO-AUDIT quite successfully.

These 8 processes can also be used as a remedy for any specific condition. For example if you find someone worried about 'mind control', just put mind control in the process and run it.

(1) How have you tried to mind control a Child as a Parent in a past life?
(2) How has a Parent tried to mind control you as a Child in this life?

(3) How has a Child tried to mind control you as a Parent in a past life?
(4) How have you tried to mind control a Parent as a Child in this life?

(5) How has another Parent tried to mind control another Child in any life?
(6) How has another Child tried to mind control another Parent in any life?

(7) How have you tried to mind control yourself as a Parent in a past life?
(8) How have you tried to mind control yourself as a Child in this life?

You know, a person who screams at you, as a Scientologist, all day long 'Prove to me you're not brainwashed, prove to me you're not brainwashed!' is really asking you to prove to him that HE isn't brainwashed.

About the only thing you can do for him is to show him that he IS brainwashed and run it out 8 flows. It's no big deal, it has been done to all of us, and we have all done it to others. That's what this meatball universe of death and damnation is all about.

So if you are going to handle it, handle it for all Eternity.

The only reason someone is still worried about brainwashing, the only reason it is still sticking to him eons after it happened, is because he did it to others either before or after it was done to him. Clean up when he did it to others, and he will not only throw off the shackles of his own mental containment, he will become almost impervious to it ever being done to him again. Lesson learned in 8 flows.

If something is done to him and he has never done it to others, it will not stick to him. He will be able to run it out, or shake it off.

But if rather than run it out, or shake it off, he decides instead to go ahead and do it to others, then it will stick to him forever as a justification for why he decided to do it to others. The minute he says,'It was done to me, therefore I will do it to others' he is committing to the fact that it was DONE TO HIM. Therefore it sticks like glue.

The minute a thetan does something or changes his course of action BECAUSE of something done to him, he has assigned to that thing that it is CAUSE over his life. It made him DO something, right? It is that assigning of cause to something that makes it stick. If it weren't there impinging on him, how could he account for what he did?

A simple confession and repentance of his justification will free it up so that it no longer sticks to him.

He has got to see that HE DID IT, PERIOD, and not because someone else did it to him first. Or after! When he no longer assigns cause to what others did to him, it won't impinge on him anymore with unwanted persistence.

BECAUSE, BE CAUSE, is a command, not an excuse.

Justification is born of unconfronted regret. The thetan is saying that something he did was right because he knows it was wrong.

Justification is an on going thing. He is justifying NOW what he did BILLIONS of years ago, thus everything ever done to him before and since is still sticking to him. It NEVER goes away because the underlying regret is still there and always will be until confessed.

All these bad things done to him before and since make him feel better about all those bad things he did that he later regretted.

People continue accumulating justifications until they can't stand up anymore.

Just how old is that black mass in front of your face anyhow?

Don't forget that a thetan can also hold on to what was done to him in order to prevent himself from doing it again. Justification is born of regret. So holding on to things can have a two fold purpose, justification and self restraint.

Thus it can seem very RIGHT to be overwhelmed.

Being overwhelmed makes him right because it justifies why he did it to others.

Being overwhelmed makes him right because it restrains him from doing it again.

It was RIGHT to do, but he doesn't want to do it again, understand? That's what justifications do. They make things right that were wrong, and they make sure you can't do them again. So you get to have your cake and eat it too. You get to be right for having done it in the first place, and you get to be unable to ever do it again for safety's sake.

The way you spot justifications is to spot things that are right that he can never do again.

Thus it can be hard to get a thetan to give up his overwhelms and maladies. They form a safe solution to existence for him. It is better to suffer forever than to be surrounded in regret. His overwhelm gets rid of his regret in the past by justifying it, and gets rid of his regret in the future by making sure he is too limited to ever do that kind of thing again.

This is the fundamental core of hypocrisy on the thetan's case.

What he is using to prevent himself from doing wrong in the future, he is also using to justify how it was right to do in the past.

This leaves him compulsively DOING or TRYING TO DO, because it was 'right', something that he is compulsively RESTRAINING himself from doing because it is wrong.

Thus a being comes to be a bit bonkers on the subject of right and wrong and leading something of a two faced life, punishing himself and others for what he is doing or trying to do all the time.

As far as brainwashing is concerned, once you as an auditor help the thetan run out when he has done it to others, he is not likely to be brainwashed again and, boy, will he be able to do it to others!

Of course if he does, he will just sink back in again to 'Prove to me you're not brainwashed, prove to me you're not brainwashed!' If he is so stupid as to visit that place twice, let him sink. You have better people to audit.

Electra

HELP

EXM - 38

In the 1960's, LRH made a number of seminal discoveries on the subject of Help. Help, Control, Communication and Interest to be specific. These later became the Pre-Havingness Scale because a being had to come up through Help, Control, Communication and Interest before he could HAVE anything.

He found that beings decayed down through these levels to the lower levels of the tone scale. They tried to have things by being interested in them. When that failed they tried to get them by communicating about them. When that failed they tried to use control to get their way. When that failed they would indulge in getting help and helping others. And when that failed they started in on committing overt acts and developing withholds.

Thus a scale was born that went as follows.

     1.) Havingness
     2.) Interest
     3.) Communication
     4.) Control
     5.) Help
     6.) Overts
     7.) Withholds

The overts came in to play when people tried to help others by harming them, much as a parent tries to correct the disobedience of a child by spanking them. When direct methods of helping fail to work, then more indirect and finally violent methods are used. As these don't work either, and as the intention is still good, to help, the being finally regrets his actions and this produces the withholds.

Below this point of the scale the being goes sour.

The scale continues as follows.

     8.) Importance
     9.) Leave
    10.) Protect
    11.) Abandon
    12.) Endure
    13.) Inverted Help
    14.) Inverted Control
    15.) Inverted Communication
    16.) Inverted Interest
    17.) Obsessive Can't Have
    18.) No Effect

The being descends this scale on misguided efforts to HAVE and get others to have too. He is pursuing his Goals and aligning with others that have the same or similar goals. In the process he gets opposed and this is where the conflicts lie.

Once the being enters into the band of Overts, Harming to Help, or even accidental overts, merely harming while helping, he quickly gets lost in the mire and confusion of his own anger and regrets. This leads to strenuous efforts to withhold, not only from doing bad things again, but also from telling others what he has done and what he feels about them.

At this stage the being enters into a big IMPORTANCE about things. Things are terribly important because he is caught in a total indecision based upon his need to act and his fear of consequences.

The indecision is MUST ACT and MUST NOT ACT.

In Scientology this is called a MAYBE.

This is sort of a balancing point for the being, a turning point, a fork in the road. He can decide to either go back up the scale or further back down. He usually decides to go further down as this is his safe solution to the problem he is in.

It is mainly a problem in self confidence, his willingness and winningness in handling the efforts and counter efforts of life around him without ruining his own goals and those of his friends. He gets into a tizzy about it, every time he acts, he does something wrong, and pretty soon the solution is to not act at all.

What he will do is leave. That is what a 'blow' is all about in Scientology terminology, the being is so unsure of his own ability to act properly that he will solve the mystery by leaving the area of importance and let other beings handle it.

This is the mother who leaves her kids to a nanny or day care center because she is worried she might not do the right thing. This is the person who cannot speak for fear they might say the wrong thing.

This is the person who sits around all day long and does nothing because they are just sure that if they do something it will turn out disastrous.

The person still cares about what they are leaving behind, they hope that by leaving, the problems they were trying to solve will be better taken care of by other people still hanging around being functional.

What the being finds though is that no matter how much they try to leave their problems behind in other's hands, their problems always come after them eventually, almost like they are tied to them with rubber bands or strong rope.

The mother that leaves her child at a day care center because she is sure they will 'do better by her child', finds out one day that the care takers have been molesting her child in class and now things are much worse than they were before.

Thus the problem comes back to the mother as she must now take the child out of day care and back into her own hands. But she still feels totally incompetent at doing right by the child. What she DOES feel like she can do is PROTECT the child from further harm.

So rather than just continue on by being a good mother, which she should have done in the first place, she will now proceed on a grand crusade against child molestation, sex, men, anything at all that she can blame for the harm done to her child. She is still not taking care of the child or bringing it up properly, she is too busy PROTECTING her child, probably to death.

The child will suffocate and become murderously mad at the mother in such circumstances, for no child can grow in an atmosphere of compulsive self serving over protection. The mother is incapable of judging what is good for the child, and only wishes to make up for the damage she allowed to occur before. Thus keeping the child locked up in a closet and out of harms way seems like a good solution to her.

The child will be wishing murder off on everyone in sight by this time. Many a serial killer was born this way.

Eventually the mother will see the error of her ways, the child will hate her deeply, and probably become a behavioral problem of magnitude. At this point the mother has another turning point, another decision to make and usually they make the wrong one.

Recognizing her total failure not only to help the child grow up properly but also to protect it from others and herself, she will give up utterly and ABANDON the child. This is a more severe form of leaving. In this case there is no thought of placing the child in good care. She knows that any decision that she makes will be a wrong one, so she leaves it up to fate to take care of the child. Thus she will leave the child in a basket in a shopping center and never look back.

Many people are in this state with regard to their Basic Purposes. They have abandoned them totally and now they move through life like a tumble weed in the wind. No one is really benefiting from this sort of behavior but almost everyone is doing it when it comes to their Eternal Basic Purposes. People have become Mortal in their own minds because they abandoned their Immortality long ago.

If perchance someone comes across the child in the shopping center and calls the police and the mother is hunted down and brought back together with the child she now enters a state of Endure. Or the man who tried to run away from his wife but is captured and put in jail for not paying his alimony payments. This is sort of a Can't Hide that people get into when they try to escape their problems forever. Their problems come after them and then they can't get away from them at all.

Now the mother has the State and her parents and the local police all breathing down her neck about taking care of this child. So she just closes her eyes and Endures. What she is enduring are the mistakes she knows she will make and the enmity that she knows the child will feel for her. She can't escape from hurting her own child, so she just takes it. The child gets repeatedly hurt and she suffers her regret in quiet sorrow.

It is at this point that a major shift takes place in the outlook of the being stuck in their quandary. They can't get away from their problem, they can't stop hurting those they love. Their only final solution is to destroy the problem and those involved in it. This is called inverted help. It is helping in order to harm.

The mother will pretend to be nice to the child, all the while planning to kill it or drive it to suicide. The mother will take destructive actions towards the child all in the name of help. She will criticize the child, she will punish the child unfairly, she will make the child hate her, she will berate the child, she will humiliate the child, she will lie to the child, she will make sure the child is useless and develops none of its potential. All for its own good. Her intention is that the child die knowing that it is no longer wanted. In her mind this is what she actually thinks is best for the child. She is still trying to help the child by destroying it or getting it to destroy itself.

Failing this, she will try to drive the child crazy with bad control. She will use control over the child to guarantee that the child is utterly unable to control anything, all physical, emotional, mental and spiritual competency will vanish, and the child will come to reject control of any kind for any reason. A being who can not or will not well control their environment can not survive.

Failing this, the mother will try to destroy the child by squelching its every communication. She will employ communication in order to create a state of no communication in the child. She will take the child's mind off what it is thinking about, she will interrupt the child, she will refuse to communicate about anything important to the child by talking only about endless inanities, and she will refuse to let the child communicate about anything of importance at all and she will force the child to communicate on endless wastelands of uselessness and wasted opportunities. Sort of like homework. This is called inverted communication. It means communicating with the intention of creating a no communication.

Failing this, the mother will fall into inverted interest. At this stage she will show interest in things to take the child's attention off of other things that the child is more interested in. She will force the child to be interested in useless garbage and invalidate the child for showing interest in anything that the mother did not show interest in first. Thus by never showing interest in anything important, the mother makes sure the child is never allowed to independently follow their own goals.

Failing this, the mother goes into a state of obsessively not being able to have a good child and be a good mother. She will be compulsively out of control and unable to execute any important or functional activity in life with regard to raising a child.

If there is anything in life you have always wanted, but were always totally unable to have, you should look to how you have fallen down this scale to Obsessive Can't Have. It doesn't matter if it is family, money, girls, power, freedom or art. It might even be good Scientology auditing! If you can't have it, you are down around Obsessive Can't Have on that subject. And you came down through all those levels we have just been talking about.

Below Obsessive Can't Have is No Effect. This means simply that no matter what the being does, it has no effect at all on anything he ever wanted to effect. He might as well not exist.

Most Churchie auditors feel this way about their own case.

Now the sad thing about all this is that a being can't even begin to get out of this mess unless he has some inkling of HELP. He either has to help himself, or he has to be helped. And what he needs is to rehabilitate his ability to help others and himself towards whatever original goal they might have had.

Near the top of the scale, help makes a lot of sense. But as help starts to decay people find out that help means harm. This is because they fail to help, at first totally unintentionally. They teach their kid how to walk and it falls down the stairs and breaks its neck. The next kid they have, they refuse to help it learn to walk.

Have you ever hurt someone you were trying to help? Have you ever been hurt trying to help someone? Has anyone ever hurt you while trying to help you? Has anyone ever been hurt while trying to help you?

These things happen by accident at first. It makes people very sour on the subject of help. But what it really does is it makes them mad. THEN they start to help people BY hurting them. Little Johnny is running around the house learning to walk and he gets spanked for being a bad boy. He might get killed after all!

This leads to regret and confusion and inaction.

So help becomes associated with pain way at the top of this scale. But then to make matters worse as the being falls down the scale he finally ends up in inverted help where he is offering to help in order to hurt!

Thus we start off helping and harming by accident. Then we harm in order to help. Then we help in order to harm.

Thus people have help and harm thoroughly confused. At the very bottom you have people who are totally sure that any help is offered only as a covert effort to betray and destroy them. Such people will not receive help and when they offer it they have only your destruction in mind.

Higher up are people who are convinced there is no help at all period. "Well we are made of meat, and there is no God, and Divinity is just a word, and we are all going to die anyhow, and who cares, its all too painful to dreg up, so leave me alone."

A little higher are people who are aware of help but who are chary as hell of it because they KNOW that help is dangerous. 'Well I know the mind can be fixed, but I might die if you play around in it and you don't know what you are doing, and I've got five kids and a wife and a job to hold down and I can't afford to go to pieces right now, and besides what would the neighbors think, and so you had better leave it alone for now, I'll get auditing later...'

Above that are people who know there is help and who want help desperately and who want to help just as desperately but who have no idea where to find help. These kind walk into Scientology like a man in a dessert walks into a sea of fresh water.

But to keep them there the first thing you have to do is run out all the charge they have on HELP as thoroughly as you can or they won't stay. Every erg of charge you can find in their banks on the subject of help must be released, because Scientology is about HELP, and if they have any Bank on the subject of help, they will turn Scientology into a Bank operation and no one will ever go clear.

They will also miss the people who are down at inverted help, helping to harm, who will walk into the Church and get themselves elected to high level management positions.

Once you clear help, then you go on to clear control, communication, and interest. At which point they will be able to HAVE again. It's a very OT state. It was no small thing this descent into trouble.

What they can HAVE by the way is their own Immortality once again.

The E/P of Havingness is "At Peace with one's own Immortality."

One clears the level by getting all the charge off the subject. Charge is caused by failures of any kind. Thus locating the desires and failures to help, control, communicate and be interested in things will run out most of the being's Bank. Forever. Or at least until he should so choose to indulge in ludicrous demise again.

This bulletin is about clearing HELP because everyone you meet will need to have help cleared on them first before you can touch anything else on their case. You are HELPING them after all, right? If help isn't clear on them, they will just play games with you at your expense and theirs too.

If they are below help, they won't even let you audit them so the point it moot. They will however try to join the Church in order to Leave, Protect, Abandon, Endure or Destroy what ever it is they can't handle in life. But they won't allow you to audit them, or they will turn auditing into a ritual so that no confession is gleaned and the truth is never found. And of course they will never get better.

In this way the Church can become a sanctuary for losers. So you had better have help cleaned up in yourself so that you can spot the loser that walks in the front door. If you don't, they WILL become your managers.

It's not hard to spot them. They don't want you to audit help.

So the following processes are designed to clear the hell out of help in a being. You can run them on another or even yourself. It helps to have an E-meter, but just understanding this material will go a long way to breaking your mind open to freedom and ability to help again.

You know anyone who is really crazy, or depressed or having a hard time of it in life, is just fouled up on this subject of help, even if it's only just helping themselves. Remember they lived a whole life around people who were also fouled up on help. So this stuff can work miracles on a being. It helps though if they are in the market for miracles. So don't waste your time with total losers. You've got plenty of people to help who are still able to want to be helped. We will get everyone someday.

So help falls into a number of categories.

     Flow 1: Another helping you.
     Flow 2: You helping another.
     Flow 3: Others helping others.
     Flow 4: You helping yourself.
     Flow 5: Another helping themselves.

However there is an added complexity here which is called the KUCDEINR Scale. It goes,

     Source of
     Cause of
     Known          (K)
     Unknown        (U)
     Curious about  (C)
     Desire         (D)
     Enforce        (E)
     Inhibit        (I)
     No             (N)
     Refused        (R)
     Withheld

It delineates the cycle of desire and failure on any subject of importance to a thetan. At first he is source of the thing. Then he falls down to creating it or causing it. Then he plays a game with himself of not having it and trying to get it. At this point he is curious about it. Then he falls to desiring it strongly. When this fails to accomplish what he wants he will take to enforcing it, or using force to get his way. This failing he will inhibit the thing, using force to NOT have it, NOT want it, NOT care about it, and NOT let others have or want it or care about it either. Eventually he falls down to NO recognition of the thing at all. It just isn't there for him as a problem or a desire or a failure of any kind. Later he will refuse the thing even if it is offered to him free of charge.

Thus a being goes from HAVING down through PLAYING TO GET, to REFUSING TO HAVE at the bottom. It's just another way of looking at the Pre-Havingness scale itself.

Help is something you can give and receive. It's also something you can be curious about, desire, enforce, inhibit, deny and refuse. The dividing point here is enforce and inhibit. So we would want a set of processes that covered this entire area rather thoroughly.

This would include all possible combinations of enforcing and inhibiting, giving and receiving help. Of course you can include any other flows that interest you and what I have laid out below is just what I have found workable for myself.

A very general run can be made as follows:

Flow 1: Another helping you.

     1.) How has another helped you?
     2.) How has another not helped you?
     3.) How has another tried to help you and failed?
     4.) How has another tried to not help you and failed?
     5.) How has another forced help on you?
     6.) How has another refused to help you?
     7.) How have you forced another to help you?
     8.) How have you refused another's help?

Flow 2: You helping another.

     1.) How have you helped another?
     2.) How have you not helped another?
     3.) How have you tried to help another and failed?
     4.) How have you tried to not help another and failed?
     5.) How have you forced help on another?
     6.) How have you refused help to another?
     7.) How has another forced you to help them?
     8.) How has another refused your help?

Flow 3: Others helping others.

     1.) How have others helped others?
     2.) How have others not helped others?
     3.) How have others tried to help others and failed?
     4.) How have others tried to not help others and failed?
     5.) How have others forced help on others?
     6.) How have others refused to help others?
     7.) How have others forced others to help them?
     8.) How have others refused other's help?

Flow 4: You helping yourself.

     1.) How have you helped yourself?
     2.) How have you not helped yourself?
     3.) How have you tried to help yourself and failed?
     4.) How have you tried to not help yourself and failed?
     5.) How have you forced help on yourself?
     6.) How have you refused help to yourself?
     7.) How have you forced yourself to help yourself?
     8.) How have you refused your own help?

Flow 5: Another helping themselves.

     1.) How has another helped themselves?
     2.) How has another not helped themselves?
     3.) How has another tried to help themselves and failed?
     4.) How has another tried to not help themselves and failed?
     5.) How has another forced help on themselves?
     6.) How has another refused help to themselves?
     7.) How has another forced themselves to help themselves?
     8.) How has another refused their own help?

The second and third questions have slightly different meanings. For example the second question 'How has another not helped you?' merely asks for what help did not take place. For example, 'Well my parents did not sell crack cocaine to make money for me to go to college even though it may have crossed their mind.'

The third question, 'How has another tried to help you and failed', asks for those times of attempted help which failed. For example 'Well my parents tried to take out a loan to pay for my college tuition, but it was refused due to my father's lack of income.'

The order in which you run these questions is not critical, what ever makes you or your pc the most happy. LRH says to run

     How have you helped someone?
     How have you not helped someone?

alternately for long runs.

You can run each question repeatedly until the pc has no more answers on that question and then go on to the next one. Or you can cycle through them. You can even run all 5 flows on each help sub question before going on to the next help question. For example

Help question 1.

     Flow 1. How has another helped you?
     Flow 2. How have you helped another?
     Flow 3. How have others helped others?
     Flow 4. How have you helped yourself?
     Flow 5. How have others helped themselves?

Help question 2.

     Flow 1. How has another not helped you?
     Flow 2. How have you not helped another?
     etc.

You would then follow this with all 5 flows on each of the remaining 8 help questions:.

     1.) Help
     2.) Not help
     3.) Tried to help but failed.
     4.) Tried to not help but failed.
     5.) Forced help on
     6.) Refused help to
     7.) Force to help
     8.) Help was refused (prevented from helping).

If the person is having a hard time coming up with answers to the questions go on to the next question. If you have an E-meter you can check the question after the pc says 'no more' and see if it still reads. If it does, gently get the pc to look further. Don't push the pc against his will though. Just go on. When you come back to that question later there will be more uncovered for him to tell you.

Another thing you can do is break it down into the 4 planes of existence for the pc. For example,

Flow 1, Help Question 1:

     1.) How has another helped you on the physical plane?
     2.) How has another helped you on the emotional plane?
     3.) How has another helped you on the mental plane?
     4.) How has another helped you on the spiritual plane?

The 4 planes of existence are a subset of the Scientology Know to Mystery scale. The being is running at these many different vibrations and as he fails in life tends to run at the lower vibrations more than the higher ones. At the bottom he is rock.

                         KNOW TO MYSTERY SCALE
 
     1.) NATIVE STATE     SPIRITUAL
     2.) KNOW                |
     3.) NOT KNOW            |          AS-ISNESS       FORM
     4.) KNOW ABOUT       MENTAL        ALTER-ISNESS    SIGNIFICANCE
     5.) LOOK                |          ISNESS          PERSISTENCE
     6.) EMOTE            EMOTIONAL
     7.) EFFORT           PHYSICAL
     8.) THINK               |
     9.) SYMBOLS             |
    10.) EAT                 |
    11.) DEATH               |
    12.) SEX                 |
    13.) MYSTERY             |
    14.) WAIT                |
    15.) UNCONSCIOUS         |          NOT-ISNESS
    16.) UNKNOWABLE          |          FALSE KNOWING

NATIVE STATE. This is the Big Snooze or Sovereignty out the top of the tone scale.

KNOW. This is the thetan waking up to a state of total ability with nothing yet created except awareness of how to create and that he can.

NOT KNOW. This is the creation of forms and things with out significance. For example the thetan can make something that looks like an ashtray, but has no use for it and does not consider it an ashtray. It merely has the form of one.

In Scientology this is considered the state of an AS-ISNESS, the state something is in when it was just created. It is claimed in Scientology that AS-ISNESSes tend to vanish unless they are altered quickly. Thus a persistence is created by altering an AS-ISNESS thereby producing an ALTER-ISNESS.

KNOW ABOUT. Here the thetan assigns AFTER THE FACT OF THEIR CREATION, significances to the forms he has created. He assigns causation and uses to things, thus the ashtray comes to be considered something that can and should be used to hold ashes. Significance is always added to an object after the fact of it's creation.

The addition of a significance to a form is the act of altering it's prime truth which is that it was just a form. Thus things which have had significances added have been ALTER-ISed. This produces an IS- NESS which is the persisting reality around you that you can look at.

LOOK. This is the level of sensory data of any kind. Visual color form. It also includes sonic, tactile, and taste and smell along with 50 or so other peceptics outlined in Dianetics.

Anything that persists on it's own is an IS-NESS. It can be sensed and felt and manipulated. You can stand back and watch it continue. An IS-NESS consists of an AS-ISNESS altered by the addition of a significance to it. Common significances that can be added to an object are 1.) Who or what created it, 2.) When it was created and 3.) What it can cause and what it is used for.

This altering of an AS-ISNESS produces a persistence of the created form. In order to vanish the form for oneself and for everyone, one would have to perceive the form again in it's pristine AS-IS state without any significances added to it.

EMOTE. Emotion is used by the thetan as the causal bridge between his mind and the action of his body. He uses emotion to MOVE the body. When very low toned it looks like the thetan is moved by his emotions, but higher toned the thetan CREATES emotion willfully and moves the body with it. Each emotion from Enthusiasm down through Sorrow has it's use and proper place. When the thetan loses his state of Clear and becomes other-determined he can be made to feel these emotions against his will and thus he becomes a 'sad' puppy.

When clear, the thetan creates and uses each tone as appropriate to the situation. He does not run BECAUSE he is afraid, he CAUSES himself to run BY being afraid. He doesn't run FROM fear, he runs WITH fear. Same for Anger and Sorrow. He will try winning with each higher tone first before he will try the next tone down.

The tone that wins for him becomes pretty. Thus there is beautiful anger, beautiful fear and beautiful sorrow. Even beautiful apathy. Its all a game of movement and effort.

EFFORT. This is the band of physical force that the thetan creates in his body and the body creates in the physical universe. The main purpose of effort and force is to move MATTER.

THINKING. This is the use of mental effort to compute the future from data at hand. It is not the same as THOUGHT which is a creative ability of the mind up around KNOW on this scale.

If a person gets the idea of an elephant eating some hay, that's a thought. If the person tries to compute how to escape the elephant running towards him, that's thinking.

Thought is causal creative outflow of various things to effect you. Thinking is trying to logically compute how those effects are going to effect you and what you need to do to get what you want.

Thought is how you create problems. Thinking is how you try to solve problems.

Thought is how you CREATE the game of effects. Thinking is how you PLAY the game of effects.

SYMBOLS. A symbol is anything with mass, meaning and mobility. It is made of mass, it has meaning (significance), and it has the ability to be moved by an orientation point. The orientation point is the source of symbols and their significances, and is the point from which all symbols are located.

A thetan is natively an orientation point, but he eventually slides down the tone scale to being a symbol. Thetans, as a symbol, often orient themselves relative to their home, or their body, or their parents or their planet, or God, or even the sun, etc. They consider these symbols as bigger orientation points than they are. Such symbols are called anchor points because they are used by the thetan to keep space in place for him, and he moves around inside of that space relative to his anchor points.

A thetan actually can not move as space is a projection from within him. Space is an apparency and has no actual existence other than as a perception. One perceives space in dreams, there is no space there either.

The ultimate symbol of course is a human body, it has mass, meaning and mobility. It defines it's existence and whereabouts relative to others in the environment. As the thetan comes up tone towards clear he exteriorizes from being a body by exteriorizing from his need to be a symbol.

At this point he can take on his post as an orientation point again and be the source of where other things come from and are. He becomes a Creator again rather than a Creature. An orientation point does not locate himself relative to anything else. He locates everything relative to himself.

The world is a dream, you have never really ever gone anywhere, so this can be understood very easily.

EAT. At this level the being is involved in surviving as a symbol by destroying other symbols, mainly by eating them. Because he can die himself by being eaten, the next level down is DEATH.

DEATH. The result of being eaten and other forces.

SEX. In order to make up for the consequences of death and being eaten, the being must propagate his race with sex. Sex is an effort to continue on in spite of being eaten and death.

What is often missed about biology, is that it BENEFITS a species to be eaten. The grass grows better because the herds graze on it and poop on it. It would have been easy to develop into a poisonous entity, but the grass that was tasty survived better. Thus being eaten is not a loss of survival but a gain of survival. Being eaten was the BRIGHT thing to do. Thus death HAD to be entered into the equation as a way to survive. And so therefore did some form of procreation.

MYSTERY. At this point of the tone scale the being is in a quandry and feels he is in mystery, or DON'T KNOW ABOUT. He has lost contact with his own postulates, his own assignations of causation and significance, and can no longer predict the environment. A being that has been wrong too many times ends up in mystery.

WAIT. Below mystery is waiting. There is nothing else to do.

UNCONCSIOUSNESS. At this point the being starts to NOT-IS his mystery. This means he makes it seem that the whole thing does not exist. It goes unconscious on him. Thus he forms a Reactive Mind he does not know is there and becomes a basher on the net. He also needs an E-meter to help him recover everything that he has so carefully buried.

This is below HIDING on the tone scale at BEING NOTHING.

UNKNOWABLE. Below hiding is CAN'T HIDE. The being has sort of broken through the under side of UNCONSCIOUSNESS where he is no longer able to go unconscious at will. What he knows in this state is that basically things are unknowable and that he had nothing to do with it. It is sort of a nightmare dream state about as far away from lucidity as he can get. He figures that whatever he was in mystery about is unknowable. Thus he falls into the race of human beings who think that ultimate truth either does not exist or can not be known and that certainly he had nothing to do with it or his present condition at the bottom of the pit.

Below this he becomes a Senator.

By the way if the whole subject of help makes you sick, then you are either above or below it on the Pre Have Scale, and you should find your level and run that instead.

Your worst psychosomatic will be down at NO EFFECT. That is what you wanted when you created it, right? An UNCURABILITY.

You will need to run these help processes on your pc's hottest terminal pair. To find these terminals you can make a list using the E- meter and run the following. The people which read the most and which the pc is the most interested in will be his hottest terminals.

     1.) Who do you want to help?
     2.) Who do you not want to help?
     3.) Who have you tried to help and failed?
     4.) Who have you tried to not help and failed?
     5.) Who have you forced help on?
     6.) Who have you refused to help?
     7.) Who has forced you to help them?
     8.) Who has refused your help?

Once you find the terminal that the pc is the most bonkers on, you can just see the emotion welling up in the pc, then run the help questions with that terminal in the place of 'another'.

But if you really want to do this thoroughly, you should pick your hottest terminal pair and run it through all 8 flows of forgetfulness listed below, rather than the 5 flows of Standard Scientology. Each of the 8 flows has 8 questions, so that's 64 questions all told.

You don't have to run this like a robot, going over each flow exactly as written out. If you have an E-meter, have your pc read this bulletin from beginning to end and note the reads and changes of needle characteristics. If you pc is down at Leave or Endure he will read on those levels and not on Help. If he is really at help he will be all smiles and ready to go with blazing stories to tell you as he gets the charge off his life of misadventure and co adventure. Help is mainly a story of co adventure, of bonding together for a common good, and then failing or being cruel to the agreements you made with each other.

Running this stuff out from beginning to end produces a civilized being who can be trusted again, and more importantly someone who can trust themselves all the way up and down the line, and help others to the same state.

In running these processes, a person will quickly cognite that a hefty portion of his case stems from his efforts to force others to help him, and to prevent others from forcing him to help them. It takes a sick Parent to raise a sick Child. Sick Children usually go on to being sick Parents. Rarely is the lesson learned. And sometimes even when they have good Parents, some people go on to be sick Parents anyhow. Just sort of an ingrained cussedness I guess.

Your pc may also cognite that he is making himself sick IN ORDER TO HELP others, as looney as that might sound. He will often be found to have the very ailments of those he loved, helped and harmed. He is trying to help them out of it by having it himself. Watch out if those loved ones are dead, he won't want to give up his maladies easily.

Remember you want terminal PAIRS for this last set of processes. If the guy's mother comes up as his hottest terminal, find out if it's really 'a mother' that is bugging him, or if it's 'a woman' or 'a female body' or 'a teacher'. It may be the person he calls his mother that is hot, but it may not be her identity AS A MOTHER that is hot, it may be her identity as 'a woman' or even 'a lover'. Get it?

If it turns out to be some teacher in school, again find out what the actual identity is that is hot on that person. Then find out what the pc's identity was in the conflict with that other person. For example if it's 'a teacher', then was the pc 'a student'?

The terminal is the WHO, the identity is the WHAT the who was being.

A terminal is a person or thing, an identity is a beingness.

Once you have the terminal pairs and the correct identities that go with them, run your pc on the following 64 processes until there is no charge left, or he attains a serious win on all four planes, physical, emotional, mental and spiritual.

64 WAY HELP ON TERMINAL PAIRS.
Using Parent and Child identities as example.

Flow 1: You helping a Child as a Parent in a past life.

How have you helped a Child as a Parent in a past life?
How have you not helped a Child as a Parent in a past life?
How have you tried to help a Child and failed as a Parent in a past life?
How have you tried to not help a Child and failed as a Parent in a past life?
How have you forced help on a Child as a Parent in a past life?
How have you refused to help a Child as a Parent in a past life?
How has a Child forced you to help them as a Parent in a past life?
How has a Child refused your help as a Parent in a past life?

Flow 2: A Parent helping you as a Child in this life.

How has a Parent helped you as a Child in this life?
How has a Parent not helped you as a Child in this life?
How has a Parent tried to help you as a Child and failed in this life?
How has a Parent tried to not help you as a Child and failed in this life?
How has a Parent forced help on you as a Child in this life?
How has a Parent refused to help you as a Child in this life?
How have you forced a Parent to help you as a Child in this life?
How have you refused the help of a Parent as a Child in this life?

Flow 3: A Child helping you as a Parent in a past life.

How has a Child helped you as a Parent in a past life?
How has a Child not helped you as a Parent in a past life?
How has a Child tried to help you as a Parent and failed in a past life?
How has a Child tried to not help you as a Parent and failed in a past life?
How has a Child forced help on you as a Parent in a past life?
How has a Child refused to help you as a Parent in a past life?
How have you forced a Child to help you as a Parent in a past life?
How have you refused the help of a Child as a Parent in a past life?

Flow 4: You helping a Parent as a Child in this life.

How have you helped a Parent as a Child in this life?
How have you not helped a Parent as a Child in this life?
How have you tried to help a Parent and failed as a Child in this life?
How have you tried to not help a Parent and failed as a Child in this life?
How have you forced help on a Parent as a Child in this life?
How have you refused to help a Parent as a Child in this life?
How has a Parent forced you to help them as a Child in this life?
How has a Parent refused your help as a Child in this life?

Flow 5: Another Parent helping another Child in any life.

How has another Parent helped another Child in any life?
How has another Parent not helped another Child in any life?
How has another Parent tried to help another Child and failed in any life?
How has another Parent tried to not help another Child and failed in any life?
How has another Parent forced help on another Child in any life?
How has another Parent refused help to another Child in any life?
How has another Child forced another Parent to help them in any life?
How has another Child refused help from another Parent in any life?

Flow 6: Another Child helping another Parent in any life.

How has another Child helped another Parent in any life?
How has another Child not helped another Parent in any life?
How has another Child tried to help another Parent and failed in any life?
How has another Child tried to not help another Parent and failed in any life?
How has another Child forced help on another Parent in any life?
How has another Child refused help to another Parent in any life?
How has another Parent forced another Child to help them in any life?
How has another Parent refused help from another Child in any life?

Flow 7: You helping yourself as a Parent in a past life.

How have you helped yourself as a Parent in a past life?
How have you not helped yourself as a Parent in a past life?
How have you tried to help yourself and failed as a Parent in a past life?
How have you tried to not help yourself and failed as a Parent in a past life?
How have you forced help on yourself as a Parent in a past life?
How have you refused help to yourself as a Parent in a past life?
How have you forced yourself to help yourself as a Parent in a past life?
How have you refused help from yourself as a Parent in a past life?

Flow 8: You helping yourself as a Child in this life.

How have you helped yourself as a Child in this life?
How have you not helped yourself as a Child in this life?
How have you tried to help yourself and failed as a Child in this life?
How have you tried to not help yourself and failed as a Child in this life?
How have you forced help on yourself as a Child in this life?
How have you refused help to yourself as a Child in this life?
How have you forced yourself to help yourself as a Child in this life?
How have you refused help from yourself as a Child in this life?

Electra

VOLUME 2 PROLOGUE

THE FREE ZONE

FREE ZONE PORTS

A FEW NOTES ABOUT LRH (1) BY O.J. ROOS, HOLLAND (2)

L. RON HUBBARD, MAN OR MORE THAN A MAN? BY BOB ROSS (1)

DANGEROUS COMMUNICATION

CAN WE EVER BE FRIENDS?

THE FOUR FLOWS OF SCIENTOLOGY

HELP

VOLUME 2
PROLOGUE

A FEW NOTES ABOUT LRH (1)
BY O.J. ROOS, HOLLAND (2)

L. RON HUBBARD, MAN OR MORE THAN A MAN?
BY BOB ROSS (1)