Volume 1a
VOLUME 1
EXM - 0
Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution Rights Granted for non commercial purposes
Disclaimer: The following material is for adult fantasy and entertainment purposes only. It is in no
way meant to imply any thing real about anyone or anything whether living or imaginary. Part of being sane, apart
from knowing who your friends are, is being able to know fantasy from reality.
Most of these postings were written for and posted to alt.religion.scientology, a usenet news group or 'mailing
list' accessible from most of the computers in the land.
Most of Volume 1 is not worth reading as it consists mainly of flame wars between myself and various bashers
that inhabit the group.
Somewhere near the end of Volume 1 I realized with great certainty that I should never respond directly to bashers.
They wish to draw people into argument but have no interest themselves in the truth.
Most of them argue with you not because they think you are wrong, but because they are worried you might be
right.
As one basher with more intelligence than the rest said, 'Remember all ideas are like assholes, every body has
one and it all stinks, give them enough time and they all fade away.'
Except for his idea of course, which will no doubt stand forever due to its dripping veracity.
Anyhow, when someone wishes to respond to a posting made by someone else, the responder adds a bracket '>'
to the beginning of every line in the original posting. Then the responder deletes everything that is not germane
to their response and finally adds their own text in. The brackets denote what they are responding to.
If such a posting is responded to again by someone else, they add their own brackets in front of everything,
and so lines that already have a bracket in them now have two. In this way the reader can keep track of who is
saying what and how many times this posting has been bantered back and forth.
Thus you may see a conversation thread go something like this,
>>> Person A, bash, bash, bash... (THEM)
>> Person B, well maybe if you read something... (ME)
> Person A, crock, crock, crock... (THEM)
Person B, Well, here's some evidence... (ME)
You see how it goes.
The material on this disk may be copied and redistributed freely, please keep it intact and the disk free of
viruses. There is an antivirus program on this disk.
Please do not edit my work, not even to correct typos. You may however add corrections or comments in double
parentheses. You may also add your own material to this disk and pass it on as long as you separately attribute
your own work to yourself. If they are going to hang me for what I say, I want them to make very sure I said it!
You may upload it to the net or to ftp sites at your own risk. Netters need this material if Earth is going
to survive.
So if you have the confront...
Remember you can be traced if you post something to the net or ftp sites and there are many netters who are
willing to sell themselves to the Church to help the Church trace you down. Anonymity is a powerful ally in the
war against Corporate Criminal Terrorism. Anonymity has nothing to do with cowardice as the bashers so claim. It
has much more to do with an intention to WIN, and you owe it to yourselves, your children AND TO RON to win this
war.
THE STANDARD BRIDGE TO TOTAL FREEDOM
Present day Scientology at its best works somewhat for everyone, and works completely for a few.
The labors of one man for one lifetime were not enough to solve all the problems of all the world. It would
be preposterous to assert otherwise. However such a goal is in far distant sight and eventually Scientology will,
over time, become a more complete science. This means becoming more workable and functional for more and more people.
I doubt that any science of the mind can ever just totally ARRIVE, a thetan's penchant for creating serious
aberration will always out strip anyone's efforts to bring peace and freedom to the entire universe. It's now a
big universe out there if you haven't looked recently.
The best you can do is create a roadway out for those who are able to walk it. Given the imperfections of a
man, any bridge so built will not be perfect and so also not be workable for everyone. That is what 'this Bridge
is not perfect' means. Not everyone can walk it.
Just because you WANT to walk the bridge to total freedom does not mean you necessarily will be able to. That
will depend on the wisdom that both you and its builders bring to the matter.
The assertion by the Church of Scientology that anyone who WANTS to walk their Bridge can, is just plumb wrong,
as is the implication that anyone who can't walk their Bridge is a suppressive who not only doesn't want to walk
their Bridge but doesn't want anyone else to walk it either.
Thus, to them, if you TRY to walk their bridge and fail, you become FAIR GAME. This is unfair and insane.
The important question therefore, is whether Scientology has arrived for YOU, and whether it is sufficient to
help you walk your own personal Bridge to Total Freedom.
If you found that present day Scientology did work for you as expected, it would still be an incredible arrogance
for you to then presume that the tech which worked for you could help everyone and anyone; some people have created
traps for themselves that are much darker than even you can imagine. Witness the beings on NOTS.
To then declare someone SP because they give up in disgust with your tech is really stupid as it makes them
an enemy of you and your tech and you lose the benefit of their help to a higher tech.
There are SP's, a very few of them are actually walking around in the world. Most of them are sound asleep in
people's bodies as NOT's beings or joined from the beginning of time with the thetan you are trying to audit.
Declare them as you will, but even they will one day be knocking on your door for auditing. Probably sooner
than you think.
Do you know how to audit a snoring zombie with a gun in one hand and a gang of thugs in the other?
The RTC does not have a standardly workable Tech, and if it did it would not apply it. There is much more money
in planned obsolescence, a tech that offers endless hope but never final relief.
You must also look at the dollars per division of TA aspect of the thing. Who is making all the money collected
on their Toll Bridge to Total Freedom?
Whose total freedom are we working for anyhow, theirs or ours?
One last point, the RTC is always making such a big deal about how if it weren't for Ron, the Church of Scientology
and the RTC you would never have been able to receive Scientology services or auditing in the first place.
Their implication is that Ron spent thousands and thousands of years researching the mind and the way to your
personal freedom TOTALLY ALONE AND WITH OUT YOUR HELP! What is this one way flow here? You owe Ron everything and
Ron owes you nothing? That idea serves someone's pocket book and it isn't yours.
The fact is that the discovery of the tech was an accomplishment across many beings and many lifetimes, Ron
learned the tech and was helped by thousands and thousands of beings along the way. Others have researched the
tech long before Ron ever dreamed there was an answer, others who have long since departed to that OT play ground
in the sky.
Earth itself is only one of some 30 odd planets in our local group, of which Earth is a prison planet, a prison
planet with no guards or asylum doctors, except perhaps those who are asylum inmates themselves.
Quite a few of those other planets have Scientology projects going along on them, and some of them are doing
quite a bit better than we are. They each have their own founders and their own way of doing things. Ron's statement
that 'in the whole wide universe we are the only hope for mankind' must be understood in it's correct light.
'We' doesn't refer to just us Scientologists here on Earth, but to Scientologists of many different independent
tracks of development on many different planets at this time.
The Scientologists on THOSE planets would probably prefer that we Scientologists here on Earth would just blow
ourselves up for the mess we are making of it.
Scientology, good workable Scientology, is very wide spread in the local group, although a majority of these
planets are still barbarisms or near barbarisms like Earth.
The survival of Scientology is not guaranteed here on Earth yet, as it is on some of these other planets, and
the present day schism between the Church and the Free Zone is a clear sign that things are not going well here.
The present day management of the Church of Scientology is clearly much more interested in money than they are
in divisions of TA. They claim it is all done in your best interests, they need the money to keep the Church alive
and provide you with a route to total freedom.
If carried to its logical extreme though you can see that the best way to keep the Church alive forever is to
keep people here and suffering FOREVER so that they will continue to need the Church FOREVER and therefore support
it in its suppressive activities with their hard earned money.
People will pay everything they own in the name of HOPE, and they will blame themselves if their route is slow.
Their route does not need to be slow, but there is less money in a fast Toll Free Bridge, so it is designed to
be slow and expensive and possibly even asymptotically endless, GOING THERE but never GETTING THERE.
Without money who will feed the Keepers of the Tech?
Thus some people manage to put THE GOAL TO HAVE A CHURCH and THE GOAL TO GO FREE in total opposition to each
other.
Having and dramatizing such a GPM is in fact a prerequisite for becoming upper management in the Church of Scientology.
They purge everyone else.
In present time the goal to have a church is winning.
In the field the goal TO HAVE WORKABLE TECH is winning.
However it may not be Ron's tech, chemistry today is not Lavoisier's chemistry of 200 years ago. However Lavoisier
is probably still around in his present incarnation doing his best to make chemistry better.
By the way the French Revolution lopped off Lavoisier's head for discovering oxygen. 'We don't need no intellectuals
in this here new society' they told him.
Anyhow, if you really want to give the RTC the shivers, just consider that when Ron does comes back he will
probably start off his new Scientology career as a Free Zoner, using the complete conglomeration of his already
existing tech and all the new tech found in the field, producing more new tech of his own until the day he feels
strong enough to come back in and take over his damn Church again.
And I assure you that day will be rolling thunder.
No doubt Ron will copyright all the new stuff he learns in the Free Zone under his own name, but what the hell...
If you want to avoid the flame wars, you might want to to skip EXM-8 through EXM-26. Serious Tech starts at
the end of EXM-28, and continues from there on out.
Electra Xavier Magdelena
THE COGNITION TAX
EXM - 1 ca. 1991
Copyright (C) 1991 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution Rights Granted for non commercial purposes
A long time ago, the people of the land were suffering from a dread disease that no one knew how to cure. The
disease caused war and insanity and cruelty and delusions and all manners of corruption, temptation and seduction.
After a while everyone on the planet was infected with the disease without exception.
Many religions grew up around the disease, in an effort to curb its spread and contain its influence. Because
no one knew what caused the disease most of the cures and preventative measures were found to be ineffective and
based on myth and superstition. But a thorough gathering of the native wisdom on the subject demonstrated somehow,
somewhere the disease had a cause and a possible cure.
This went on for centuries, entire civilizations were born, grew, prospered, and died and then were born again
under the influence and pall of the disease. At its best people lived in a facade of civility and social propriety,
with a high standard of living for some at the expense of others who were held in contempt by the more powerful
minority. At its worst, there were dark ages, terror and wars beyond imagination, leaving death and suffering all
around - the ocean waves were made of tears, and the sound of the wind was the crying for the peace of the grave
for as far as you could hear.
The disease hit people hardest in their spiritual and ethical centers of the mind, it made them believe things
that were not true, and made them afraid of things that did not exist. It made them hallucinate evil in others
where there only existed stupidity, ignorance and fear, magnified by their own infection with the disease. Cruelty,
imprisonment, and slavery became the order of the day, sometimes subtle, sometimes outright, but always total and
triumphant.
Schools were a bastion of religious and scientific fanaticism, pushing ignorance, superstition and myth as truth.
Students were either apathetically well behaved, following in the deranged and degraded footsteps of their parents
and teachers, or they became violent rebels bent on destroying the world, relishing the day it would all end even
if it took them with it.
Out of this whirlwind came a man, a very great man by all accounts, possibly the greatest man ever to live.
He was revered as Savior by some and reviled as Anti-Christ by others. But for those who knew his true story he
was a dicom to the terror and nightmare of the time, and surely, what ever the truth was, some small spark of the
Divine had become manifest again.
He claimed he was no different than anyone else, just a man, but he said all men were Divine, and I guess he
knew if people did not come to realize this, they would all face a dark and terrible future that could only be
called a Hell.
He grew up in the middle of the turmoil and spent his childhood going to school like everyone else, but somehow
he realized that something was very wrong, that people did not understand the source of the disease that ravaged
their souls, and so all of their efforts to cure it were in vain. When he grew up he wandered the lands both far
and wide seeking wisdom where ever he could find it. He marveled how the wisest people were living in the greatest
squalor, and those who had the highest standard of living and the technical expertise to produce it were practically
dead in their souls. Wisdom had become for them a parlor game for the jaded in search of a joke.
He spent many years seeking the answers to man's woes in the pockets of wisdom that yet remained on the planet,
and he finally realized that nowhere did an answer exist, and that he would have to start from scratch and do it
alone. Now another man might have given up at this point, for in these lands people were tortured for seeking the
truth, but this man rolled up his sleeves and went to work.
He worked for 20 years fighting off harassment from the governments and religions of the world, and developed
a small following of people who saw the wisdom of his ways. They knew that he was different and if anyone had a
chance to solve this thing, he did.
At the culmination of his work he finally solved the problem and attained a state of clarity, lucidity and enlightenment
that had not graced the mind of men for untold eons.
He taught the mental Technology that he discovered to his followers and taught them how to apply it to each
other and to themselves so that they too could free themselves of the awful strain that had been infecting their
souls for ever.
For them it was a pioneering time, an exciting and joyous time, one that I long very much to have been part
of.
As time went on, it became clear to the population of the land that this man and his followers knew what they
were doing, they HAD something, something new and wonderful. They were kind and healthy and were not seething with
cruelty and hatred, and they could be trusted. Their actions alone proved that the disease in themselves had been
conquered, and what could be done in one could be done in all, for the source of the disease was the same in everyone.
Unfortunately some of the people around the 'healed ones' were so far gone that they could not see the changes
clearly enough to recognize them for what they were, and many of them had, in their insanity, committed cruelties
so heinous that they felt they would never be forgiven. These poor souls attacked the healed ones and tried to
destroy them and for many years the future of the race teetered on the brink of ruin as the few held their ground
against the police forces and armies of the world, a completely crazy and insane world.
But many new people were entering the fold, and although the treatment for the disease was very difficult and
took the total devotion of a practitioner to his charge for days on end to bring about a complete clearing, those
who made it became followers and practitioners of the Tech too, and so the movement spread. Light and kindness
came into a world where only darkness and death had reigned before.
The Tech was an amazing thing. The Good Doctor, as every one called him, had spent years studying science and
medicine and religion and yes, even psychotherapy and parapsychology during his desperate years as a young man
in search of the truth. He had always hoped that around just another corner, in just another book would be the
answer he sought, for surely with so many libraries with so many books there would just have to be someone who
had written the truth at least once.
But it was not to be. The people of the world had just had this disease for too long, from before recorded history,
and all of their writings and searchings and musing were strewn with the strains and delusions of the ailment that
ruined their judgement and totalled their ethics and sense of the Divine.
You see this was a spiritual disorder, it affected the mind, it affected one's love and hate for fellow men,
and it affected one's concept of God. The Doctor found that the highest concept of God written in the works of
man was a debased and jealous God, one filled with self righteous cruelty and hate and punishment for his children
gone stray. It did not take much for the Doctor to realize that this God was made in the image of what most people
had had for parents.
This God sought to punish people FOREVER for the sins of four score and 10, rather than understand the very
creatures He had made and help them ALL towards a final salvation.
The Good Doctor only found a God that filled the horrible need of sick and deranged men to harm and punish their
enemies, enemies who themselves were only suffering from the same disease as everyone else.
Blatant cruelty was an early stage of the disease. Punitive self righteousness was a later stage of the disease.
All were guilty and much to the Doctor's own horror, he found that all were headed towards a hell of their own
making.
For down deep he found that all men were basically good, but appalled by the unexplained hatred and cruelty
in their own hearts, they first took to warning others away from the same path by doing harm to them before they
could do harm to others, and then finally they took their hatred and cruelty out on themselves to make sure that
they could never do anything bad again.
Thus there was this terrible irony to this, and perhaps he was the first to understand it, but it was the GOODNESS
of men and their fear of doing wrong that made them turn the insanity of the disease against themselves and guaranteed
a dwindling spiral of consciousness, self respect and self control.
In the last stages of the disease people would actually take to provoking you so that you would kill them, they
were so horrified by what they had become that they needed to know that someone, anyone, could cleanse the world
of themselves, to end the horror of what they had become. They wanted to know that there was one decent person
left, and for them, the one who pulled the trigger was it. It was sad. For they would provoke you to hate, which
magnified the disease in yourself, but they were only trying to die with a clean and guilt free heart.
It never worked. As they died they realized that they had wronged you in trying to get you to wrong them. When
they picked up their next body in their next life time they picked up right where they had left off, making their
childhoods very unhappy and their relations with their infected parents almost terminal.
A sort of horrible karma came of all this. If you treated your children terribly and turned them into degraded
robots at an early age, then when you died and came back looking for a new body, your children were all there were
to have as parents. Thus what you had created in your children as a parent, you received as a child in your parents
of the next life.
A serious game of what went around, came around. With a vengeance.
And through all this, never was a confession gleaned. No one could be trusted to give it to. EVERYONE WAS INTO
PUNISHMENT RATHER THAN SALVATION. That was part of the disease. And besides it was better to hide what you had
done from the world, for it would hurt OTHERS too much to know that a spark of the Divine had fallen into such
ruin. Something that was impossible, but yet there it was.
'Long lay the world in sin and ERROR pining...' No where was there the sound of laughter or release.
People were sort of in a permanent state of shock. They couldn't believe that something so beautiful, themselves,
could have done such a monstrous thing. But in seeking to hide it from others, they sealed their own grave, with
the nails of SECRETS.
And so people kept it all to themselves, all the hatred and sorrow, all the regret and blame, for they figured
that if everyone just didn't know, everything would be alright.
It never worked, the only way out was the way through.
The only way out was to know how you came in.
It took nerves of steel and a LOT of confront, because this thing had gotten just ever so slightly out of hand.
But the way to happiness was a true confession, and THAT is what the Good Doctor discovered.
You couldn't hope to cure the person of the day it all went wrong until you had lightened the burden of years
and years, of lifetimes after lifetimes of regret and pain, all kept inside in a desperate attempt to not ever
let it out again.
But it had become a crime to confess.
You might remind someone of what, in all good honesty, they were trying to hide because it might take them over
again and cause them to commit more horrible crimes. People were trying to solve it by not knowing about it, and
that flew in the face of a true confession.
This did not bode well for the future of mankind, for he had boxed himself in with laws that made it a crime
to practice any religion or therapy that did not conform to the present rituals of forgetfulness and degradation.
You can never solve anything by not knowing about it with force, and THAT was the second thing the Doctor discovered.
If you could just bring yourself to know about it, to see what you had missed the day it all went wrong, that you
could cure the evil and the turmoil in yourself FOREVER. Then you could let go of the problem and not know about
it for real.
For the problem was DIVINE.
It was also somewhat MAJESTIC for the way to know something which you had chosen to not know, was to not know
it some more until you knew it again. This was called Perfect Duplication, and was related to total responsibility.
And when he discovered THAT, the Good Doctor's science became a religion.
It became both a science and a religion.
First and foremost it was a science of confession. This confession thing was not a simple matter, it was not
just a matter of going to a priest in some dark Church and telling him something, because most of the religions
of the day did not admit to anyone having lived before. They were still trying to solve the problem of the disease
by NOT-ISING, a term the Doctor came up with, that meant the effort to not know about something you already knew
about and couldn't stand.
One religion of the time claimed the world had been created 6000 years before, but only because its followers
did not want to admit what they had been up to 7000 years before.
You see it was their SAFE SOLUTION. 'God made me 6000 years ago, and so obviously I had nothing to do with that
horrible thing I did 7000 years ago, no not me!'
A true confession must be taken back and back and back to the first day it all went wrong. This takes great
skill and courage both on the part of the practitioner and the one doing the journey. Further the practitioner
must have already completed the process himself or he would not be able to stand your confessions and would not
treat you in good faith.
Worse this science of confession was dangerous. People's sole solution to the trouble in their souls for the
longest time had been to not know about it. They were all SURE that if they knew about it again they would go out
and do it again. They had given up trying to handle the thing that made them mad and angry and hateful and evil,
and most of them felt quite safe just not knowing about it or anything else related to the matter.
(Ever try to get a question answered by your parents?)
Unfortunately people with this fear of confession took it upon themselves to prevent anyone else from completing
a true confession either, for they felt it was their duty to protect others from stirring up the dangerous waters
that lay within.
They would prevent you from confessing for your own good. They would punish you for confessing, they would destroy
you for confessing. They would burn, torture and crucify your wife and kids if you dared to look into your soul
and admit what you had done. They didn't want you finding out what THEY had done!
This scared the hell out of them that you could find out about THEM by looking into yourself.
Somehow they mistakenly felt that you would thank them for it later, this protecting you from knowing yourself,
especially if knowing yourself caused you to take up a gun and start shooting people from the nearest bell tower,
a common fear that lead to the solution to not know everything in the first place.
So there developed a tremendous amount of Technology around this subject of confession, how to do it right,
how to do it thoroughly, how to get people to remember and admit what they had done, and to stabilize them in joy
afterwards rather than leave them in fear and regret, or worse, compulsive evil.
In fact the Technology became so thorough and complete that it rivaled such works as the principles of operation
of the supercomputers of the time. But through all this, it was still a simple, if courageous matter, to get a
confession and complete the process, especially on yourself.
With the cleansing of the soul the physical and emotional diseases began to vanish out of people, they could
see again, they could breath again, and they could love and cry again. Their bodies felt good all day long, and
they regained their goals and aspirations and the courage to face their eternal futures with grace and humor. And
without drugs.
And Oh, they could REMEMBER again. Their past lives, all those friends, all those lovers, all those children
who had been so near and dear to them. What an endless beautiful relief. The tears of laughter washed away the
tears of regret and Eternal Life became OK again. They could remember who they had loved and who they had cried
for, and they KNEW they could make it all right with the world once more.
They were able to have feelings of awe and beauty again and most of all they regained a deep appreciation for
the Divine.
It was called the Clean Slate Principle.
And those who did it right, swore by it.
And this is why the science became a religion, because after all was said and done, after one became an expert
in the workings of the body, heart and mind, one found one self standing on the pinnacle of the soul, an unshakable
source of goodness and light and not a little majesty (mischievousness). An imperial imp, a practical joker of
magnitude, a soul that was the designer of its own destiny and ALWAYS HAD BEEN. A soul that made universes out
of foresight and majesty, out of laughter and beauty, and used the darkness and gloom to enhance the light at the
end.
And with the cleansing of their own slate and a return of light to their own consciousness, they could forgive
others for what they had done, they could understand others as they now understood themselves, and they could help
them when they were ready to reach.
And this is all anyone has ever wanted out of salvation, to be able to love one's self and ALL others no matter
what, and to be able to lead them ALL to the way back home, back to the Divine Light of Peace that passeth all
understanding.
And so having attained this self salvation of the soul, the Good Doctor recognized that such a Technology, such
a body of understanding and application that anyone could use who wanted to, could only be called a religion in
its fullest sense, a science of realization, not only of Truth, but also of Potential.
Realization of the Divine become Manifest.
You and me.
And so was born the Church of the Good Doctor, and rightly so. It was probably the only Church on the planet
that made any sense and certainly was the only Church on the planet that could actually do anything about man's
condition.
However, in the search for happy endings, men are often short sighted. The culmination and pinnacle of one man's
life is often only a reprieve, a partial denouement in the ongoing story of the universal dance around him.
It takes many years for others to catch up with the work of any great man, and the work of the Good Doctor was
no exception.
In the first place it was a long and time consuming process to bring a person out of their personal hell into
a state of Divine Clarity, a process that took incredible skill, patience and courage on the part of the one providing
the process. Further if two unskilled and untrained people tried to do it with each other, they almost always failed,
the fear and the anger and the guilt, the shame, blame and regret, were just too great. And almost no one had the
guts or fortitude to do it alone.
People would rabbit away from some terror they had dug up in their souls and their bodies would DIE of the physical
turmoil. Children apparently are very serious about wanting to die to get back at their parents, and when this
stuff is stirred up again, the body gets sick with every cold, flu and sickness it ever had. If a person panicked
in the middle of session he could die. Often of fear and heart palpitations.
People have God and Devil sharply divided, but the truth is our Maker is some of both, and we ARE that maker.
If it is true that Heaven is within, then so is Hell. Getting better was a process of digging up those monsters,
digging up that Hell, and cleaning up your own estate.
The way to happiness was, is and always will be a true confession.
Anyhow, this thing of 'getting better', of attaining Divine Clarity, of getting and keeping a clean slate, was
definitely a trip that most people wanted a friend to go with them on, and when the going got tough it was imperative
that the helper or guide be someone who had completed the process thoroughly himself. Someone who hadn't just couldn't
be trusted to do it right. It was better to do it alone when you had advanced beyond everyone around you.
People were afraid that if you found out about your own past, you would know about theirs too, and that they
just couldn't confront. Thus they would take steps, however subtle or openly, to stop you from confronting it too.
There was a phrase that used to go around at the time, something to the effect of 'forgive them Lord, for they
know not what they do.' And it applied, for in their goodness, people sought to enslave and imprison everyone in
darkness so that everyone might remain good. Not only did they not understand the light, they were scared silly
of it. Better to stay in Hell forever than face Judgement and Mercy. Thus most Hells were created as a safe solution
to having to face up to the Divine Beauty from whence we all came.
To make matters worse, it was a full time job becoming a skilled and fully trained practitioner in this science,
one that others could trust, and these people had to eat just like everyone else. They devoted their lives to curing
others of the Divine Plague, and they deserved a standard of living equal to their worth in society. This entered
money into the situation and this was probably the downfall of the Church although the historic records are not
clear on the matter.
What is clear is that as the Church grew at exponential rates, its lust for administrative posts knew no bounds,
and its need for advertising dollars to tell everyone that A Way had been found was insatiable.
In the beginning money motivation was frowned upon like a thundercloud, but with the attacks by the governments
of the world, the tax collecting agencies, the police, the other phony religions on the planet, the Psychiatric
Zombie Lords, the vested drug interests on the planet who NEEDED people in pain to push their wares, the need for
money to handle law suits, pay taxes and place counter lawsuits became over powering.
To their credit it probably can be said that that this money was necessary, as the societies at the time had
more life in their constitution and sense of law than they had in their people, and fighting it out in the courts
was the only option they had. The Church often won their law suits, which was a good thing, because if they hadn't,
death and darkness would have become mandated law for another very long time.
Governments certainly did not want people remembering their past lives, or getting out of their bodies and able
to wander freely through the universe. What would happen to their WAR GAMES? What would happen to their SECRETS?
How could a politician make a buck?
A cold draft was blowing through someone's gold lined pockets.
To their discredit it can be noted that members of the Church often stooped to the level of the enemy, and lower,
in their defense of their position, and this got them into more trouble than it was worth and probably aided in
their final downfall.
They considered themselves above the Law, they had declared a secret war against the land that had nurtured
them, a war where any treason or treachery was acceptable in the name of FAIR GAME. They considered that their
Divine Law and Divine Cause was above the law of the land, and that God and the Good Doctor would never approve
of them if they allowed the law of the land to get in the way of their Divine Cause. It was for the good of the
many that they raped, murdered and plundered the few.
They were doing it all for the Good Doctor after all. The world in its insanity was trying to destroy the one
person who had cared for them, had loved them so, had seen they were worth saving, and had risked his life time
and time again to assure their salvation.
Writing in retrospect I can see their point. There comes a time in every man's life when he must take up civil
disobedience, when the criminality of the law places one above the law because one it not a criminal.
But the members of the Church turned this mandate into a licence to kill, a license to indulge in the hideous
depths of the final stages of their own disease, all in the name of Justice and Divine Causes.
It's one thing to torture someone for information because you are at war with them, its quite another to torture
them for fun, and them slowly when they are no longer able to talk. There is no honor here, no dignity, no respect.
The guy you are doing in is a better soldier than you. HE told you nothing, not one word and did not break. YOU
would have talked at the first whiff of someone doing to you what you had done to them.
In the end when you laugh at what you have done, when you boast to your buddies about the dying gasps of your
victim, when you accord your victim no respect even though through all the torture they told you NOTHING, you are
laughing at your own eternal grave, for to confess THIS kind of stuff is hard beyond measure, and puts you very
far away from attaining the Divine Clarity that you so longed for in the beginning and which was the cause that
you originally fought for.
There was no honor here. Worf would not approve.
The Church created Goon squads to harass people opposed to the Church, and they were allowed, no ORDERED, to
do anything to ruin a person's life, including torture and hitting them over the head in the dark of the night.
In an angrier time the Good Doctor had written something about the satisfying sound of the dull thud of one's enemies
in the night. A principle that might have been valid in rougher times, and during an openly declared war, but cowardice
and treason had become the order of the day. The war was never declared, so they lost it.
Continued in Part 2...
THE COGNITION TAX, continued
EXM - 2 ca. 1991
Copyright (C) 1991 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
You see the problem was that people began entering the Church in droves, they KNEW that the Technology worked,
but this did not change the fact that it took a long time to complete it. People wanted to be saved, they didn't
want anything to do with looking at the monsters in their closets. There was however no salvation until they did.
And the one point that must never be forgotten is that the primary attack of this disease on the spirit was
in the spiritual and ETHICAL centers of the mind, leaving a person open to every whiff of corruption, temptation
and seduction that came his way.
In the beginning when someone entered the Church, they did so knowing full well what they were getting into,
it was a small band of highly advanced people. New people were immediately trained in the Tech and received the
Tech themselves, to rid themselves of the Divine Plague. Thus everyone in the Church was clean or nearly so.
But when the Church started to catch on, so many people came into it and took on positions of responsibility,
that there were just was not enough trained people to debug all the new people. Probably this was due to the increase
in administrative posts, people who did not deliver the Tech, thus they were slow at receiving the Tech or responding
to it. It was easier to stay on post and screw up than go into session and own up.
Those who wanted to be Techies on the other hand quickly moved up the stair case to higher states of Divine
Clarity because they spent all day learning the Tech and delivering it to others.
In the end there were probably 10 to 20 administrative posts to every Techie post, thus the Church was swamped
with very ill beings, who did not get their own cases cleaned up as fast as was needed. Yet they formed the power
base and made all the decisions. This corruption was all very slow and subtle and still has the historians scratching
their heads. It was just too incredible.
The Church began to look like a bastion of the Fourth Reich.
Near the end of the Good Doctor's life, he had managed to lose control of his Church and was no longer running
it, and was no longer legally responsible for it. It was in the hands of who ever had managed to take over control.
There was Tech still taking place, but more often than not, those with the most money, HOWEVER OBTAINED, where
the first to receive the Tech while the more worthy people, the more spiritually advanced, waited in the sidelines.
Often people would declare having attained a particular level of Divine Clarity and they would place their big
certificates on the walls mainly because of the social status that went with it, and the amount of money they could
boast they had paid for it. Yet a deeper look would have shown that not one confession had been given up, and nothing
of the central trauma had ever been touched in session.
Men who could have been saved, weren't. People who claimed to have been saved, hadn't been. This gave salvation
a very bad name to the public at large who were a bit edgy on the subject of salvation in the first place. They
came to feel betrayed, because they were made to doubt the existence of salvation altogether. It put them back
in their nightmare without hope. This they did not forgive.
The Tech was all going to waste and it was all for show. At about this time various celebrities became involved
in the Church pushing its various causes, raising enormous amounts of money for its advertising campaigns and declaring
the wonders of the Tech. But the Tech was nowhere to be found. It was all hype and glitz and smiling faces. And
very slick promo.
Now you might ask what ever happened to the Techies during all this? Surely they would have put up a stink at
the use and abuse that the proper application of the Tech was undergoing. And you would be right, a stink they
made indeed.
Remember some people where violently opposed to the Tech because they did not understand it through their illness,
or because they were afraid it would uncage the beast within them. These people had always been trouble to the
Church and every once in a while one of them would actually get on post and start to do screwy things to bring
the Church into disrepute. Or they would get on Tech lines and give Tech orders that were totally wrong and upset
everyone, and so of course people's cases would just get mucked up and everyone would start grumbling about the
Good Doctor, the Church and the Tech, about how bad it all was.
These people were called Bad Guys. They were declared as such when they were discovered among the ranks, and
they were expelled from the Church until they saw fit to confess and do amends for the harm they had caused.
Near the end people were being declared Bad Guys at an alarming rate and little mustard yellow slips were handed
out to everyone on post declaring that so and so was a Bad Guy and no one should talk to him and everyone should
report anything they saw him do especially if it were bad.
Usually Bad Guys were kicked out of the Church FOREVER, but that was just a dramatization of the hate and evil
of the very disease the Church was trying to cure. And actually if you read the policies of the Good Doctor, it
said clearly in 'Ethics Gradients' that the door was always open a little, even if just a crack, to let anyone
back in who changed his mind and didn't want to be a Bad Guy any more.
However the Ethics Gradients Policy letter was repealed soon after the Good Doctor died. This locked the Church
into this universe forever as they were buried under all the beings they refused to make friends with.
The Good Doctor knew that no one would be saved unless everyone COULD be saved. But that seemed to be a new
thought on the planet. One that went right over the head and souls of the management that took over the Church
after the Good Doctor's death.
Anyhow this precedence had been set, permission had been granted to kick someone out of the Church if it could
be proven that he was a Bad Guy. So they would call Committees of Evidence together and they would Com Ev the hell
out of the guy, and then they kicked him out and sent his case folder to the DEAD FILE, which meant that no one
was allowed to give a hoot about him until he repented. And any letters he sent to the Church or the Good Doctor
were sent to the dead file without being read.
This was actually very mild treatment for some very nasty people, people whose intentions were really evil,
and whom the Church could easily have done without.
But what happened is that the Techies, the TRUE TECHIES, the ones who had been in it from the beginning, the
best ones around, the ones who had devoted their whole lives to becoming expert in the subject, the ones who had
had the most Tech applied to themselves, and so were the highest beings on the planet, the ones who had applied
the most Tech to others, actually the only ones who knew anything at all about the Tech, the only ones who could
apply it correctly and had the courage and honor to do so, started complaining about the false attests and the
people buying their way up to higher states with out actually attaining them, and THEY WERE DECLARED BAD GUYS AND
KICKED OUT OF THE CHURCH.
The records show that this all came to a head one dark day, when all the best Techies of the Church from all
over the planet, all the mission holders, all the highest and most devoted people that the Church had, were all
called together for a large meeting which they thought was going to be to discuss the future of the Church.
Well they were all fired, and while they were sitting there in shock in this huge meeting hall, back home their
missions were stormed, their materials were taken from them, all their Tech references and tools, and all their
case folders, and all those private confessional folders of their parishioners. Their staff members were absorbed
back into the Church and those that wouldn't go were declared Bad Guys too and were hounded and harassed until
little was left of their lives.
In the agony of this day was born the Free Zone.
The Free Zone is where all the Techies went, to practice the Tech independently on their own. There was no Tech
left in the Church, just mouthings and pretenses. Shams and shambles. Facades and smiling faces, with knives behind
their backs.
Just like the Good Doctor had said in one of his little charts.
A few years later the Good Doctor died as befalls all men no matter how Immortal, and although history records
that he swore to come back and take over his Church again to do it right, it is unclear if this ever happened.
Personally I think maybe he washed his hands of the whole thing and came to Earth to start anew. I sure hope so.
In the years after his death, his Church became very rich and powerful, but it also grew more hated by the population
at large especially by its own members. Not the vapid Churchies who repeated the mouthings of the Doctor at the
beck and call of installed Puppet Masters, I mean the Free Zoners who still had all the Tech intact and had been
working day and night to improve the Tech, to add on to the foundation laid down by the Good Doctor and to make
sure that his work would never be in vain.
To make matters worse, the various governments of the world knew that the Tech worked, but they all had a strong
vested interest in the Tech NOT working so they could keep their war games going. They made a lot of money with
war games. Thus a secret coalition was eventually formed between the Church and various governments of the world.
On the surface it looked like the Churchies and the Politicians were always at war with one another, but in
truth the last leaders of the Church were installed by and were in the payroll of various governmental leaders
who used the Church for their own ends, one of which was to make sure the Tech was never applied properly. Further
they siphoned off millions of dollars from Church funds to help them in their wars and covert operations including
the trafficking in drugs.
The Church was virulently opposed to the legalization of drugs, including the harmless plant euphoriants, because
along with the government they wanted to sell them and the harder drugs under the table for the inflated prices
that criminalization produced. Thus thousands of people were condemned to a life in jail with all of their possessions
confiscated by the government just for worshipping one of the prettier 11 leaved plants of the time. Plants that
often broke through the Zombie Shock of one's mortal life, and gave a direct if fleeting glimpse of the Divine
Glory that was the destiny of all beings.
Inside the Church, the Tech became terribly expensive. Only the very rich could afford to attain Divine Clarity.
The joke is that they never did. Their attitude was that the Tech was only for the 'able,' to help them become
more able. The rest could go eat cake.
Since only huge amounts of money could buy you an audience with the remaining Church 'Techies', being 'able'
obviously came to mean being rich, no matter how you got your money. It became a crime to be poor, and confession
consisted mainly of explaining why you didn't have enough money to pay your voluntary donation to complete your
confession.
You see it was just the original disease gone wild, everyone in the Church was sick, there was no one left clear
enough of the Divine Plague to keep things going. Eventually the sick 'helped' the sick by KEEPING them sick and
charging them an arm and a leg to do it.
There is humor in this somewhere, although I doubt the Good Doctor would see it that way.
Anyhow the end came when the Church put out the decree that everyone practicing the Tech outside of the Church
was a Bad Guy, that the only correct way to receive spiritual counseling was at the hands of a Church Standard
Technician charging the (VERY HIGH) Church Standard Fees.
Correctness had taken precedence over workability.
The green and gold of money took precedence over the green and gold of the books the Good Doctor had written.
Further the only processes that were allowed to be run on anyone during their confession were those determined
by their Case Supervisor, even if he was the dumbest creature alive, and by this time there were none dumber. They
also declared that the highest high crime of all was to practice any of the Tech on yourself in your own free time,
or to experiment with the Tech in any way to try to come up with something new or different or faster or cheaper
to deliver.
Or SAFER. Or more WORKABLE.
This goal 'To find a better route' was the prime postulate of many of the brighter souls who entered the Church,
and when they were forbidden to follow their true heart, they declared the Church an enemy for the rest of time
and left, never looking back. Thus the Church lost is most valuable asset, an asset that was never recognized by
the Church and never would be.
And the only thing worse than practicing Tech alone on yourself, was to practice any sort of Tech of any kind
on anyone else, without explicit orders to do so by the Church and only after that person paid for it.
Thus was born the Salvation Police, who along with the Finance Police, made sure that no one got away with salvation
for free. Those who were poor, deserved to stay in their own personal Hells forever, even if they were bright enough
to solve it alone.
The Salvation Police saw to it that they were forbidden to try. They used direct threats of physical violence
against the bodies of the persons involved and their loved ones, not to mention disinformation campaigns designed
to ruin the person's reputation, and career.
Not to mention murder in the night.
If you weren't willing or able to pay for salvation, then the Church was going to see to it that you didn't
get it.
And THAT became their total goal.
To charge for salvation and to maximize profits.
The following because HIGH CRIMES:
1.) Receiving Tech out side of the Church,
2.) Running Tech not specified by your Case Supervisor,
3.) Running Tech on yourself,
4.) Correcting, Improving or Inventing new Tech,
5.) Running Tech on anyone else except as directed by the Church,
6.) daring to have a cognition or new realization about yourself,
your life or your past, out side of a standard Church session,
or
7.) daring to confess anything to anyone out side of a standard
Church session,
By engaging in any of these activities, you were directly undermining the survival of the Church by taking needed
income away from it and endangering your own life and other's lives by playing around in dangerous waters that
you had no business playing in, your own soul.
You see getting better was mainly a matter of confront, confession and cognition. Basically the person had to
cognite, step by step, his way out of the personal prison of forgetfulness and inability he had built for himself
in his ignorance.
Thus by forbidding a person to have or create or indulge in any activity that would produce a cognition or a
new realization about life except during an authorized Church session, they made it impossible for any of its followers
to improve their own condition at their own bidding. Thus spiritual well being, its promise and its attainment,
were totally controlled by the Church and were handed out as reward only to make people obey and serve them.
If you washed walls well, you might get some counseling.
To make matters worse, since most of spiritual counseling involved GETTING THE CONFESSION, and since detailed
written records were kept of each session so that the Case Supervisor could keep track of how the parishioner was
doing and cram the hell out of the therapist when he screwed up, the Church had amassed thousands upon thousands
of folders of people's confessions and withholds.
You know, things from sticking cherries where they don't belong to murder in the night.
It was ALL THERE. Every word of it. People didn't attain Divine Clarity with out it. The confession that is.
I don't see why it had to all be written down. But it was.
It had been a sworn promise above and beyond Honor that these confessional records would never be used against
anyone in the Church, even if they turned against the Church in their own personal insanity. You see the Church
was supposed to be a safe space.
But near the end, the Church wrote a directive stating that all parishioner's folders should be culled for all
of their withholds and transgressions and confessions and that these should be publicly disclosed should anyone
decide to leave the Church or complain about the Church or disagree with the Church.
In other words, to hell with the SACRED client/therapist relationship.
So much for the Code of the Sacred Promise and the Foundation of Honor.
Well that probably took the cake.
With broken promises, sworn in all good faith, do we seal the graves of our own fate.
The days of the final treason had come to pass. War was openly declared by the Free Zoners on the Churchies,
and any hope of reconciliation was forever lost.
Now if money had never entered into the game, all this probably would never have happened, because in a sick
world, the people most able to make money are not always those who are the most ready for Divine Clarity. They
are not always the most able to be helped and the most able to help others.
Nor are the rich the most worthy of help. They are merely the most able to make money usually by ripping off
or exploiting others. If they confessed and repented they would be poor again, so there was a small conflict of
interest here.
Many thousands of years later someone was to say that a rich man was as likely to enter the Kingdom of Heaven
as walk a camel through the eye of the needle. This is probably because most wealth came from corruption. This
is not always true of course, but it is worth noting, and it sure applied to this bygone age.
The Good Doctor himself said many times that a person is as worthy of help as he is able to be helped and is
able himself to help others afterwards. There was no mention of bank balances.
But people do have to eat, and have a good home, and raise a few kids, hopefully sane ones, and I would never
have begrudged a good Techie his 5 to 50 dollars an hour working on me. I can turn my own stomach just thinking
about the things I have done that I CAN confront, surely someone should be paid well for helping me slog through
all the things I have done that I can NOT confront.
There is always beauty and laugher at the bottom of the manure pile, but the pile of manure goes mighty high.
And there's god damn THINGS living in it!
It's always wise to take a friend along before you go digging.
Have you ever looked in a mirror during a lucid dream, a dream where you know you are dreaming? What did you
see? Well I know what I saw, and I went screaming out of the room yelling for my life at the top of my lungs. Now
who you gonna call?
That's why I need help. Anyhow that's just the way I have it figured.
Anyhow back then the Techies that did a good job on their parishioners couldn't keep the money from flowing
in their doors, that was just the way gratitude worked.
Further once people had thrown off their shackles of shame blame and regret, and what few demons they kept impacted
to their faces, their ability to make money soared through the roof because they had recovered their Prime Postulates,
their Basic Goals, and so valuable production in their own personal lives went up again especially in the field
of Art. It turned out, down deep, everyone was an Artist.
Perhaps it was this fact that money came easy to those who had a clean slate that led the Church to raise its
prices, figuring that those that had money were higher beings. The fallacy was that below poverty is criminality,
and THOSE people have tons of money, which is why everyone else is poor. So judging a person by his bank account
is a tricky business, and during the age of this story it was a very bad bet as there were just no high beings
around at all. Thus the Church with its high prices became a cesspool for the criminal and the morally filthy beyond
belief.
They were all promoted and became Church administrators and Case Supervisors.
In the Good Doctor's opinion, it really only took a few hours in good hands to crack a case, and there after
the person could do it alone and do it to others, and so in his opinion the money was not only necessary but worthwhile.
But he was an expert in the Tech, and he routinely overestimated people and their abilities, and few had attained
the level of accomplishment that he had when it came to cracking hard cases. People had spent the past million
years after all totally bent on saving them selves by not knowing what they had done, so it was no small matter
that he could 'crack cases' in a few hours.
But he also had another very reasonable idea, one that the Church never listened to.
Those who had the money could pay more, and those that didn't could pay less. A person's worth was not measured
by his bank account, but by his ability to be helped, and by his ability to apply the Tech to others after he had
attained the state of Divine Clarity himself.
The Church tried to implement this idea by offering training and free services to those who would come and work
for them for 5 years. If you had no money, they would train you in what ever was needed, and you would get your
entire allotment of Tech during your stay and you would leave with your case fully cleaned up.
But it never happened that way, staff people were the most ignored and deprived people on the face of the planet
when it came to spiritual progress. Basically the Church saw them as human fodder to be used, abused and thrown
away. Divine Clarity was only for its PAYING customers like the local hoods or the movie stars.
Stars would come in with some drug problem or another, they would pay thousands of dollars for a few hours of
Tech, suffer a miraculous cure, and go out and live happily ever afterwards making commercials for beer.
So the Church finally decided that everyone must pay the same amount for services and if you didn't have it,
then you didn't get it.
But charging rates of 300 dollars an hour for confession, with a prospect of needing hundreds of hours of work
is insane and should have been recognized as such. And actually it was, the people who charged those rates never
had any intention of the Tech working, they just wanted to give people hope so that they would keep coming back
forever at 300 dollars an hour for the rest of their damn Eternity.
The Church also came up with the idea of ONE SOURCE. In other words after the Good Doctor died, the Church claimed
that no one else could ever do research on the Tech, or improve on the Tech, or Lord save us, correct the Tech.
They claimed that every failure of the Tech to help anyone was really a failure of correct application of the Tech
and not a failure of the Tech itself. In other words the TECH was right, but the people delivering the Tech were
wrong. What I want to know, is how could they know?
Eventually they started blaming not the delivery of the tech, but the receiver of the tech, the parishioner
himself! If the Tech didn't work, it was the fault of the person looking for help.
Millions of people had left the Church in disgust having lost all their financial resources with nothing in
the way of case gain to show for it. The Tech had evolved upwards from a clumsy hard to use confusion to a sleeker
and better fit system for curing people of the Plague. Each day of the Good Doctor's life research went on and
discoveries were made.
He was ALWAYS seeking to crack the cases that kept walking in his door to the very end. He cracked more and
more of them but I am sure the Good Doctor would be the last to claim that he had solved the last troublesome case
on the last day of his life. In fact he knew he was damn well far from it.
So for the Church to claim that all the Tech that was needed had already been discovered, and that any failure
of the Church to deliver satisfaction to its customers was the fault of the CUSTOMER or the Org's staff, was arrogance,
conceit and vanity all wrapped up into one. They just couldn't be wrong about ANYTHING.
But to then decree that no further work could be done on the Tech, no improvements, no corrections, no new discoveries,
no experimentation where it was obviously needed, showed that in the end the Church Management was more interested
in a financial monopoly rather than in the final salvation of its planet.
The petrification that resulted from this was hard to look upon.
At one time it had all been such a beautiful dream.
Imagine some doctor spends his whole life researching AIDS, and makes many discoveries. Then when he dies, his
organization claims that no one else can do independent research on AIDS, and no one else can deliver the medicines
that cure AIDS, and if anyone does they are an enemy of the good doctor. Imagine they claim that anyone who dares
to start his own experiments or research on AIDS is denying who is SOURCE on the subject of AIDS, and isn't admitting
that all the work that will ever need to be done is already done. Further that by competing with the doctor you
were taking funds away from the doctor's sanctioned organization and thus you were doing a great disservice to
the doctor, the one who started it all in the first place.
What would you think of that?
This is neither a science nor a religion. Its a cult of the dead.
So when the Church finally decreed that no one should be permitted to have a cognition or make any case gain
except during a paid session at standard rates with a Church designated Case Supervisor and Church designated Techie,
using only Church designated Tech, and that anyone who dared to go into session with himself or others with out
permission was a Bad Guy, an enemy of truth, the Good Doctor and the Church, and was therefore subject to the FAIR
GAME policy of personal and physical violence and harassment, they cut their own throats.
For no one in their right mind would put up with such a thing.
The Free Zone was not the Zombie Zone.
The difference was this thing that came to be called the COG TAX.
Having to pay someone else for the right to cognite about yourself.
Further since the Church by its own decree was not allowed to work to improve the Tech, since only the Good
Doctor could do that and he was dead, the Free Zone soon advanced way ahead of the Church in the Tech department.
The superior Tech and their propensity to use it eventually resulted in the Free Zone prospering and flourishing,
and the Church went down the tubes in self installed petrification. A classic case of those with the Divine Plague
doing themselves in to protect others from themselves. Even the Churchies were basically good. You had to dig awfully
deep though to find any of it.
The original Tech still resided in the Church however, if you opened any door to any closet the volumes of wisdom
would fall on your head or be lying in a corner at your feet, dusty, unadorned and forlorn. Those beautiful books,
the color of green and gold. What irony. For it was the desire for money and gold that brought them down.
I mean imagine having the Tech to free the soul, and dangling it in front of people's noses so that they would
give you anything in the world to get out of hell, and then giving them just enough to keep them hoping and buying
more, all the while making very sure they never got what they really needed. And then when they were destitute
and broke, kicking them out of the Church and forbidding them to make any efforts to do it alone.
Imagine watering down the Tech, or applying it wrongly on purpose so that it never quite worked, but always
gave promise. What a way to make a buck.
Its bad enough when the truth you are selling is garbage anyway, its a High Crime when you have the real thing.
One last comment. Over the years after the Good Doctor's death the Church declared two General Amnesties towards
its disaffected staff members, its parishioners and the general public. Thousands of people had left the Church
in disgust and the purpose of the Amnesties was to bring these people back into the fold. The way an Amnesty worked
was the person was supposed to write up all of his or her withholds and transgressions committed since they were
last in the Church and send them into the central headquarters. These acts and transgressions would then be forgiven
and the person would be allowed once again to receive training or services from the Church and become a member
in good standing.
The Church could never say 'We were wrong, we want you all back.' Instead they tried to save face by saying
if you admit to all the bad things you have been doing to us we will forgive you and take you back in.
It is interesting to note that withhold write ups were always demanded of the lower level members by the upper
level members of the Church. Never did the upper level members write up their overts and publicly disseminate them
to the lower members. Thus the upper level management never had their overts or withholds cleaned up and never
was a there confession gleaned.
The first amnesty was a very big success. Many many people wrote up their withholds and came back into the Church.
But nothing had changed. The second amnesty was a dismal failure. Once bitten, twice shy. This was the beginning
of the end.
The Church was rejected not only by society at large, but by its own members, members who continued on up the
stair case to Divine Clarity without the Church and formed a formidable opponent to the Church's dishonesty and
money grubbing ways.
The above is a true story, the names have been changed to protect the innocent. It did not happen on Earth,
it happened on my home planet, Alletrelix, a beautiful planet I lived on many life times ago, and one that will
be beautiful again one day if the fires ever die down.
It is presently acting as a crematorium for those who were so foolish as to worship money over truth and salvation.
Idols of Stone over Eternal Home.
The Techies from the Free Zone eventually all came to Earth and are here now. The Churchies are still back on
my home planet. Breathing fumes hopefully.
Someday we will go back for them.
When we're ready and when they're ready.
In the meantime, the price of Divine Clarity has come WAY down. There is a Free Market in the Free Zone.
Electra
THE EXPANDED EMOTIONAL TONE SCALE
EXM - 3
ca 1992
Editor's Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice Of The Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
"Dianetics is not in any way covered by legislation anywhere for no law can prevent one man sitting down and
telling another man his troubles, and if anyone wants a monopoly on dianetics, be assured that he wants it for
reasons which have to do not with dianetics but with profit." -LRH
It should also be noted that, like the terms Xerox and Personal Computer (PC), the term Scientology will soon pass
into the public domain as a word used by everyone to refer to this science of the mind that LRH fathered but which
will be continued by others as all true and great sciences are.
This expanded tone scale is well known in the field of Independent Scientologists, commonly called the Free
Zone. If you would like to find out more about the Free Zone, please request a free copy of issue 1 of International
Viewpoints, Box 78, DK-2800, Lyngby, Denmark.
The following scale has some differences from the standard Scientology Tone Scale published by LRH, and therefore
would be considered suppressive or 'squirrel' Tech by the Church. It is therefore something they do not want you
to know about. And they certainly do not want me to post it.
Where the two scales differ, the Standard Scale is marked on the right in Editor's parentheses followed by a
star. Other items in parentheses NOT followed by a star are my own additions. The standard scale goes from 40.0
to -40.0. The Free Zone scale goes from 400.0 to -400.0. I guess Hubbard didn't think his followers needed it all,
although there was some token mention of Aesthetics and Ethics as dynamics 9 and 10.
The term 'squirrel' comes from the behavior of squirrels when they have lost their nuts and they dig here and
they dig there and get very frantic. Auditors do this when they do not know the tech and come upon a very hard
case. They throw standard tech out the window and become inventive, but since they are not very bright in the first
place, they just foul things up more. The Church's assumption that all Free Zoners are squirrels is wrong. Both
groups have their lousy auditors. The Church however seems to make a science out of it.
Electra
THE EXPANDED TONE SCALE
with correlation to
THE KNOW TO MYSTERY SCALE
Copyright (C) 1982 by Geoffrey C. Filbert
Know to Mystery: Tone No: Tone Name:
Native State 400.0 Sovereignty
Single Deity 320.0 Life that is not being
Multiple Deity 160.0 Volition, Coexistence
Not Know 120.0 Individuality
Know 110.0 Awareness
| 100.0 Truth
| 90.0 Decency
| 80.0 Ideas
| 75.0 Ethics
| 70.0 Aesthetics
| 60.0 Inspiration
| 50.0 Agony
Know About 45.0 Amusement
| 40.0 Serenity of Beingness
| 30.0 Postulates
| 28.0 Considerations
| 26.0 Apparencies are Reality
| 25.0 Flows
| 24.0 Universes
| 22.0 Opinions
Look (Lookingness) 21.0 Games ((Spirit of Play))
| 20.0 Action
| 16.0 Sensation
Plus emotion (Emotingness) (10.0 Exhilaration)
| (8.0 Courage)
| 6.0 Thrill
| 4.0 Enthusiasm
| 3.5 Cheerfulness
| 3.3 Strong Interest
| 3.0 Conservatism
| 2.9 Mild Interest
| 2.8 Contented
| 2.6 Disinterested
| 2.5 Boredom
| 2.4 Monotony
Minus emotion (Mis-emotion) 2.0 Antagonism
| 1.9 Hostility
| 1.8 Pain
| 1.5 Anger
| 1.4 Hate
| 1.3 Resentment
| 1.2 No Sympathy
| (Unexpressed Resentment is 1.15 Unexpressed Resentment
| resentment you are not 1.1 Covert Hostility
| letting others know about. 1.05 Anxiety
| Suppressed Unexpressed 1.0 Fear
| Resentment is unexpressed .98 Despair
| resentment you no long know .96 Terror
| about yourself.) .94 Numb
| .9 Sympathy
| .8 Propitiation
| .5 Grief
| .375 Making amends
| .3 Undeserving
| .2 Self Abasement
| .1 Victim
| .07 Hopeless
| .05 Apathy
| .03 Useless
| .01 Dying
| 00.00 Death (Body Death)
| Minus tone -.05 Failure
| numbers -.1 Pity
| -.2 Regret (Shame)*
| -.3 Accountable
| -1.0 Blame (Punishing Other Bodies)*
| -1.3 Shame (Regret)*
Effort (Effortingness) -1.4 Punishing Bodies
| -1.5 Controlling Bodies
| -2.2 Protecting Bodies
Think (Thinkingness) -3.0 Owning Bodies
| -3.5 Approval from Bodies
Symbols (Symbolizingness) -4.0 Needing Bodies
Eat (Eatingness) -5.0 Worshipping Bodies
Sex (Sexingness) -6.0 Sacrifice
Mystery -8.0 Hiding
Wait -10.0 Being Objects
Unconscious -20.0 Being Nothing
| -30.0 Can't Hide
Unknowable -40.0 Total Hiding (Total Failure)*
| -60.0 Should Hide
| -80.0 Surrender
| -100.0 Destruction
| -120.0 Evil
| -160.0 Delusions
| -320.0 Individuation of self
| -360.0 Being entities
| -400.0 Spiritual Death
(Below this is 'out the bottom')
Electra
AN OPEN LETTER TO ALL SCIENTOLOGISTS FROM DAVID MAYO
EXM - 4 ca. 1985
Editor's Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
Hello dear friends,
I am extremely happy to be able to openly communicate to you once again. It has been a long time; an overly
long and somewhat difficult period for many of us. Those of you who knew me may have wondered what I have been
doing over the past year, so I am grateful to have this space to let you know of my activities and future plans.
I believe it is important to provide a background to all of this. It is important so that you can share my reality
on the depth of my commitment to the tech and to you.
It begins in 1957, when I first contacted Dianetics and Scientology. Like many of you, I read LRH's books and
began auditing friends and acquaintances. I was so immediately impressed with the results that I moved to be near
an Org and receive professional training (Hubbard Professional Auditor and Bachelor of Scientology, 1959). These
were relatively simple, uncomplicated and exciting days.
After working in a Mission for a few months, I joined staff at the Auckland Org in late '59 and worked there
for eight years, mainly as the HCO Sec, but always "double hatted" on technical posts such as auditor,
supervisor, case supervisor, etc. We attended Congresses, went to LRH tape plays, studied and did various courses,
gave and received auditing and became part of the excitement that was being engendered by LRH and this new religion
called Scientology.
In 1962 I did the Saint Hill Special Briefing Course under Ron and Mary Sue, graduating with honors. After this
I became even more involved with technical posts and my love of the tech developed. This devotion to the tech has
been a profound and guiding motivation for me to this present day.
In January 1968 I joined the Sea Org and continued my tech training, frequently working and studying under LRH;
e.g., I did my technical internships under LRH, audited under LRH as the Case Supervisor and later worked as a
Case Supervisor under LRH, as the Senior C/S.
In September 1973, LRH appointed me as the Senior C/S Flag and during this period I also became the C/S for
LRH's auditing, until 1975, when he moved to a different location.
In September 1978, I was called from the Flag Service Org to California to audit LRH and there I stayed on,
as his auditor. In October 1978, LRH appointed me to the post of Senior C/S International. I remained in California
auditing LRH on Audited NOTS until he advanced onto Solo NOTS.
In mid-1979 I assisted him with technical research and with the export and training of the first auditors and
C/S's on new tech. Apart from some return visits to Flag (and other Orgs) to handle out-tech, I remained on the
post of Senior C/S International in California, from 1978. Throughout that period I was being trained and briefed
by LRH on current tech and on his research of new tech, as yet unreleased.
In April of 1982 I received a long and detailed letter from LRH. It assigned me the full responsibility for
the tech and for his technical hats for the next 20 to 25 years. (After the passage of this 20-25 years, he stated
that he would return in his next lifetime to re-assume his tech hats.) As I sought to carry out this assigned responsibility
for the tech, it became increasingly obvious that there were points that must be corrected in the area of International
Management of the Church of Scientology, so that the purity of the tech could be safeguarded. Indeed, correction
was mandatory to even keep the tech in existence at all! My efforts to bring about these corrections of Management
resulted in hostilities and the cutting of my communication line to LRH. This severance of my line to LRH was done
covertly, by others. This was in August of 1982. Ultimately these hostilities culminated in my removal from post,
by others who had established themselves in a position of control over LRH's comm lines. This was a period of shock,
horror and very real atrocity not only for me, but for many, many high calibre, long standing Scientology executives
of proven ability. There were literally hundreds removed during this lengthy political purge. While I do not wish
to go into the details of that here, suffice it to say that after all my efforts to rectify matters internally,
I left in February 1983.
The next few months were spent recovering my physical health and taking precautions to handle various threats
against me and my friends.
Having accomplished these two things, I am very pleased to let you know that I am again fully available to help
and to serve.
My very real concern is for the purity and the standardness of the tech. And I know how important it is to all
of you, and to the future.
There have been an increasing number of reported instances of out- tech, today; even what appears to be a deliberate
corruption of the tech. I know that this is of great concern to you, too.
Thus I am offering my services, internationally, and I am fortunate to have the support and help of a group
of very fine Scientologists.
I am convinced that we can avoid the enormous errors of the past. Indeed we must. We do have the extraordinary
advantage of several points of guidance: 1) Your open, unsuppressed communication, 2) the tech itself, unyielding
and senior to any and all political turmoil, and 3) a viewpoint of understanding as to what is behind us, and to
what surely lies ahead.
There is a story of an ancient statesmen who survived the collapse and self-destruction of a great civilization.
Years later, when asked by historians how he had accomplished this, he stated:
"I stood above others, on higher ground, and when they were washed away by flood and ruination, I simply
carried on."
It is, I believe, as simple as that.
Please get in touch, we are here for you.
With great love,
David Mayo
Ability Advancement Center Address and phone number
6800 S. W. 40th Street current as of 11/14/93.
Suite 339 Mayo also has e-mail.
Miami, Fl 33155
(305) 667-5485
GUARDIAN ORDER 121669
Mary Sue Hubbard, Dec. 16, 1969
EXM - 5
Editor's Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commerical purposes.
(Editors notes are in parentheses. Starred words were illegible in the original xerox.)
CASE C420153 DEPT EXH. NO. AAA
ADMITTED IN EVIDENCE
Date: 5-30-84
John J. Corcoran, County Clerk
By: R. Hart, Deputy
GUARDIAN ORDER
GO 121669 MSH December 16, 1969
(Guardian's Office 121669 Mary Sue Hubbard)
PROGRAMME: INTELLIGENCE: INTERNAL SECURITY
OBSERVATION: The enemy has used the method of infiltration to obtain
information against ourselves as known from incidences in South Africa,
Edinburgh, and Washington, D.C.
The enemy has also 'turned', and used as double agents, staff
members as revealed by Maurice Johnson at Saint Hill and Barbara Peake
in Melbourne.
Further, the enemy has used former disaffected staff members,
Scientologists or relatives of Scientologists in their attacks - Philip
****** and Doug Moon in Australia, Jean Kennedy and Gene van ******* in
South Africa, Michael Purnetta and Mrs. ******* in England, Eleanor
Turner and the former Mrs. Elmo ***** in America and the O'Donnell
family in New Zealand, to name but a few of the outstanding examples.
Although infiltrators and double agents can create more internal
chaos and disorder in an organization, the enemy has been most
successful in their attacks through the use of disaffected staff,
Scientologists or relatives of Scientologists and the biggest gross
error an organization can make as regards its own security is violations
of the HCO (Hubbard Communications Office) Policy Letter of October 27,
1964, "Policies on Physical Healing, Insanity and Potential Trouble
Sources."
The duty of keeping the organization secure belongs in the HCO
Division, both in RAP(?) and Inspections and Reports, but the
Intelligence Bureau has learned through long experience that it cannot
leave this function entirely up to HCO and where it has done so, it has
had to suffer the consequences. Thus this Programme is a vital one.
MAJOR TARGET: To use any and all means to detect any infiltration,
double agent or disaffected staff member, Scientologist or relatives of
Scientologists and by any and all means to render null any potential
**** or harm such have rendered or might render to Scientology and
Scientologists.
VITAL TARGETS:
1. This Programme is to be done by the Assistant Guardian or the Deputy
Assistant Guardian for Intelligence, if this post is held separately.
2. To establish intelligence files on all such persons found to be
infiltrators, double agents, and disaffected staff members,
Scientologists and relatives of Scientologists.
OPERATING TARGETS:
1. To make full use of all files on (in?) the organization to affect
your major target. These include personnel files, Ethics files, Dead
files, Central Files, training files, PROCESSING FILES and requests for
refunds. (Capitalization added. Processing files are the case folders
of everything that is run on a preclear and everything the preclear says
including all of his goals, ARC breaks, Present Time Problems and
Withholds and Missed Withholds. These written records are kept during
the session by the Auditor and are given to the Case Supervisor between
sessions so that the case can be programmed for the next session. Also
if something goes wrong, the Auditor can be sent to cramming and
retrained. They are NOT for the purpose of publicly disclosing the data
in them to hold the pc at bay or to blackmail him later. This is like a
Roman Catholic Priest divulging his parishioners confessions to the
newspaper or the police, or a psychiatrist or doctor doing the same. By
the way the pc was never allowed to look at his own folders, not even
the Ethics Officer. Only the Auditor and the Case Supervisor. This was
a sacred promise made by Hubbard himself.)
2.) To assemble full data by investigation of each person located for
possible use in case of attack or for use in preventing any attack and
to keep files of such. (Once a pc's confidential confessional formulary
is handed over to anyone for any reason other than case supervision or
auditing, you can be sure it will be used by those people for any
purpose at all that they see fit. Once the rules are broken, there are
no more rules. I leave it to your imagination... A formulary is a
book, in this case a collection of case folders, containing prescribed
forms used in the service of a church, in this case auditing routines
and processes and how they were run and the pc's responses to them
including confessions. They are LEGALLY confidential.)
3.) To be alert to usual security precautions and to see that these are
performed by the organization; such as proper locking of the premises,
security of keys, locking of files, the changing of locks if keys have
been lost, proper safes, etc.
4.) To keep off staff (lines and off) org lines any person who has ever
betrayed Scientology or who has threatened to betray or blackmail
Scientology. (With what withholds?)
5.) To ensure the Policy Letter on Physical Healing, Insanity and
Potential Trouble Sources is not violated and to be alert to any
possible violation.
6.) To maintain a good liaison to Ethics and ensure that the Ethics
Officer alerts you to any person who might attack Scientology.
7.) To be alert to any organizational theft or disappearances of records
and files as a possible indication of the presence of an infiltrator or
double agent. Infiltrators are frequently those who have recently
"joined" Scientology and so can be watched. Double agents are usually
detected by natter (low tone covert unconstructive criticism), down
stats (downwardly trending production statistics), disorder in their
areas and no case gain, (NCG, no case gain, means they don't cognite in
session, and they don't get better even in their own estimation.)
8.) To be effective and IMAGINATIVE (capitalization added) in your
collection of data and in your actions to nullify any attack or threat
of attack.
9.) To keep your Assistant Guardian fully advised and the Deputy
Guardian for Intelligence World Wide, who will inform the Guardian World
Wide in such matters.
PRODUCTION TARGET: This is a continuing Programme on which
Projects will be issued from time to time.
Mary Sue Hubbard
CS-G
(Church of Scientology, Guardian)
FREE ZONE AWARENESS CHARACTERISTIC CHART
EXM - 6 ca 1992
Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
The following scale is the second most important scale in Scientology, the first is the Expanded Emotional Tone
Scale.
Both scales are a map of the (at first) willful and then unwillful descent into the lower ranges of human experience
and finally unawareness and spiritual death.
It is unclear what happens to people who go out the bottom. Some have said that they revert to the top at the
Big Snooze, free to start the cycle over again when ever they want. Thus there could be no hell forever as both
scales are a circle.
Others have said that spirits just continue going down forever unless they wise up, something that only a few
do. This sounds like something you would say to a child to scare the hell out of him. Life is love, not death or
hell forever. Life however is mischievous.
Even others have said that spirits just spend the rest of Eternity bobbing up and down in this scale, no one
ever going out the bottom and no one ever going out the top.
My own view is as follows. Although the spirit is infinite he is not able to make an infinite amount of something
that is finite. In other words he can make as much space as he wants as long as it is a finite amount. He can then
just as easily make 10 zillion times as much space but it is still finite. Thus the spirit is infinite in that
there no limit to the amount of space he can make (dream) but what space he makes is always finite.
The same goes for time. Each universe is a precreated whole, with a beginning, a middle and an end. Thus any
being that enters this dream stream must perforce be ejected from it at least on the day that it all ends. Beings
can come and go in the meanwhile, but no one can stay after the closing, unless they want to start it all again.
There are many universes going on concurrently in the library of Source, and once a being is freed from the constraints
of this one he can go wandering around in any one he wishes. Or he can create his own and solicit players.
Each universe is a statement of Divine Beauty, a beauty which has a special mystery and majesty of its own,
a beauty that is not easily understood for it is willing to indulge in some very nasty detours. Detours which in
the end are illusions and born of self installed ignorance and treason. The soul is a practical yankster of magnitude
(prankster).
Each journey through this or any universe is a journey of self installed surprises, at first bad and ominous,
testing the courage and tenacity of the soul to its sense of nobility and honor. All spirits eventually fail their
own gauntlet, turning sour about goodness and anything we might value in a human being. They finally become what
they feared most. If you can't beat them, join them.
During such a period of time, souls engage on a long journey of evil and horror, trying to survive by being
the Meanest Son of a Bitch in the Valley, a choice they eventually come to regret. The sad eyes of their victims
finally takes its toll. People are, after all, good underneath, where they wear the hats of both Joker and King.
Finally souls decide they can no longer be evil and they take to being extremely good, and forgetful. They don't
want to know about it. This eventually decays into being 'mortal', if only by logic. If I have never existed before,
what chance is there that I will exist again? By denying their past, they deny their future. This is the price
of oblivion. So by the deceit of their own ways, they find a dark grave waiting for them at the end of their trail.
Only the good, or those trying to be good once again, whether or not they succeed, can find their way to a grave.
Life after life. It's a joke of course, the being can not die, but he sure can feel like he will.
This is the state that you will find most people in, live once, die once, had nothing to do with being here.
You know, I didn't make me, GOD made me, and if I'm not good, He will UNMAKE me. You will find this kind of
stuff by the car load while running Parent and Child dichotomies, or God and Soul dichotomies. People take their
prison very seriously.
Or worse you will find someone saying, 'God doesn't exist!' Raw meat.
However the world is a dream, there is no meat to be raw, there never has been and there never will be. THERE
CAN'T BE. Seeing your own brains in a dream doesn't mean you ARE those brains, now does it?
Consciousness exists, meat doesn't.
It is time that everyone started waking up from their nightmare.
And what they wake up into, after they are done with their monsters and their fear, is an undreamed dream come
true. The miracle of salvation, of rebirth.
Thus you will find most people swooning down near the bottom of this scale. They have to be brought up to -3
Demand for Improvement before they will start helping you with the process of waking themselves up. Until then
you are just another part of their nightmare and they will fight you tooth and claw every inch of the way.
However it does not take much to get a person to finally see that the only way out is through recognition of
the Humor and Class that went into the construction his own demise. For he not only chose it, he painted it and
signed it too.
His damn signature is right there on his ass where everyone can see it but him.
Thus is reborn the Joker and the King, who it will turn out, much to his great relief, is one and the same being.
Him.
At this point he is out the top and he will have found great humor and artistry not only in his own suffering
but also in yours. And he will love you for it, for he will know that the suffering of your life is your offering
of the soul in the grand theatre of life.
Just as was his. A Masterpiece of Grand and Excalibur Design.
The problem then becomes understanding why you are suffering, finding the adorable humor to it, and laughing
your way into Heaven.
This scale is the stair case that one takes on that journey.
It's a long journey. It's a hard journey. It's probably the longest, hardest most miserable journey you will
ever take.
You will love every minute of it no matter how bad it gets, as long as you stay on it and as long as you make
it.
A journey from human to reborn God. Only a God could understand the humor and beauty of it all.
And THAT is what Operating Thetan is really all about.
Decency, Ethics, Aesthetics, Inspiration, Agony and Amusement.
The Joker and the King. The Imp Soul and the Lord. The Creature and the Creator. The Holy and the Divine. They
are all one and the same. Only you could have done this thing to you.
Confidence is confiding to yourself that you did this thing to yourself. And THAT is Sovereignty at the top
of the Tone Scale.
And will you live forever? Yes of course. Anything else was just a detour into your own gauntlet.
Again I suggest you squirrel this posting away somewhere safely as the data in it is important and not fully
published in the works of the Church.
AWARENESS CHARACTERISTIC CHART
Copyright (C) 1982 Geoffrey C. Filbert
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
(Editor's comments and alterations in parentheses - Electra)
FREE ZONE AWARENESS CHARACTERISTIC CHART
Spiritual Levels
23 Freedom |
22 Power |
21 Source |
20 Existence |
19 Conditions |
18 Realization |
17 Clearing |
16 Purposes |
15 Ability |
14 Correction |
13 Result |
12 Production |
11 Activity |
10 Prediction |
9 Body |
8 Adjustment |
7 Energy |
6 Enlightenment |
5 Understandings |
4 Orientation |
3 Perception |
2 Communication |
1 Recognition (I've seen me before, I recognize who I am,
what I am doing here, and what's going on.)
Human Levels
-1 Help |
-2 Hope |
-3 Demand for Improvement |
-4 Need of Change |
-5 Fear of Worsening |
-6 Being an Effect (Other Determinism, total no responsibility)
-7 Ruin (Life ruin, rendered unusable or not worthwhile.)
-8 Despair |
-9 Suffering (Crucifixion)
-10 Numbness (Numbness leads to not knowing how numb you are.)
-11 Introversion (Looking inward to find what's wrong with you.)
-12 Disaster (Unrecoverable permanent damage.)
-13 Inactuality (It didn't happen)
-14 Delusion |
-15 Hysteria |
-16 Shock (Zombie) |
-17 Catatonia |
-18 Oblivion (Forgetfulness, no past lives)
-19 Detachment (I am not involved in this)
-20 Duality (Two kinds of beings in the world)
-21 Secrecy (Withholds, secrets from self, the secret is a secret)
-22 Hallucination (of Evil) |
-23 Sadism |
-24 Masochism |
-25 Elation |
-26 Glee (Glee of insanity, relief that one is no longer held
-27 Fixidity responsible. Same feeling as going on a vacation.)
-28 Erosion |
-29 Dispersal (Mental Dust in the Wind) |
-30 Disassociation (Can't associate cause and effect, can't associate
-31 Criminality one's self with one's actions.)
-32 Uncausing |
-33 Disconnection |
-34 Unexistence |
Materiality Levels
-35 Awareness of Chance |
-36 Awareness of Fate or Destiny |
-37 Awareness of Luck |
-38 Awareness of Fortune |
-39 Awareness of Love |
-40 Awareness of Self |
-41 Awareness of Ideas |
-42 Awareness of People |
-43 Awareness of Things |
-44 Awareness of Groups |
-45 Awareness of Money |
-46 Awareness of Survival |
-47 Awareness of Evil |
-48 Awareness of Religion |
THE SOUL: WHETHER YOU WANT ONE OR NOT
EXM - 7 ca. 1992
Copyright (C) 1982 Geoffrey C. Filbert
Editor's Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
(Editor's comments in parentheses - Electra)
A person is the soul. If they feel they have a soul, that is probably the body talking. If they want to argue
about it, it is definitely the mind that is talking. Until a person is processed above the cycle, they will continue
on this silly treadmill of growing up a little body, rattling their little rattle in their little cage, going to
school, learning to read, and so forth. With (Scientology) processing, a person can rise above the cycle, to where
they can occupy any body they want at will. If they want to occupy President Johnson and decide not to run again,
or President Nixon and take us off the Gold Standard, or a Russian technician and blow up a Siberian Nuclear Complex,
then they can do that. Then they can come back and be "themselves" in their "normal" body.
Until a person is processed up to that particular state they are either going to play see-the-movies (between
lives implants) or go straight to the hospital, get a new meat body, go through the whole experience of being raised,
and pick up more engrams. They do this over, and over, and over. It is a very wild order of experience. Its bizarre,
in fact, but the folks don't know any other way to live. Personally, it remains personally unbelievable that people
do that, but they do. They do, do that, everyone of them. The evidence is beyond refutation.
The Soul has come a long way.
Geoffrey C. Filbert
PV = ID^X
POTENTIAL VALUE = INTELLIGENCE TIMES DYNAMIC RAISED TO POWER X
EXM - 8 ca. 1992
Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
The equation PV = ID^X is very simple. It implies that there is a worth of an individual to the 8 dynamics around
him. A Potential Value. I am not sure how you would measure this worth or value, but like any investment, its a
matter of return. How much do you consume and how much do you produce? Quality of production and consumption should
also be taken into account here, but of course there is a lot of value judgement in this. What is of worth to one
(drugs, death, schooling) is an anathema to another.
There is an implication that in the long run there are only a limited number of things that are really good
for the game and its continued existence, and lots and lots of things that are bad for it that lead to its total
annihilation. The three P's come to mind, population, pollution and petroleum.
In any case let's assume that what a person considers valuable and worthwhile is a personal judgement call and
that he will work from this premise. Then LRH's point is that you should help those who are the most worthy of
help which is a matter of how much it will take (consume of your time and energy) to help them, and also a matter
of how much they will help you or others afterwards (their production born of your investment in them.)
The implication is that intelligence, (I in the equation) is an important factor in determining worth. LRH defines
intelligence as the ability to pose and resolve problems, which if they are the same problems that are besetting
you, then such intelligence would certainly be worth while to you. LRH also says that lack of intelligence is mainly
a matter of how much bank a person has caved in on himself via his secrets, withholds and service facsimile computations.
Thus once cleared, people soar up to a very high level of intelligence IN THEIR OWN FIELD OF ENDEAVOR.
The dynamic thrust (D in the equation) of an individual is how much free theta he has to work with once cleared.
This allotment differs from being to being by a factor of 1 to 100 million. That means there are people who are
many times 'bigger' than others and will tend to take on games of a larger scope with bigger consequences. This
allotment is chosen at the beginning of the game and can be changed by a being once he gets high enough to take
full responsibility for having allotted it to himself and others in the first place.
It is also true that because high endowment thetans often take on tremendous games and so incur even bigger
regrets, they can be the most caved in and aberrated people around. If you yourself do not have an endowment equal
to or greater than the being you are trying to help, you can sometimes be swamped by the enormity of charge, pain,
and ruin in their lives. Don't let that stop you however. Once clear they will be the best friend you ever had.
The equation then states simply that a person's relative value is a function of his clear intelligence times
his clear dynamic thrust. The non linear factor in the D part means that a person who has twice the dynamic of
another may be more than twice the value of the other. For example if the equation is
PV = ID^2
then a person with twice the dynamic thrust of another would be 4 times as valuable. The X value presumably
is left up to the reader to determine.
From the behavior or LRH himself, it might even be less than 1.
The purpose of this equation is NOT to determine that some people are worthless and so should be put in the
ovens, for EVERYONE is necessary in the scheme of things. If you got rid of just one person the whole universe
would collapse. People chose to come here and people chose to let them in. You can't then just go on an extermination
campaign, it is denying responsibility for who opened the door in the first place.
The purpose of the equation is to help you determine who you should help and who you should let go, because
you have only a finite amount of fuel to work with and a very definitely limited amount of time before the bad
guys blow up the place or take you and yours into slavery.
And for Heaven's sake don't audit people just because they have tons and tons of money, because once they confess
and repent, 90 percent of them won't. They will give it all back.
People have a very hard time with the ideas of worth and worthlessness. They have been opposed by their parents
and the societies built by their parents for so long that the only way they know how to be of value is to be crippled.
Thus a society of glasses, headaches, cancer, drug addicts, stupidity, ugliness and Churchies.
These things are held in place by the Service Facsimile Computation which can be hunted down by asking yourself
(or another)
'How does it serve my goals to oppose my goals?'
Thus you will find how a being is surviving by succumbing, living by dying, winning by losing, being free by
restraining himself, etc.
Fully 50 percent of the charge on a case can be blown by finding, and running out the Service Fac Computation
on a being. It is held in place mainly to make others wrong, to make others succumb, to dominate others (get them
to do things they ought to have been doing in the first place), or to make others guilty. Its a way to gain sympathy
from others who won't give it, and to refuse sympathy to others who are trying to get it from you.
It is an action method of withdrawing into a state of non beingness in order to get others to coax you back
into a state of beingness. Its an effort to continue to be by not being. Living forever by being mortal.
Thinking its smart to be stupid.
These computations are intimately connected to a person's goals for this life (and the whole track) and the
conflict and collision these goals suffer when the being runs into his parents who are dramatizing THEIR service
fac computations full out. There is nothing more pathetic than a parent trying to get sympathy from a child all
the while stopping the child from being, doing and having what he wants and NEEDS.
Helping a person is mainly a matter of getting him to spot and reevaluate his decisions to serve his goals by
opposing them (in himself and others). Then run out the lifetimes when he did to his children as a parent what
his parents did to him as a child in this life. You also want the lifetimes when his children did to him as a parent,
what he did to his parents as a child in this life.
Who me, live before? Nah!
Electra
WHOLE TRACK AND HELP
EXM - 9 ca. 1992
Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
A person who can move mountains has no need to either assert or prove to others that he can do these things,
especially to those who don't have these abilities themselves.
He might however be coaxed into helping you confront why you don't have these powers yourself, specifically
what you did with them when you once had them.
A thetan in this universe is basically a voltage source. Above that he is Responsible Cause. But down here among
the spaces and times, the rocks and electrons he is basically a voltage source capable of developing, in an unaberrated
state, an enormous amount of power, amperage and current. Easily on the order of lightning.
Thus it is no surprise that heavy electronic implanting has been used against him down through the ages, and
that he would respond to such a thing. Lightning against lightning. Usually the thetan lost.
He is also responsible for indulging in such practices against his fellow beings himself, and it is his unconfessed
regret for having done so that makes the times it was done to him stick to him so hard.
Early goals implanting was done in such an electronic fashion, by DIRECT MENTAL ATTACK on the thetan by other
thetans (implanters). The use of electronic zapping eventually got the thetan in trouble with bodies as he regretted
the damage it caused to them and eventually he got into punishing, controlling, protecting, owning and being bodies
in an effort to make up for his clumsy electronic ways.
The electronic nature of the thetan explains not only the use of the E-meter to track down heavy moments of
regret and self-hatred, but also explains the fact that the thetan can control a body at all, even from a distance,
which he does by throwing gentle electronic flows of command at the body, its brain and central nervous system.
In other words the thetan moves the body around with simple low level tele- kinesis.
The more resistance that a thetan gets impacted with, the less amperage he can deliver until finally he can
flow nothing at all even at his full output voltage. The difference between a human and an OT is that the human
is walking around in a massive mental concrete structure called his 'bank' and this provides resistance to his
efforts and will and goals. He can't even throw a spark anymore.
It is the effect that this mental mass of resistance has on the physical resistance of the body that is measured
by the E-meter. When the thetan gets near something in his memory that he needs to confess, the built up resistance
in his mental masses begins to AS-IS and vanish and this affects momentarily the resistance of the body. This makes
the needle FALL, a sign that significant charge is being approached and released.
Thus the E-meter can be used to play a game of 'hot and cold' with the thetan to help him find where he has
been impacting himself, resisting himself, to lessen his abilities and thwart his own goals.
As the incident is relived possibly for the first time since it happened, cognitions start to take place, the
pc starts to communicate like crazy about what happened (that's the confession), and the needle falls dial after
dial denoting that all of the pent up pain and sorrow is coming off the memory. The being's resistance to knowing
about it falls to zero, and eventually he becomes extroverted wondering who the hell you are to have helped him
so.
These stages of release are accompanied at first by tears and then by wide smiles and finally gales of laughter.
That's called a full EP or End Phenomenon, and if you are not getting them you should get yourself a new auditor.
When the incident is fully handled the needle is left in a floating state, something you gotta behold to appreciate.
This electronic nature of the thetan and his memory banks also explains the enormous black and white light flows
and electrical crackling that takes place when a pc gets to the root of a psychosomatic condition and blows it
for good. It's eons of compressed energy flowing off like the stored power from a charged capacitor. You can die
from this if you do it stupidly or without courage and cool.
Sceptics beware, for they have neither.
Lastly are explained the innumerous electronic dreams that pc's report, I among them, of violent electronic
discharges accompanied by bright light and violent convulsions that are excruciatingly painful and center around
the abdomen and spine.
I personally have also had dreams of being in grassy fields just sort of exploring around alone or with others
and suddenly getting zapped by sharp electrical jolts as if some invisible force were mad at my trespassing and
was throwing significant sparks my way. However the electrical jolts originate from inside my body and not from
any discernable external source. Any Scientologist will recognize these incidents as 'nipping', something described
by LRH in detail in 'A History of Man'.
I really never believed in nipping until I had had these dreams. Now I know what he was talking about.
Nipping someone or a body is often followed by deep regret. Those moments when thetans zap other thetans or
when children try to mind nuke their parents have a lot of suppressed emotional charge on them which needs to be
released and run out before the being will be willing to come up the tone scale again and recover his ability to
do such things once more.
He restrained it because he regretted it.
The whole track of a thetan in this universe can be roughly divided into 3 parts.
There was a time 'before bodies' when a thetan's main interaction was with other thetans. They communicated
with each other directly via telepathy and co-sharing mental image pictures. The entire 'physical universe out
there' is a mental image picture of magnitude projected from within each being in it, and so it is not hard to
see how thetans could communicate this way.
They also got into serious electrical wars with each other called 'Glare Fights', something that people do to
this day at a lower harmonic. People no longer have the ability to throw lightning around at each other, but they
sure wish they could, and they still try.
Much later on the track, after thetans became involved with bodies, they would throw a bolt at someone from
inside the body they were occupying. This of course would blow the body's face off. Have you ever had dreams of
bodies with monstrous holes where their faces ought to be? Thetans had to decide between zapping people and staying
in their bodies. You can see which route they chose.
During the second part of the whole track, thetans first came into contact with bodies. Some of these bodies
were just bodies and some of them already had thetans in them decayed down into thinking they WERE bodies. Beings
are of differing ages in this universe, some entered very much later than others. Thus they were entering a game
that was already going on with some surprises in store for them.
These thetans still had enormous power, but they were rather dumb, self centered and clumsy. This led to many
mishaps that later turned into serious regrets.
One of the first mishaps that happened is a thetan would swoop down on a body that it found to be just adorable
and it would hug the hell out of it just as a little kid would hug a kitten. The body feeling itself attacked by
an invisible force outside of itself would panic and die. This left the thetan holding an adorable but very dead
piece of meat. The thetan would take one look at those sad eyes, and swear never to do that again.
However that was not the end of it. The body would lie there for days and rot and bugs would eat it and bones
would show through and every time the thetan passed that way it got another dose of reality as to what a clutz
it had been. And its adoration became a haunting regret.
Sometimes bodies would enter areas that thetans were occupying, and the thetans would just want the bodies to
go away, sort of like a goat that comes and eats your flowers. So the thetans would spark the body with some voltage
and the body would drop dead. This would be a big surprise to the thetan. Again the thetan had to put up with the
stench of rotting flesh in their beautiful garden. The thetan did not INTEND to kill the body, just to scare it
away. The result was that the thetan got the feeling that he was too strong for his own good and could not control
his mighty power. Thus it was better to not have so much.
This did not happen over night, but took place over a very long span of time, covering maybe 1000's of such
mishaps. Eventually however those sad eyes caught up with the thetan and he became sort of done for, by his own
hand of course.
Thetans also got interested in the the fact that bodies were into SEX. Thetans at this stage had become degraded
and jaded and anything new and exciting was worth a whirl. So a thetan or two would BLANKET a body, occupy the
same space as the body, and take control over the body and make it have sex with another body.
Blanketing allowed the thetan to feel what the body felt.
Sex was sort of addictive to thetans, they were left with a serious kickback afterwards, they often got stuck
to the body after orgasm and could not separate from it, and a craving for more sex came upon them later. This
was due to early electronic implants that they had received in the first part of their whole track that they had
long since forgotten about.
Thus each escapade with sex was less and less satisfying to the thetan so they would try to EXTEND the orgasm
beyond the body's limits. This often resulted in the explosive demise of the body at the height of the orgasm giving
the THETAN a douzy of a death engram. It started with pleasure and ended with death. Now a thetan can not die,
but it can experience anything, and in experiencing the body's death it got to know death first hand.
There was also the small matter of pregnancy. All this sex caused by the thetans gave rise to babies and children
that had been created outside of the normal order of things. Bodies were being made to have sex out of season and
for the wrong reason. Thetans saw that these children were unwanted and not taken care of properly and feeling
sad and doleful about their responsibility in the matter, they took to taking care of them themselves.
After many such incidents, the thetan eventually fell down to entering the young body's head and BEING the body
for the rest of its life. In such a way they devoted themselves to the care of the body for the rest of its life
for its own good.
Much to their surprise and endless sorrow the bodies would grow old and die anyhow. This formed the basic on
the chain of trying to stay young and never grow old. The death of the body from old age became confused with the
deaths caused by the orgasmic experiences earlier, deaths that the thetan was damn well responsible for, and growing
old became the lament of the sad and doleful. Thetans felt if they could just make the body stay young and live
forever they could make up for all the deaths they had caused in their earlier days.
It never worked, however much forgetfulness of the past and of the future came out of these efforts, as the
thetan decided that if he just didn't think about death or remember anything about it, it wouldn't happen. Thus
soon they NEVER thought about death. Thetans became intensely identified with their bodies during this stage, they
WERE the body as far as they were concerned.
This led to the consideration that when the body died, the being died, which led to hysterically careful efforts
to take care of the body and extend its life. Usually the body died sooner from worry about living forever. It
also developed strange and inexplicable diseases and cripplings, psychosomatic conditions, as the thetan tried
to elicit sympathy from those around him. His basic intent was to get others to live life for him, to sacrifice
their lives for his, to take the risks and give him the rewards because he was such a 'poor dear creature' who
suffered for 'no known reason'.
Sometimes a thetan would come along and try to blanket a body that already had a thetan in it taking 'good care'
of it. The external thetan looking for sexual kicks would not know that there was another decayed thetan inside
the head as the inner thetan just wasn't putting out enough power to be detected with out a careful look. However
when the inner thetan was suddenly surrounded and controlled by the external thetan he turned up his juices full
force to ward of the external thetan. This would surprise the hell out of the external thetan who would then fight
back with all his might. The body of course would blow up and both thetans would be left with engrams of magnitude
wondering what the hell happened.
A long time later you will find on the track whole societies of embodied thetans mixing freely with free thetans.
Sometimes the free thetans would be the ruling class or governmental agents. Sometimes the free thetans would be
at war with the embodied thetans. In this case it became a game of the embodied thetans to embody the free thetans,
as a free thetan was a real danger to have around.
Thus started the body-thetan wars that lasted for eons and resulted finally in the society you see around you
today where there is not a free thetan in sight. The embodied thetans won many times over much to everyone's demise.
No one knew how to undo the mess they had made. No one knew how to get out of a body anymore.
Sometimes other waves of free thetans would enter an area that had already enslaved itself into the ground in
bodies, and they would take over that area and start to use it for their own purposes. These were the invader forces
referred to so often by Hubbard.
Thetans did leave their bodies at death but being so overwhelmed by their implants and charge stored in their
memory banks they would immediately seek a new body and reenter the slave society no matter how bad it was. The
implanters would often grab such thetans right after death, implant them with more things of their own devising
and then send them to go pick up a new body. This came to be known as the in between lives area, something most
people have zero memory on and less desire to know about.
They can remember being Napoleon, but they can't remember who made them think so. Most implanting has to do
with false and violent goals often of a political or religious nature.
'You will be a Churchie, You will be a Churchie, (turn up the juice Joe!), you will do what you are told, there
is only one source...' etc.
Earth was itself partly under the control of what LRH calls the 4th and 5th invader forces often working unknowingly
in conflict with each other until recently. They were cleaned out by a band of OT's and presently Earth is a safe
space for spiritual progress.
Thus the last part of the track consists mostly of body games, thetans in bodies dealing with thetans in bodies.
The first part of the track was mainly thetan-thetan games, the second part of the track was mainly thetan-body
games and this last one then was and still is body- body games.
Undoing all of this is mainly a matter of getting off all the overts and withholds and finding the goals and
opposition goals, the terminals and opposition terminals (identities) that make up the various Goals Problems Masses
the being is stuck in, and then rehabilitating the thetan's willingness to indulge in these goals and be a free
thetan again.
He's gotta stop opposing himself. That makes for a lot of mental concrete, forgetfulness and deadness.
The thetan feels really safe being a know nothing in Hell. You know, going to school, getting a job from 9 to
5, picking cotton all day long, that's real safe stuff to a thetan who 'doesn't want to know about it'. He doesn't
want to know about what happened, about what HE DID, and he is afraid of what might happen if he does. Hell he's
got a wife and kids to support. They might all starve to death if he ever went crazy. It's better to be a robot
and go to work 9 to 5 and die of an ulcer. At least the insurance will take care of the kids!
And he is STILL having kids out of season and for the wrong reason.
Thus the process of clearing the planet is fraught with well meaning resistance every inch of the way. A thetan
would rather think he was going to die than face up to all the eternal hells he has built and left behind for himself
and others to fall into along the way.
Including the Hell of Boredom.
You see no hell is forever, but the thetan built traps for others that he could not undo. No one could undo
them. Once someone fell in them, no one could get them out. Thus as far as he was concerned they were forever.
HE didn't know what to do about them even though HE built them. In this way he helped others become electronic
basket cases.
Eventually he fell into other people's traps and THEY didn't know how to undo them either. So figuring that
he deserved what he got he has parked himself in probably over a 100 different eternal hells of varying magnitude
for the rest of time.
One of which is called living once, dying once, over and over again.
How many graves have you occupied? How many tombstones have YOUR name on them? What were those names? You wish
to continue doing this? Yes? No Problem...
Do you wish to be a male or a female next lifetime?
Now as an auditor it is your job to understand these hells, to know what no one else has known before, that
the way to happiness is a true confession, and then go in and undo all these hells these poor blokes have gotten
themselves into and are holding onto so hard.
Their primary error was they didn't tell anyone about it. He bopped a body long ago, and when others asked him
how it died he said 'I don't know, I didn't do it. Orgasm? What's an orgasm?' That buried him in a zero responsibility
because everyone around him thought he hadn't done it when he had. Further he had to lessen his telepathy so that
no one around him would find out that he HAD done it. He was unwilling to have others come over and look at his
pictures, and he was unwilling to go over and look at theirs lest they see his. So he separated off and withdrew
from his group, the HIGH US.
Thus being unwilling to let others read his mind, he became unable to read other's mind. And then he spent the
rest of eternity wondering if they knew!
He would then proceed on a campaign to prevent others from doing what he had done by doing it to them first!
He would be sitting there nursing his regret about killing a body with its orgasm, and he would see some other
thetan entering a body for sexual kicks, and he would zap that body dead then and there to teach that thetan a
lesson about not hurting bodies!
The other thetan may never have figured out what happened, but he sure as hell avoided bodies like the plague
after that.
So such tactics worked up to a point, but the regret kept building up.
There are a few laughs to be had at the bottom of all this.
So as you help a thetan, you are going to run into this electricity thing. A thetan, as he gets better, can
generate a significant amount of voltage, enough to kill his own body or give it a heart attack or a case of the
monster terrors like it has never seen.
And when he gets really better, he can kill others from a distance. He just microwaves them from the inside
out. Or if he is really high, he can just want it. That's Sovereignty. But full OT's do not go around hurting others,
they have learned their lesson by now. They spent their whole track trying to keep others good by being as bad
as can be, and look where it got them, kindergarten, over and over again, how many times in a row now?
The time has come to find a new way to deal with the war mongers and the death dealers. You should be able to
kill people with your mind, you probably will want to, but you can use that power to better ends. As an OT you
will need to find a better solution than the ones you used along the whole track, because they did not work and
just got you into the prison you call your present life.
You will never stay an OT and probably won't even make it back to OT if you just revert back to your old ways
of doing harm to others to prevent them from doing harm themselves.
This is what LRH meant by KEEPING YOUR ETHICS IN. There is a reasonable way to handle unreasonable men but it
ain't what you have been up to for the past 100,000 years.
One last thing. NO ONE with any kind of power at all will ever stoop to proving to you that he has it. In fact
he won't even let anyone know he does.
He might however, if you ask him properly and are of sufficient worth to him as an individual, help you recover
your own personal power and Sovereignty. But if he thinks you are just going to go out and make a buck with it
at other's expense, or screw up the Divine Plan with crass displays of OT prowess, he may just let you stew for
a while longer. Which of your Hell's is your favorite? The flames on that one can always be turned up.
In any case if you are accepted for auditing, you might consider bringing him some food while he is helping
you, because he can't push hamburgers at McDonalds and spend all day with you and your skeletons at the same time.
And it is beyond crass to fabricate hamburgers out of thin air, and besides you might not be able to stomach
his doing so.
The rest of the world certainly can't.
Electra
PREPCHECK BUTTONS
EXM - 10
ca. 1992
Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
DATE: __________ TIME: __________ TA: __________
PC:________________________________AUDITOR: ____________________________
SUBJECT:________________________________________________________________
Assess on the E-meter,
'What is the hottest subject on your track?'
Take what reads and run the following questions on that subject
until the meter is clean on each prepcheck question.
1. On ... has anything been SUPPRESSED? __________
2. On ... is there anything you have been CAREFUL OF? __________
3. On ... is there anything you DIDN'T REVEAL? __________
4. On ... has anything been NOT-ISED? __________
5. On ... has anything been SUGGESTED? ___________
6. On ... has a MISTAKE BEEN MADE? __________
7. On ... has anything been PROTESTED? __________
8. On ... is there anything you have been ANXIOUS ABOUT? __________
9. On ... has anything been DECIDED? __________
10. On ... has anything been WITHDRAWN FROM? __________
11. On ... has anything been REACHED? __________
12. On ... has anything been IGNORED? __________
13. On ... has anything been STATED? __________
14. On ... has anything been HELPED? __________
15. On ... has anything been ALTERED? __________
16. On ... has anything been REVEALED? __________
17. On ... has anything been ASSERTED? __________
18. On ... has anything been AGREED WITH? __________
On ... are you WITHHOLDING ANYTHING? __________
On ... has anything been INVALIDATED? __________
On ... has anything been DENIED? __________
On ... has anything been WITHHELD? __________
On ... has anything been REFUSED? __________
On ... is there NO ... ? __________
On ... has anything been INHIBITED? __________
On ... has anything been ENFORCED? __________
On ... has anything been DESIRED? __________
On ... is there anything you have been CURIOUS ABOUT? __________
On ... has anything been UNKNOWN? __________
On ... has anything been KNOWN? __________
On ... is there anything you have been CAUSE OF? __________
On ... is there anything you have been SOURCE of? __________
On ... is there anything you SHOULD HAVE KNOWN? _________
On ... is there anything you have MADE WRONG? __________
On ... is there anything you have MADE RIGHT? __________
On ... is there anything you have MADE GUILTY? __________
On ... is there anything you have MADE NOT GUILTY? __________
On ... is there anything you have PUNISHED? __________
On ... have you tried to ESCAPE PUNISHMENT? __________
On ... is there anything you could not PUNISH? __________
On ... is there anything you have tried to DOMINATE? __________
On ... have you tried to ESCAPE DOMINATION? __________
On ... is there anything you have tried to make SUCCUMB? __________
On ... have you tried to SURVIVE? __________
On ... is there anything you WON'T TALK ABOUT? __________
On ... is there anything you CAN'T TALK ABOUT? __________
On ... is there anything you SHOULDN'T TALK ABOUT? ___________
On ... is there anything you BETTER NOT TALK ABOUT? __________
On ... is there anything you YOU ARE NOT SAYING? __________
On ... has anything NOT BEEN SAID? __________
OT'S IN THE FREE ZONE.
EXM - 11 ca. 1992
Copyright (C) 1992 A Voice of the Free Zone (Electra)
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
>Could anyone comment on how closely this tracks Church teachings?
>(And, at what levels is it taught?)
The Church does not have teachings in the sense that you seem to be expecting. Do not confuse Scientology with
other religions. It is a scientific technology to help the preclear discover for himself what is true. Such stories
about the whole track come off of people's track including my own, I am not just rehashing what was taught to me.
I tend not to write unless I have attained some measure of reality on it myself.
>OK, you won't give me proof. Will you discuss how you proved it
>to yourself, or to your teacher(s) ?
First let's get something straight. I am not a full OT. And again if I could move mountains I would not broadcast
it.
Secondly even in the Church, a person becomes able to leave his body at will only at OT 6.
Certainly he is not going to be able to move even an ashtray quite yet. However above that level there is a
lot of work done (or used to be) on getting the OT to move things directly with out using his body. Much more attention
is placed on being able to affect other people's universes, such as ability to project intention at OT 7. As he
says in 'A History of Man', crass display of OT power is not desirable at this time as it will just make it difficult
for others to get across the bridge.
Anyhow your desire for proof is understandable, but you gotta get real on whether anyone would actually want
to give you proof. It doesn't serve them any. Also imagine someone walking into your room and actually moving something
for you with his mind. Or even lifting you up and plastering you to the ceiling. How would you feel about this.
Would it make you 'happy' to have such proof? What would happen to you over the ensuing days after such a display
of proof?
OT's are very well versed in the consequences of such displays of proof as they have had to suffer them all
along the whole track. Thus they will be choosing a wiser quieter route this time around.
>> Churchies have never seen a floating needle. And if a pc dared
>>to crack a smile in session, they would send him to Ethics.
>THAT IS A BOLD FACE LIE.
It is sarcasm, Lenny.
Of course there are floating needles in the church, I produced quite a few of my own.
Look I happen to love the Church, but I will be damned if I will let cockroaches kick me out of my own house.
The Church is filled with people whose sole motivation is financial and POLITICAL monopoly, who allegedly will
sue/kill people for practicing their chosen religion outside of their purview.
OT's are very real, and there are a lot of people who want to be the only one's to have and control them much
as they do the atomic bomb.
This one world dream of some is really someone's one world slave camp. I'll be damned if I want the double S
and triangles be the coat of arms over that door.
Scientology has existed past track long before Ron Hubbard came along and made a mess of it here, and Scientology
will continue to exist long after the memory of Ron Hubbard and all of his followers is dust in the wind.
Scientology in fact transcends LRH or any one person claiming to be its author. Scientology is what we ALL set
up at the beginning of time to get us out. Thus, as even LRH has said so many times no one has ever heard it, he
is not teaching us something new, but something we already know and have owned for ourselves.
If it weren't OUR knowledge then it wouldn't be true because we are personally responsible for the creation
of anything that is true about us and our involvement in this universe.
The church would be totally opposed for example to me posting the anatomy of the R6 Bank which is after all
what all the hullabaloo is all about. They would scream, 'Copyright, copyright, you are violating our copyright,
you are publishing Church material without our permission! We will sue/kill you.'
It's MY bank, and they copyright it. Next thing you know they will want a copyright to my soul and be charging
me for a licence to survive.
Possibly the assholes in the Church are the ones who created, designed and then stuck the bank on people in
the first place and so of course it has their copyright on it, as a weapon of evil. That they finally fell into
their own trap goes unmentioned and unnoticed.
Now they want the copyright to stay with them so that they can make money making sure people never get out of
it.
Or that only their own do.
Lastly I would presume that everything written to this list is sent by Churchies to the RTC (Religious Technology
Center) for perusal and kept in files of each poster so that they can keep track of 'suppressives'.
If the Churchies are not turning everything posted to this list in to the Soul Police, then they are suffering
from an extreme case of dereliction of Duty.
"The Religious Technology Center has the purpose TO SAFEGUARD THE
PROPER USE OF TRADEMARKS, TO PROTECT THE PUBLIC AND TO MAKE SURE THAT
THE POWERFUL TECHNOLOGY OF DIANETICS AND SCIENTOLOGY REMAINS IN GOOD
HANDS AND IS PROPERLY USED."
"Help Keep Scientology Working
Knowledge Reports are an essential part of Keeping Scientology
Working. If you encounter any non-optimum situation or off-policy
occurring in your org, mission or area, write a Knowledge Report to your
local Ethics Officer and send a copy to the Reports Officer RTC if you
feel the RTC should be informed of the matter.
Reports should be sent to:
RELIGIOUS TECHNOLOGY CENTER
Reports Officer, SP Division
1710 Ivar Avenue, Suite 1100
Los Angeles, CA 90028 USA"
I can not abide by their one world, one country, one government, one religion, one source, one thought mentality.
Can you imagine a world were spiritual help is governmentally mandated by LAW to be the monopolistic purview
of one group and that those who do not have the money to pay that group are legally unentitled to spiritual help?
The Churchies should get together with the AMA to plan this one world take over together.
Imagine people who are PAID with money, girls or auditing to send knowledge reports along the tattle tale line
to the secret Source Police? Or people who are condemned and assigned a lower ethics condition for not spying and
reporting on their own?
I KNOW it happened, I did it and it was done to me by my best friends. No, I didn't get paid in girls.
People who are not OT routinely underestimate the power of OT's. Since the people in the Church do not admit
to the presence of working tech in the Free Zone they presume that there are no OT's in the field that are opposed
to them. Even though many of their own OT's have left in disgust, something that used to bother me no end until
I understood it.
It HURT, it almost struck me dead when an OT would leave.
Good or bad, the Church was the only thing we had, I KNEW this. I knew the tech worked even though it wasn't
working on me. When I used it, it worked just fine. My pc's were happy.
So when an OT would leave my heart would just sink. Where the hell was he going? How could he throw his eternity
away like that? What about his billion year contract?
When I was part of the Church I did not know about the Free Zone. In fact I did not find out about it until
years after I was removed as NCG (no case gain, no money left). I was ALONE with my case and my faith in LRH for
years without a Meter or any of my tech books because they had all been taken away from me and reabsorbed back
into the Academies for students to use.
Fortunately I had read everything 5 times, but for this I will never forgive them.
Well my billion year contract is still in good working order, only now I am serving the purposes of Scientology
and not the god damned military industrial complex. Or Hollywood.
The Church is in for a very nasty surprise as it soon goes the way of all communisms.
The OT's in the field are considering the possibility of rearranging the Church's Akashic Triangles. Look what
happened the last time they did that in Russia. So much for communism in Europe and so much for communism in Scientology.
There are more OT's in the field than there are in the Church. The joke is a hefty portion of them are the Church's
own. The best ones the Church had, the ones too good to keep around.
And you can bet they are madder than hell.
If it ever comes to a war between the Church and the Free Zone, the Church will loose.
Captain David Miscavige is not, never has been and never will be my superior commanding officer.
My Eternal Destiny does not depend on my following the orders of LRH or his assigns.
If LRH would like to manifest himself to me perhaps we could talk about this and come to an agreement.
Electra
